END OF NAYLA'S LOVE

85. IT'S NOT EASY

Reyhan kissed the head of Shinta who had fallen asleep in his arms, his eyes could not be closed even though he really wanted to do it. Now that she's turned to stare at the ceiling of her room, Cindy's face is now playing into her memory. Memories of being together one-on-one came back in his view, four years together not a moment, He took a deep breath feeling something that hurt in his "Last late meeting" he murmured.

When she saw Nayla hugging Cindy, her feelings shook, wanting her to hug someone she couldn't forget and hurt her heart. Reyhan looked back at Shinta's calm face in his sleep, this afternoon he was still able to trickle what made him uneasy at his wife, but he did not know what would happen tomorrow. "I'm sorry if I hurt you, I love you right now, but my heart wavers when I see him back" Reyhan said in his heart, tucking at his wife's thin lips.

Cindy is Reyhan's first love and the only woman close to him since school until Cindy disappears. He had searched for Cindy in this windmill country, but his efforts were in vain there was no hint of her whereabouts. Reyhan shook again as he held Shinta's stomach which had been protruding violently "The fire won't leave you" he said.

There was Shinta by his side at the moment, the woman who these few months had accompanied him and made his days happy. Slowly but surely the presence of Shinta helps him to forget the pain in Cindy's stay, moreover there is a seed that he planted in his wife's womb.

Reyhan came out of his room, seeking fresh air in order to think about what he should do.

"You can't sleep?" Alex greets Reyhan when he sees his best friend opening the door to sit on the back porch.

"What are you doing yourself?"

"I'm making coffee, you want to?" Alek offered Reyhan who replied with a nod.

"Lex, this afternoon did you see him?" ask Reyhan.

"Yes, I saw him talking to Sandy and Nayla"

"What do you feel" Alex replied while giving Reyhan a coffee-filled mug.

"Who's the other one for?" reyhan asked as he saw Alex carrying two mugs, he ignored Alex's question.

"For the big boss" he replied with a smile.

"Come she's on the back porch with Nayla and my wife" Alex asks.

Reyhan followed Alex walking to the back porch, he could see Sandy, Nayla and Citra talking there.

"Bang Rey" said Nayla to see Reyhan coming with Alex.

"Nay... I saw you with Cindy, do you know her?" ask Reyhan.

Nayla responded to Reyhan's question with a smile. "Of course I know him very well, Madam Cindy is one of the brothers who is quite close to me" explained Nayla.

Nayla tells Reyhan, she retells Cindy's story to Reyhan, Alex and Citra. Reyhan feels a tightness in his chest when he finds out Cindy has a child and so Cindy goes and hides from him, not wanting him to know.

"Bang Rey's... Madam Cindy and Teh Shinta they are not blood related and do not know each other, but they are both brothers bound to me" explained Nayla.

"I hope Bang Rey can make a wise decision" continued Nayla while inviting Sandy to return to their room.

"Think well, there are innocent little creatures that you have to take care of" Sandy clapped Reyhan's shoulder as she passed.

"The past has been passed, but we don't know what the future holds" Alex said as she left Reyhan.

"Teh Shinta was once injured for treason, I hope he will not be injured a second time" Citra said and followed Alex's steps.

The evening changed in the morning to bring back the sun that gave warm in the cold air.all were already at the dining table for breakfast after returning from the streets around the main residence complex Harley.

"Jojo" Zein called a three-year-old boy playing in the yard as he returned to Harley's main residence.

"Oom Zein" his broom who ran up to Zein and was immediately carried by Zein and brought Jojo home to Harley's main residence, he was quite close to the son of his brother.

Nayla who saw him take a deep breath, Cindy will definitely come to look for Jojo. Cindy refused to eat breakfast because she didn't want to interrupt.

Reyhan was still standing in the front yard talking to the park manager who was rearranging the park at the main residence of Harley.

"Cindy" called Reyhan as the beautiful woman walked into the gate.

"Jo" said Cindy slowly and stopped her steps. Cindy is surprised to see Reyhan, She doesn't expect to meet sooner than she thinks.

Reyhan approached and directly hugged the woman that these four years had disappeared from him. Cindy who also missed Reyhan returned Reyhan's embrace, she hugged the man who was always there in her heart.

"Why did you leave me?" reyhan asked without letting go of his embrace.

"You should have told me about everything that happened to you, instead of leaving me, I would have accepted her presence" Reyhan said.

Cindy let go of his embrace and stepped back, keeping her distance from Reyhan. "Nayla told you?" tanyakanya.

"I was looking for you here, but I couldn't find you, none of your family can tell me where you are" Reyhan explained in an attempt to find Cindy.

"How did it all happen?" ask Reyhan.

Cindy just kept quiet, she didn't want to go back to the night that ruined her life.

"I'm sorry I couldn't take good care of you" Reyhan said.

"It's not your fault Jo, I'm sorry" Cindy replied

"It's not easy for me to live it, to walk away from you the person I love is not what I want. I was so scared back then, afraid you hated me when you found out I was pregnant with another man"

"I don't want to see you hate me in front of me, so I left you and went into hiding.

"Away from you it hurts Jo so much, even today I still dream to always be by your side" Cindy's sobbing broke.

"But I realized there's my little Jojo I have to look after, it's not easy being a single parent for him"

"I'd really like to see you and ask you to accept it, but I don't have the courage to meet you"

"Now that you've found me and found out, is there a second chance for me?" ask Cindy. Reyhan could not answer, this is what he feared when he met Cindy.

"Rey Bang..." Shinta calls Reyhan who she has been waiting for breakfast to wake up Reyhan's daydreams.

"The baby is hungry, ask to be won by papi" Shinta said spoiledly as she stood near Reyhan.

"Yes baby, papi is also willing to enter, "Reyhan replied as he rubbed Shinta's stomach.

Cindy flinched to see Reyhan rubbing Shinta's stomach, she felt embarrassed asking Reyhan for a second chance.

"Cindy.this is my wife" Reyhan introduced Cindy to Shinta.

"Mak Cindy come in, Jojo is inside" Shinta asks who knows Cindy Jojo's mother and comes to pick Jojo up without knowing the truth.

Cindy looks at Reyhan who enters while embracing Shinta, her chest feels tight, not expecting Reyhan to have gone further, forgetting their love, while she still keeps dreaming.

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