
I'm confused, I love Damar so much. Even though the Damar family did not bother about all this. It's just the past. And aunt Nuri is also a good person." Lila started sobbing. Given how his mother kicked out the Damar family.
Earth rubbed Lila's back, hoping to give her peace. Lila cried without a sound. His hand gripped the blanket that was still wrapping his leg. Earth glanced at the clock on the wall, it was almost 00:00.
"Son Lila has not slept yet?"
Lila simply nodded in response. Her lips she folds inward. The breath goes up and down.
"Tahajud prayer, yuk?"
Lila nodded back. He wiped away some of the tears that started to dry on his cheeks and said, "But I don't memorize his prayers."
"Not a problem, look right on that wall there's a reading of his prayer. I purposely made it there because I'm also just learning." The earth pointed at the paper He had stuck on the wall in the corner of the room, right in the direction of the Qibla.
"Yes, I see."
"Tap his mother's heart Kak Lila in prostration, may Allah convey it immediately."
The Earth guides Lila's steps, she grabs the wrist of the girl who is a few inches shorter than her. Bumi lets Lila first take ablution while she immediately takes the mukena for Lila. Presented two different coloured prayer mats towards the qibla. Before long Lila had returned, her face was fresher and her lips had already covered in a smile. Bumi returned the smile and immediately took ablution after saying "Sir Lila first, ask God what Lila wanted to achieve. Verily Allah is as the heart of his servant."
Earth a little more has indeed begun to deepen the science of religion. At first it was because of Akash, but over time He felt calm through the knowledge He got. His reading has changed from novel to Quranic tafsir. In fact He already has many small notes on his diary whenever he finds a translation of the surah that perfectly matches his heart.
Lila was doing a second rakaat when Earth returned from ablution. The earth was wearing white face. Mengafadzkan ta'awudz before saying bismillah and finally arrived at the intention of praying thahajud two rakaatnya. The earth is only capable in two rakaat only, even then still howling He did.
The movements are very tumaninah, slightly hardening the sound so that it can be heard by the ears themselves. Because, according to him so can make him especially in his prayer.
While Lila was already in the reading section of do'a. He slightly approached the paper that was affixed to the wall as the Earth showed him later. After reading the do'a, Lila was interested in reading the writing below which contains a lot of reading istighfar, 100 times the minimum. Lila did just that, she recited the istighfar with her fingerbread as her calculating device.
The earth was finished with his prayer, He did not need to approach the writing on the wall because it was memorized by his prayer. He linger while reciting the istighfar. This time was followed by reading as much as he could recite the prayer.
Lila finished her hundred istighfaran. He began to raise his hands and began to mutter the do'a
O Rabb, make my business easy with Damar. Open the heart of Mama Hambur to slash her grudge and bless Our relationship. Save the servant and Damar from the fire of sin that we have waited too long for. Lead our way to halal, aamiin.
Like Lila, Earth after completing one hundred istighfar and her prayers also raised both hands with a pen of humility. His mind remembered Akash who this afternoon had secretly recorded with the look of his eyes.
O Allah, if I am in a match with him, then give Me strength of heart and patience in waiting for him to pick me up in a state of lawfulness. But if He is not my soul mate, then make it easy for our hearts to erase and muffle the deep feelings. Lead us not to be lost, O God. Only You are turning Our hearts upside down, and it is only You that I return everything. If the vibration only ignites the fire of sin between Us, then give Us a feeling of sinfulness without any discernment. Aamiins.
In the other side of the sky, Do'a was being chanted by a handsome face that Earth brought in her prayer. It was Akash, the man who was suddenly unstable because of an arranged marriage that made him have to hurt the Earth many times. The girl who had stolen his heart.
The ridiculous agreement that He made with Earth as a child in fact did indeed replace the fire of love that blazed in the hearts of both to adulthood. Being separated for a long time did not make the two bury that feeling. Even the fault of the two men is to cultivate too fertile love that eventually makes it difficult for both to escape the endless snares of taste.
Akash with his stone head never intended to let go of Earth even though the reality before him was the path he had to tread. Especially when Rere instead supports the action to thwart the marriage. His intention of defending the Earth increasingly had a strong reason.
But the disappointment of the Earth that has occurred many times makes the girl hesitant to continue the entanglement that seems to be rooted. Wanted to hope, but once upon a time He did it, it was only a disappointment that He got.
Akash grabs her phone after saying the do'a in her heart. Nomornga is still blocked by Earth. I don't know until when. His heart missed that little girl. He re-opened his story chat with Earth before his number was blocked. His lips reviewed the smile as he read one by one a series of sentences that the Earth sent through the message.
