Early Destruction Wrong Choosing a Couple
AXMP 31
We argued a lot that night. .
I could not bear all the burdens that were getting heavier and heavier on my shoulders...
The marriage that I dreamed of was fine didn't happen...
My husband couldn't avoid what I said that night...
I really hope we agree to separate, because I do not want the decision to divorce just from me alone ..
That was what was in Ria's heart and mind at all times..
Plus, Ria harbors a huge disappointment when Mr. Ria conveys to Ria what he heard when Ria's husband called with Ria's mother-in-law ....
"Where can I continue the marriage if I'm the only one who struggles, I'm fooled all out and I'm embarrassed here and there because of debt" Ria said loudly to her husband....
"Well, if that's the best option, I agree.." Answer Ria's husband.
Ria could not help but cry, she still wished that her husband could change and maintain their marriage for the sake of their child.
However, all turned around from what Ria had expected...
Ria went to the room immediately prepared all her husband's clothes for her to pack because her husband had to return to where she served.
Ria's husband approached Ria to the room, not her persuading Ria but her arrival to the room just to convey an apology for everything that happened during this time in their marriage...
"I'm sorry.. I'm a lot wrong. tomorrow I will take care of my superior divorce license so that it can be processed" Ria's husband said to her..
"Yeah... " Reply answered Ria...
"I've prepared all your things, tomorrow be careful on the road.I can not nemanin..you eat what is there, I have stored it myself in the refrigerator, I have stored it, tomorrow you are alone" Ria told her husband...
I used to hold back my emotions because I believed my husband wanted to change and start everything from scratch, but it was all just my imagination.
I have not been able to.. have not even dared to look at tomorrow if we are divorced...
How my son, how my family, how my family is and how I live my days...
But, inevitably if it is already the way I am sure will be able to pass this ordeal...
Yes, that's what Ria had in mind...
He always tries to encourage himself, he is reluctant to dissolve in sadness because he is aware there is a child that needs him in a fit condition....
The day is getting late at night...
"Ah I slept first.all I'm done.. "
Ria also took the time to go to her husband to sleep first, and to apologize if his words hurt her husband's feelings...
"I slept first.I'm sorry if there were words I was not good at heart..."
"........."
Ria's husband did not give an answer at all...
Without any length, Ria was aware that her husband was still angry with her decision to divorce, immediately rushed to the room.
"God.. cape his body and my feelings. I just want to be able to sleep well tonight. I just want to be happy... ayoo yakkk spirit body,tomorrow we're lg activities" ...
I'm used to always saying positive things to myself, no matter what the circumstances....
