
Day change day...
It doesn't feel like Ria's leave is coming to an end..
"i'm biggung mah, how will my son when my leave expires mah. who takes care of him. or I bring work"
Yeah.just right... Ria felt very worried about it because she realized she was only alone with her child in the house.
However, Ria's family always cheered Ria on.. Even Ria's mother planned to bring Ria's child with them, out of pity for Ria.
However, as time went on Ria felt with her ability to hold all well.
"What if your son brings you son? so you focus on work, later there mamah find her nanny, and stay at home mamah" said Ria's mother...
"Don't mah, let Ria and Ria's children here. later Ria bring Ria's children to work mah" replied Ria to her mother..
The next day, Ria contacted her husband...
kring...
"iyaa mah, how are you? how is son mah ?
"good pah. tidings me and the child are also good"
They began to discuss and plan a lot of things, considering Ria will soon be out of her leave.
Ria's husband plans to buy a car for Ria, because he feels sorry for his wife, if work must bring his child using a motorbike.
Her husband's intention was to make Ria very happy, even though it was only a plan, but it made Ria moved...
Because Ria feels her husband really cares about her and her child.
However, to buy a car is not an easy matter for Ria. Ria is aware that her money does not exist, she is very aware that as long as she is married all the finances must come out of her, while her husband does not spend the slightest.
Ria also conveyed what became an obstacle in her mind to her husband.
However, Ria's husband tries to convince Ria that there will be a way for them to have a car.
"the important thing is that we are sure first yes, mah, the car we can buy how to do" Ria's husband told him.
Ria's day is getting happier..
he felt that since the birth of his son, his life had become happier, regardless of what he had experienced, he felt very happy.
His leave was over, both Ria's parents and Ria's brother and sister had also returned home...
Ria who was alone with her son began to look for a nanny who would work to take care of her child during her work.
Armed with the information she got from some of her friends, Ria also found a nanny for her child.
Ria immediately called her husband the matter so that her husband could set aside funds to pay for his child's nanny later.
However... again and again.Ria's husband felt it was not necessary yet...
They also argue over this issue, Ria kekeh is the best.
However, Ria's disappointment came back.
Her husband felt this was not necessary, her husband kekeh later would buy Ria a car rather than pay a nanny for her child.
Ria was not out of thought with all the explanations that she had explained her husband still just chuckled with his decision.
The consideration that Ria thought was not without reason. Ria feels kasian with her child if you have to be brought to work at the age of 3 months.
However, Ria feels her husband is very selfish.His husband cannot feel what Ria feels.
It was enough for this time Ria endured her heartache for what her husband did. For this time, with great confidence, Ria still ventured to hire a nanny to take care of her child during her work.
Riaun had to give up some of her needs in the barbershop, because her husband did not want to pay a nanny.
Ria's husband during the marriage never gave a living for sure all this time.
It was also what made Ria mentally strong and did not easily cry anymore when there were some things happening outside of her expectations.
Ria also returned to work as usual.meet her co-workers.the meeting made Ria's spirit.
"where's Ria's son ? we'd like to meet .. " said all of Ria's friends..
"there's. to your house later... " Ria answered them all.
When the break time arrived, Ria immediately went to her babysitter's house.. He immediately gave Asi to his son, Ria deliberately visited there without telling her first to her nanny so that she could check directly how her nanny was.
Sure enough, Ria felt all safe and well. When Ria came, her nanny was holding Ria's child who was sleeping fast.
They also chatted casually while Ria gave ASI to her child. The babysitter Ria also served some small dishes for them to eat.
Ria felt, it was not wrong to choose the mother to take care of her child.before the mother became Ria's babysitter.
Ria visited the mother's house, Ria also sent the mother to Ria's house so that they knew each other.
Bude. yeah... Ria calls the mother "bu'de" ..
With Bude, it helps Ria a lot ..
She felt very impressed because Ria felt that if she worked and had to bring her child, it would make her child cape and herself less able to work optimally.
However, Ria's main goal is to leave her child to Bude solely for the good of her child...
Riaapun went back to where he worked, because everything was safely under control and his son had been packing.
Ria's daily life is very tiring, she does all of her own.
After work, he took his son from Bude's place...
"thank you Bude. tomorrow again... "
"iyaaa ma'am" said Bude...
Upon arriving home, Ria rushed to eat, she felt very hungry.
Although Ria works there are many canteens, Ria is reluctant to eat there because she realizes she must be economical to ensure what her child's needs are met...
He who still loves his son must still stand firm, must remain healthy, and strong despite being tired which he feels sometimes heavy he lived because of work and care for children.
Ria felt that all was the life path she had to go through sincerely.
Every time Ria ate, she always made sure her child was packing and sleeping...
I don't know what made Ria shed tears while eating at that time, but she felt she was starting to not bear the life now.
while crying, she still has to eat, because Ria has to give her son Asi...
"Oh my God, what is my fault.I have a hard time feeling God.When all this is done.I'm sorry God.I can pass all the trials of life" Said Ria while crying ....