
The twins went back to sleep, but not with Ara. Finished spending the milk, the beautiful baby even as if inviting play. His eyes were perfectly open, there was no sign of him being sleepy.
The earth carried Ara, and the neck of Ara was very refreshing. The combination of telon oil and powder that is very fondling spoiled his sense of smell.
While the other family was gathered in the living room, he broke away and took Ara to the cafe. Riled in his heart because of the words of Ummi and Zahra, making him lose his taste for speech and laugh.
"It's too busy, Tea?" The earth approached Lina who was tidying up the money at the cashier table.
"No, Ma'am. What's up?" Lina immediately moved closer to Earth.
"Titip Ara for a moment, I want to go out and buy something" said Bumi, not yet Lina replied, Ara's tiny body has been handed to Lina.
Without saying anything else, he immediately left with a soft look. He just wanted to cry, why ummi and Zahra seemed to dislike Ara. Is it because Ara is different? is it because Ara was born to a non-Muslim? Ara is innocent, she deserves to find happiness.
The earth is getting further away from the cafe. Know-how he was already in a park that when pregnant he often visited. The park is not too crowded, the Earth sits on a chair under a large sapodilla tree that is fruiting.
His back he rests on a garden chair whose paint has been peeling everywhere. His eyes were closed full trying to find calmness. He was afraid that he would really have to separate from Ara. Many dreams have been knitted for the little girl even though they have not even two days together.
No more power to withstand the tightness that continues to force asking to be issued. Finally, even with eyes closed the tears were pouring down. Still with the same position the Earth clutches her own body with both hands.
Until someone's hand cupped both cheeks. Suddenly the Earth felt shocked and immediately changed her sitting position. He opened his eyes wide and found the figure of Akash bowing before him
"Sir ...."
"Find me if I want to cry, though I may not necessarily be able to heal your wounds. At least, I have a shoulder ready to support your sad." Akash sat down next to the Earth and immediately grabbed his shoulder.
Earth rested her head on Akash's shoulder, crying out noiselessly. For a long time he cried, until his head felt dizzy.
"So, what makes you sad?" Akash pulled his wife's chin so he could look at her face.
The earth slowly began to tell what was happening. Although there was a bit of a bad taste because it meant that he was talking about Zahra and Ummi.
"I'm not complaining, yes," said Bumi after feeling finished with the story.
"Later to talk to ummi, don't be sad!" Akash clutched tightly onto that body.
The two talked for quite a while. It has long felt like not spending time together, making both of them realize that heart-to-heart talk turned out to open what they had been hiding.
"So you feel like you lost me?" search the Earth when Akash says it feels lonely when the Earth is always busy with his children.
"A little bit, but I understand that sometimes there's a little bit of jealousy. You have never asked for her hair to be brushed. Never asked me to eat it. I miss being the person you need the most." Akash's string of confessions brought Earth back into tears.
"When I just don't want to always bother you. With all your work, I'm afraid you're tired if you have to always help me," I'm Earth, her hands raised rubbed her husband's smooth face.
"All your needs are my duties, including your happiness. I don't want you thinking too late about this, hmm!" Akash grabbed the hand of Earth holding his cheek. He held her hand and kissed her.
"Don't be afraid of losing Ara, leave it to God. What is destined to be ours, God will not take it back." Bright Akash.
"Everything we have is care, including children. We just need to look after it, for what happens next, leave it to God." The earth nodded in understanding, he felt much better. The rage in his heart evaporated.
"So when I got there, I saw you coming out of the cafe. So I go along," explained Akash making Earth nod. Both decided to go home. Hand in hand treading paving block pavement. Small talk accompanied the second step until it did not feel it had arrived in front of the cafe.
Lina's tea was holding Aro who was seen crying. Bumi hurriedly released Akash's hand and grabbed his son's body.
"Darling, why?" Earth rubbed her son's back, feeling guilty for leaving him for too long.
"Mas Ar looking for Mommy?" Akash greeted his son while rubbing his head.
Aro smiled as he hit the chest of the Earth asking to be immediately given his pleasure.
"You nen?" earth Goda while fusing his nose with Aro's nose.
"Where are you from?" the ummi voice coming with Zahra holding Akhza distracts Earth and Akash.
"This is what Ummi was afraid of, dear. You take care of two children alone are overwhelmed especially plus one more child. Aro was crying for you, fortunately his brother was not fussy." Ummi's words received no answer from Akash and Bumi.
"You're nen in Mas Ar in a room, yeah!" tell Akash to the Earth while rubbing the head of the Earth. Bumi nodded, saying goodbye to Zahra and ummi.
Akash takes Akhza from Zahra's sling, he cephalopods full of his son's affection.
"Umi, brother, I'd like to talk to you for a second. It's about Ara." Pinta Akash without further ado.
Zahra and Ummi looked at each other then nodded. The three agreed to talk in a corner seat that was blocked by a large pot.
"I'm straight, here. Regarding Ara, I'm the same Earth has been thinking carefully about caring for her," said Akash made Zahra emotionally ignited.
"Ngurus children are not easy, after all why do you have to take care of it?"
"Yes, Kash. Ummi just doesn't want Ummi's grandchildren abandoned. Ummi wants you and Earth to focus on Mas Ar and Abang." Ummi chimed in Zahra's protest.
"Umi, sister, the baby has no father. His mother is still in school. His extended family no one knew about the birth of the baby," Akash said, making Zahra and Ummi look at each other.
"A child born out of a forbidden relationship?" todong Zahra's.
"Without marriage?" urk Ummi's.
"What harm? the sinner of his parents. Not Ara," Akash sternly raised his voice.
Ummi and Zahra looked back. In his mind, ummi justifies the word Akash. Zahra began to feel sorry for Ara. At first they thought Ara had complete parents.
"Where, Mi, Sis?" Akash asked for his second opinion.
"Ummi does not want the Earth exhausted, do not want also Ummi's grandchildren abandoned." Ummi's voice weakened.
"God willing, we will be the best parents for them" promised Akash, kissing the head of Akhza, who had been sitting in Akash's lap playing the Ummi prayer beads.