DUSK INJURED

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Aurel smiled wryly as he admitted to Shiren that he had committed suicide before, but survived because of his own friend.

He is a man who does not escape mistakes, people always gossip about him but he never reply. Not that he does not care, but if reciprocated, it will take a lot of time because people who hate us do not need our stories. They will continue to coar tirelessly and will stop if there is self-awareness.

Nabila and the Stars. Aurel would not hate them for what they did, but Aurel hated them for treating others the way he did. They seem to want to be known for being strong, when in fact, they are the ones who are concerned.

Star silent for fear of family secrets leaked Nabila. Aurel used to be. He was silent because he did not want anyone to know Damar, he was too embarrassed and afraid. In the end, he held it all back and hoped that the problem would be solved. In fact, human problems will not run out as long as he lives.

Aurel now has a task to awaken them. Yes, he had a dream to continue to be friends with them.

Aurel told dr. Alatas, he begged no one to know that his memory had returned. Alatas wants to help him, even if he doesn't promise this will last until when. He can't walk alone, however.

Aurel sat in silence because he saw Scales and dr. Alatas put food back and forth on the dinner table while dinner was still 30 minutes away. Nabila, Bintang, Shiren, Juli, Ghaisan, and Fina have also not arrived. But Scale wants to look perfect in front of them.

"Skala, not much. Mubazir if it does not run out," said Aurel seriously. From the end meet the end of the table, until it is full due to dishes and side dishes.

"Aren't you going to change your clothes?" ask Scales while rubbing his face.

"No, I want to sleep" he replied innocently.

The scale glanced right and left, "Ehh, yeah. Yaudah gapapa."

Aurel nodded, "Doctor Alatas invited Scales huh?"

"Yes." Yeah." As usual, he smiled widely.

"Aren't you tired of coming home from work?"

"You're in love, you won't be tired."

"Yes, anyway..."

Aurel turned to the door when someone hit the bell. "But I'm open." He ran small to open the door. "Ghaisan and Fina have come!!" shout so that the Scale hears. "come in, come in."

Followed by a beautiful looking Shiren with gray jeans and a black leather jacket lining his white shirt. Aurel gets to pangling, "Wahh, go yuk."

"Anyone else came?" Shiren allowed his sagging glasses.

"New Ghaisan with Fina." Aurel pulled the hand of Shiren sitting next to her.

Busy scale play HP, usually he check the schedule tomorrow or reply to client messages.

dr. Alatas looked at Aurel's comrades. Before long, Bintang and Nabila came together on a motorcycle.

So the order of sitting is, Ghaisan next to Fina, opposite them Bintang and Nabila. The scale and Aurel are opposite. Besides dr. Alatas is Shiren and next to him is still empty because Juli has not come.

"Try July in the chat," tell Fina to Ghaisan.

Ghaisan pulls out his cell phone from his pants pocket to send a message to July.

Yes, sori, I came late.

"He said it was late" said Ghaisan to everyone.

The scale seemed to nod in understanding, "Wait for July, please eat." He smiled friendly.

They have been given advice so as not to be embarrassed at the Skala house.

"By the way, have you known me for a long time?" tanya Nabila is intended for Scale and Aurel.

The scale looked up a few seconds, "What's up?" He was uncomfortable afraid Aurel was angry.

Shiren cut the sardines slowly and tasted the meat. His eyes were round, "They were delicious, soft."

Scale and dr. Alatas throws a smile.

"We do it ourselves" said dr. Alatas is proud.

"Thank God if you like it" said Skala.

Finally July came and was immediately told to join by the Scale. "Sorry late, sir."

"Look off..." The scale is the soul of Santuy.

"I asked the others a little. Can you?" Aurel cleared his throat at the end of the word.

Aurel put his spoon on the table, "When can't you get mad at Shiren again?"

Everyone looked towards Nabila.

"Gue's? Yes it depends." Nabila with his fashionable style still cut the steak, he seemed to have no sense of wrongdoing for his actions so far.

Aurel smiled. "I'm horrified that someone committed suicide because they bullied you." He is no less relaxed while others stop activities and lyrics to each other.

Aurel looked at their gazes, "It's easy, I'm just saying." They're flinching on the spot. "if he's still alive, it's got to be a grudge against you."

dr. Alatas just kept listening to Aurel talk. Jeep! Now it is his turn to speak according to the previous procedure.