Akash pranks open the status section in whatsapp it although rarely do it. He will only see the status of those closest to him. One of them is usually Earth, the pleasure of the girl is to repeatedly make status with the caption delete soon. Don't expect 30 minutes later that status still exists. After realizing the status of being humiliated, Earth will immediately remove it while possessing itself.
Akash's eyes were interested in opening Lila's status and his gaze was immediately fixed on the photo of Lila and Earth wearing a mukena, sticking each other's cheeks with closed eyes and lips covering a thin smile. The upload Lila made with the caption want to be stabbed no?
Without a second thought, Akash immediately made a call to Akash's number. At least He wanted to hear the voice of the Earth even though what would come out of the girl's mouth was a spicy word.
Twice the waiting tone was heard before Lila's voice finally answered the call. After saying hello, without further ado Akash immediately asked for the existence of Earth. Earth shook her head with a clear face so that Lila did not provide a phone connection through the phone to her.
"The earth is sleeping, Kash."
"Lying, tell him I'm just talking to you."
Lila did not immediately reply, She said the phrase "how?" without sound. The earth shook his head, He shook his hand as a rejection.
"Seriously Kash, he's sleeping."
"Gue can't believe it, tell him to talk right now or I'll go there right now?!"
Earth is really furious with the threat of Akash, Lila deliberately loudspeak so that Earth can hear it. Earth grabbed the phone from Lila's hand.
"What's.... "
"Not to talk. Want what?"
"You Want.... "
"Ngaco, I'm the same Lila sister wants to sleep."
"Yes, good night. Read the do'a first. Open my last message you haven't read."
"Males...."
Earth hands the phone back to its owner. Lila saw the call was still connected, He turned off the loudspeak mode but before turning off the call He took the initiative to say hello first and put it on the bed.
"You blocked Akash's number?" ask Lila.
"That's the first step for sparing Him, I don't want to complicate things Brother."
"Your feelings?"
The earth that was sitting chose to lay down the body as Lila had done. He pulled the blanket over his chest.
"I don't think there's any arthinha, brother. The two of us will only hurt each other if we still maintain this relationship."
"You guys are actually dating or what the hell?" Lila begins to be interested in the love story of Earth and Akash which according to her has the same level of complexity as her love story.
"We're not dating, sister. I know Brother Akash loves me too, I especially." The earth chuckled, tucked hair behind her ears and said again, "but all that would be difficult if the barrier of love We are the great Family of Akash."
"Aren't you going to fight?"
"I struggled and hoped but in fact only ended up disappointed, even though.... "
"Even what?"
Lila was curious about the sentence that the Earth hung.
"Sister Rerw actually also wants to thwart their wedding plans."
"Koq can?"
"Rere is the same doctor Thunder is dating, brother."
Lila smothered her own mouth, shocked by the reality that the Earth had exposed. The Thunder Doctor was handsome, but did not expect that the one he loved was Rere. The arrogant girl.
"Koq can? doctor Thunder is kind, friendly, calm as well."
"Rere's good too,"
"It should be a truce to unite your relationship."
The Earth just laughs, if it were that easy it would be Earth and Akash does not have to be as far apart as it is today.
"That determines the great Kak Akash, not just Rere and Kak Akash."
"That determines not God, does it?"
Earth thought for a moment and laughed at his words earlier.
"Udahlah Ayok sister sleeps. It was half an hour and two. I sleepy," said Bumi, closing her eyes and in the next minute she was in a dream.
Finally Lila followed the footsteps of Earth, She began to close her eyes. His mind is a little calm. Especially after exchanging stories with Earth. Lila felt her fate was better than Earth. At least he just needs to melt his mother's heart.
While his rival Earth is the great Akash family. Sometimes, exchanging stories is necessary. Not to compare just as a wound bidder as well as a grateful event that there are always people who fared no better than us.
While across the street Akash completely disconnects his call after it is confirmed that the two girls whose chatter He overheard were asleep.
Akash's heart felt the grief felt by the Earth. The position of the Earth is difficult. The sneer that the Earth is only a driver's child has indeed been heard from his family. It is not a close family that often sneers. Only the wife of his uncle who incidentally is the daughter-in-law in the Family that often sneers at the Earth.
Akash broke his body, his eyes began to be forced back. He carries a wound to a heart that is always torn to shreds when remembering the fact that it will be difficult to unite his love with Earth. He hoped that there would be his do'a or the do'a of the Earth that God would worship.