Endless Regrets

17. Get lost in feelings

Alisa already felt calmer after telling everything to Intan and had gotten advice from her best friend.

Because Intan has seen his best friend a little quieter Intan invites his best friend to visit his house Intan just a walk or do the usual things they do like watching a movie. The movies they usually watch vary from romantic comedy, action, horror to colossal drama and romantic drama. This time their choice of films fell on films that genre romantic drama.

They watched an Indonesian film entitled "The Sinking of the Van der Wijck Ship"

the story is almost similar to the state of Alisa's marriage to Rangga. Where the character of Azis who was always rude to his wife and never appreciated his wife.

Not feeling the tears Alisa melted to see the scene when Azis snapped at Hayati so violently and not infrequently behave like a person who is very far from the word love himself.

Although the character of Azis was rude to the character Hayati, but the character Hayati still respect and appreciate the character of Azis her husband. Because marriage is not only on paper but is a responsibility to God.

Intan notices Alisa who is crying because watching the scene in the film is very emotionally draining and Intan lets Alisa get swept away in her feelings.

" I must do what Hayati did to her husband Azis, however I am a natural wife I must respect my husband" Alisa muttered to herself.

It did not feel Alisa and Intan had spent until night , and Alisa decided to go home to the male Rangga who is now her legal husband and she is now the mistress of Rangga Dika Ananta.

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Rangga came home from the office but did not find his wife in the house. But he knew that his wife must be in the house of his parents who are none other than his in-laws, that is Rangga's current mind. That is why Rangga is not dizzy with the existence of his wife.

But suddenly the sound of the car and the door handle opened Rangga immediately turned to the source of the open door sound and he stared intently at Alisa who appeared from behind the door.

" I'm sorry mas , I was late to go home because I had gone for a walk with Intan" said Alisa who stammered for fear that Rangga was angry with him again because he did not find his wife was not home.

" It's okay, but you have to get me dinner ready. I don't care if you're tired or tired because it's your duty as my wife" Rangga said expressionlessly.

" Good mas" replied Alisa without disputing the edict from her husband and immediately went to the kitchen to cook dinner for her husband.

Alisa did not take long to cook a simple meal for her husband, she only took a few minutes. After all is ready Alisa again called Rangga her husband who was sitting in the TV room watching the club' ball his favorite feet" mas all was ready mas ".

Rangga got up from his seat and sat down on the dining table chair. Alisa painstakingly serves her husband, ranging from spooning rice on a plate to take his side dish and put it in front of Rangga.

Rangga began to put the food in his mouth "it's good too this Alisa cuisine, but I can't praise her" she said in her heart.

Rangga slammed the food in front of him and the food and dishes scattered on the floor.

Prangs....

" What food is this ? There's no good at all. I just want to eat out" Rangga said as he stepped out of the dining table.

Alisa who heard what Rangga said was not surprised by what Rangga did "you why mas? Forgive me if my cooking is not good mas" Alisa said in a heavy voice because she was really afraid of the angry words of her husband Rangga.

But Rangga did not hear anything said by Alisa rather did not care.

Rangga continued to drive his car at high speed hoping Alisa knew that the stairs were serious with her talk.

For the umpteenth time Rangga managed to make Alisa cry and hurt with all her harsh treatment.

Actually deep in Rangga's heart he did not have the heart to be rude and leave Alisa however she was his best friend since childhood. But because of revenge to God who accused the death of his parents is Alisa that is the reason Rangga hated him.

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Alisa goes out into the night she goes to a park close to where she lives, she chooses a garden chair that is illuminated by the light of the garden lights just above where she is sitting right now.

He shed his tears without thinking others would see him, his chest was filled with regret because everything that happened to him at this time was all because he did not want to listen to the advice of his mother who forbade him not to marry Rangga. But all has been done and he should be able to undergo the nosedives of his marriage with Rangga no matter what the circumstances.

After being satisfied to spill all his complaints finally he returned to the House of Rangga which has now become the house where he lived as well.

The night moon illuminated the night as it was accompanied by a gentle breeze and the breeze gently caressed Alisa's face.

Alisa arrived at home she washed her face in the sink so that there were no tears on her face.

He laid his body on the bed in sleeping pajamas and was lulled in his dreams.

Time has shown at twelve o'clock at night the sound of Rangga's car makes Alisa awake and she chose to pretend to be asleep.

Dinghy

The sound of the door opening Rangga saw Alisa who she thought was asleep hearing all the activities of her husband, who went to the bathroom and cleaned herself.

After finishing the bath he was surprised to see all his sleeping gear was already on the bed " Alisa is indeed a good woman but I will not love you even though how good you are to me I will never drop my heart on you "bluffy while looking towards Alisa who is already asleep.

Rangga wore all that Alisa had provided the unloved wife.

Rangga chose to sleep back on the sofa and once again he was surprised by the pillows and blankets that had been provided.

Rangga laid her body on the sofa and suddenly Alisa approached while saying "mas you sleep in the bed only let me be pitched otherwise let me sleep in another room "alisa said with tears that had crystallized and passed out from inside the room.

" Did she hear everything until she left this room. Ahh stupid very much whatever he wants how, I don't want to take care of " while stepping towards the bed and he went back to sleep.

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