"He's still alive, Rel," he said.

Everyone looked at dr. Alatas. Aurel pointed to the Star with his spoon unwittingly, "Doctors can tell? Well, be careful, Nabila. It could be reversed now."

"What are you talking about?" ask the stars to get hot.

Aurel pointed at Nabila and the Star alternately, "We're talking to you both." Then he blinked. "not comfortable?"

"Aurels? What the hell are you?" The scale begins to continue the dialogue.

Aurel pityed Nabila's tense look. "Father. Let's continue eating."

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"We shouldn't have come here! Lo denger was Aurel nyudangin me?" Of course Nabila is very lazy here even though the owner of the house is honorable.

Nabila rubbed her face in frustration, "We're home now." As soon as the Star hand he reached, there was the hand of someone who took off his hand.

"Don't rush."

It's Scale. Yes, he thinks there is something he should ask Nabila.

"You join Aurel there." The scale points inward as it is now at the edge of the pool. The star turned and went straight away.

The scale invites Nabila to a soundproof room. Maybe later will fight, so that others do not hear, he prepared this room.

Without babibu, Skala throws Aurel's diary at the table and sits on it. "Clearly now."

Nabila stared at the Scale for a while and then began to open sheet by sheet of his book. They all told me about him and the stars. With no pages left unturned, everything was filled in. Moreover the Scale reading section,

*7 August,

Silence when ostracized is better than talking but no one cares even a friend can pretend not to see when not blind.

They were not deaf and mute, but when I was afflicted, they were silent and did not defend. They call me a friend.

August 8th, the,

I had a birthday and they threw me eggs and flour, with cruel and evil laughter. But I'm happy, they remember my birthday.

August 9th, the,

Nabil knows everything. He knew my family and threatened to tell all the children, if you like harassing women.

August 10th, the,

I'm not a bastard. Why are you always angry? Mother is silent too. That's why I'm silent, not blaming their wrongdoing. Because free.

August 11th, the,

Physically strong, but mentally not. I was hit, kicked, thrown a stone, I wasn't sick. But I was always scared everywhere. I feel, it's better to just disappear. You don't want me to be*.

August 12th, the,

The star, the man I admired, kept quiet. He was not silent because he did not see. But he was silent because he was threatened too, he was like me, his family was destroyed since the breakup. When Nabila did not seize it, I told the stars to just approach him. When I need stars, I need them, they don't need me.

August 13th, the,

I want to end it all. Goodbye goodbye....

Nabila closed the origin of the book and looked at the Scale whose eyes were heating up.

"You right?"

Nabila shook his head quickly because he felt cornered and could not go anywhere. "Aurel has it all. He's got parents, He's got Stars, He's doing well in school—"

"So you're jealous and want to fall for Aurel?"

Exactly it.

"Gue doesn't like it! I don't like it he has it all!"

"Yes you're envious."

"Gue thought he died by suicide. Why do you fuck him!! He should have died!"

The scale held his ear, "Don't be loud. We're in the room."

"He also has lo! When I already have the Stars, excel in class, you are here to make me lose again to Aurel!"

"Aurel had a dream. You're friends again. Why did you break your dream?" ask Scale. "I guess he killed himself for what. It's because you're doing it."

When silent.

"You should be living alone. If many are friends with you, then the stars commit suicide too dong?" Melodramine scale.

"Gue doesn't like Aurel."

Scale near Nabila. "Are you the one who beat him up before he killed himself?" tanyanya.

Nabila was surprised and slowly retreated due to the Scale gaze.

"You hit him. You do everything the same with your friends."

Nabila gave a sly smile. "Yes. Wh why? Lo mad?" He didn't feel guilty, "I wanted to kill him that day. But since he killed himself, great. I don't have to be tired."

Scales screeched, "People should be like you're in a mental institution, not a school."

"What did you say?"

"Mental Rehabilitation is better. Come on, come on, to the asylum."

"Gue's not crazy."

"There's a doctor here. Come along, rather than another victim." The scale keeps pushing it.

"Gue's not crazy!"

"I love Aurel. I won't let you go from now on, Nabila. It won't," he said under pressure.

When she looked at him, "Try it. It's too late, I told July to make Aurel wretch. Maybe soon the doctor's calling an ambulance."

Wildest scale.

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