
END OF LIFE THE LITTLE GIRL WHO IS ALWAYS IN THE BULLY
Part 17 (I Returned to Kampung)
It does not feel like Hardi and I have traveled far enough, just waiting for three hours we will soon arrive.
It was powerless to hold back the longing for my family, a small storm and the sound of my sister's crying was a much more pleasant thing than the sound of a rowdy noise in the house of Mr. Bambang.
Finally we arrived at the house of mamah, with tears in my eyes and mamah when we met, how heavy the burden of this longing is. Although mamah is a very talkative mother figure, but I know it is for my good as well.
"You okay, Dina ? You're not lacking anything, are you? Where have you been ? Mamah is worried about you" said Mamah with tears that still linger.
" Dina do not what mah, Dina healthy Dina kangen mamah" answered me who also could not hold back tears.
"Hardi why did you take my daughter away?What do you mean?" Ask mommy to Hardi.
Hardi chose silence not to say anything, I understand mummy. And I understand Hardi.
"Mah mamah calm down first yes, the important thing is that Dina has come home and is in good shape, later Dina will tell everything to mamah huh ?" I tried to calm my mother.
I turned my eyes to Hardi "Are you going to go back to school here ? Stay here again?" I asked Hardi.
" I don't know yet, but it looks like I'm going back to Papah's house, I have to first reconcile my problems with papah and mama. Because wherever I live if I still haven't solved the problem with him I won't calm down" Hardi said.
There is a tightness in my chest cavity, it means that I'm the same Hardi will be far apart, it feels heavy if you have to part with Hardi. I still want to be together, but I realize it's impossible.
Hardi returned to Mr. Budi's house after apologizing and saying goodbye to mamah.
" I'll pick you up tomorrow, let's take a walk" Hardi said before leaving.
" Where else are you going to Dina ?" Mamah glares.
"Well, now let Hardi go and rest, Dina also wants to rest mah. Later Dina tell me everything yes let mamah know and understand" I said with a smile.
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The next day Hardi came to pick me up, I was hard-earned to give my understanding so that he would understand and let me go with Hardi. Mama finally fell too.
" You be careful, watch out later in the kidnap again. Don't worry anymore" Mama's message before we leave.
Hardi took me to a shopping mall in the city near my village, we ate baso, road to the shop. We try to be cheerful and happy to forget all the events yesterday in the big house of Mr. Bambang.
"Dina see this dress is suitable for you, elegant gray color surely you will be very beautiful to wear this. You try it?" Pinta Hardi's.
"Yes said Hardi" with a smile.
I came out of the fitting room, greeted with a smile by Hardi "Don't open again you wear it?I want you to wear this today" Hardi said.
Hardi also paid for a few pieces of T-shirts and jeans for me, of course I am very happy.
We stopped by the river that we had never been to before, but often I came here if I wanted to be alone.
"Dina if I go back to Jakarta and don't stay here anymore will you let me go?" Hardi's question started the conversation after the atmosphere somehow became stiff.
" Wherever you are and whatever our circumstances may be, I will never forget what we have experienced together . Especially the incident during your stay at home" I answered Hardi's long question.
Hardi clasped my hand and kissed his back, occasionally letting my hair down in the wind. Hardi looked at me gently with both hands holding onto my left right cheek, guiding my head to a slight bow. Hardi landed a soft kiss on my forehead.
My eyes closed I was washed away, it felt like I still wanted to stay here for a long time.
"Hardi can I say something?" My toot.
" What is it say" Hardi replied.
"Stop hating your mom Hardi, maybe she's made mistakes in the past, everyone will never always make mistakes and also not always do the truth. Open the door to your forgiveness for your mother, however she is a woman who has great service in your life. He who has brought you into this world, your mother misses you so much, just as my mother missed me when I was far away" I said at length.
Hardi hugged me tightly very tightly, I let her share the burden she carried. How very heavy the journey of Hardi's life, Abundant treasures do not guarantee happiness for him.
" Hopefully someday in the future, God will bring us back together again, huh? When we are both adults, I will always remember You Dina" Hardi said, still clasping my fingers.
" Aamiin may God bring us back together, now we prepare everything so that our future lives can be easier, yes ?" I said with a hopeful smile.
It was dusk, Hardi and I went back home. Hardi drove me home safely, Hardi bought a lot by my sister and my mother. He is ready to go back to Jakarta.
Mamah tried to advise Hardi like a mother, also praying that Hardi's life problems quickly finished and can live this life happily as a child his age.
Even though night had come, I tried to close my eyes. But somehow it is very difficult. The memories with Hardi are still always imagined, in my heart I always pray that someday I can meet Hardi again.
For now, of course, I have to focus on my obligations as a child and a young generation that is needed by the nation and nation, I want to be a useful person. Building this country to be more advanced.
I do not want like his father Hardi to become a dilapidated man of the destruction of the country's children, a city of drugs that is clearly very wrong in the eyes of the law and the State and religion.
Finally I fell asleep too, drowsiness and fatigue simultaneously attacked me. Before my eyes closed I inserted a prayer for Hardi, may he be given ease in his life aamiin.