Drizzle Dusk

A mistake #episode18

Beeping.bip.

The sound of a mobile phone that is next to his hand.

This time twilight moves his hand to reach his cellphone, seen chat from Aunt Lily who has arrived at Adisucipto airport in Yogyakarta after a day trip home from Paris.

the corner of his eyes was pushy, a tremendous swelling in both eyes. After hours of silence in the room and crying. Now his body is completely limp. His stomach feels so sore.

The clinking of the clock seems to kill the silence ,

The clock is on the wall.

it was already midnight., he remembered that since the afternoon his stomach had not filled anything but water.

Getting up and cleaning yourself so messy, immediately Dusk stepped foot slowly towards the kitchen.

Take out some ready-to-heat foods and stir slowly one glass of warm milk.

Maybe dusk can be strong even though his body does not eat all day, but the tiny baby in his stomach has revolted many times due to hunger.

Well the baby in this stomach is hungry.

he had to eat a lot as the source of the baby's life.

Sit at the table and start eating slowly.

the tears came again.

it's still very clear what happened a few hours ago.

wiping the melted water at the corner of the eye,,

dusk crying.

any more.

angry, angry,

wounded, wounded,

heartache, though,

disappointed, disappointed,

hate, hate,

I don't know.

what words accurately describe his current feelings.,

as if he had no power,

there's no hope, though,

there was no desire in his heart.

he resigned.

put everything he wants, put it down,

let go of everything he felt,

his heart was so rumbled, though,.

full on the chest,

full of her heart.

this time it's not like before.

this time it was heavier, though,

hurts more.

sick again.

she's tired..

Slowly sip a glass of milk for the pregnant woman..

his mind still went nowhere,

thinking so many things just happen.

now I know, though, that,,

think twilight.

why did Ryu never smile cheerfully at her,

why did Ryu never take her to a romantic place together,

why and why, why,.

it was because there was already a woman he loved.

which is already in his heart.

thats why.

Kukinska ..!!

the door opened violently.

Ahhh, that guy's coming home.

he must be drunk.

as always.

footsteps stopped when they saw the twilight on the dining table.

sighing in relief finally Ryu could calm down a little to see dusk was already willing to eat.

after a few hours he locked the room and did not want to talk to Ryu.

take a glass of orange juice from the refrigerator and sit in front of dusk.

This man is not drunk.

there was no alcohol on his body.

his eyes were still staring at the twilight full of taste.

heartache.

reddened and puffy eyes were seen on Ryu's face.

the messy face made her look very pitiful.

As if not want to linger at dusk want to immediately return to the rest room.

"we have to talk..!!" said Ryu.

sighing deeply as if a gesture of rejection at this situation.

But dusk sat back down, Ryu was right.

this problem won't be solved if it's not resolved soon.

" are you okay.how about the baby, does your stomach hurt.."

closing her twilight eyes tried to restrain herself, holding back those tears from dripping anymore.

" why don't you just say from the beginning." said the twilight.

wiping her tears back.

" do you really want to hide it from me.."

" no . not like that believe me.."

this time it was Ryu who seemed to have the strength of himself again.

His heart fought so fiercely since just now.It was eager for Ryu to embrace the fragile body of twilight.wanted very, very.,

" is it true everything Erika says., "

"it's all a misunderstanding, please ..

I want to explain everything to you.."

"you should have told me from the beginning if there was her .,

there is no need for this wedding"

wipe her tears again,.

The twilight strengthens itself.

"we won't get divorced later either.."

" look, this isn't what you think it is.." Ryu tried to convince the twilight.

" really..?! then, here who's wrong.. me..?! it seems to be true, our meeting was a mistake.

you have a relationship with him these 3 years right., "

" please answer me, is that true..!! "

Ryu threw a face and sighed deeply.

" is that true, "this time twilight raised his tone.

"yes .."

" do you love her..?!"

Ryu seemed surprised by the twilight question, Ryu could only raise his eyebrows staring at the twilight face.

" look me in the eye and answer clearly..!!"

Ryu closed his eyes.

this conversation is nothing but opening up an old book in layers,.

Not yet Ryu said the statement sentence, dusk had replied first.

" you can't admit it., "this time twilight smiled a little and cried again.

" then I, then,,

what do I mean to you.."

Ryu's hand couldn't stand it anymore, Ryu grasped a slow twilight hand that got rejected by pulling his hand quickly from the side of the table.

" i'm just an empty space in your heart.., "dusk go leave Ryu alone there.

silent for a moment,

with anger his hand grabbed all the things in front of him. fell and broke all below, the glass and bowl on the table earlier.

She's upset.

he's pissed.

he hates himself.

🔸🔸

Osaka

Already 2days Ryu is in Osaka for his business visit. supposedly he will go home tomorrow, but his mind is not calm when in work , make his speed up his return .

Later that night Ryu plans to pick up dusk from his parents' house.

Well, since that night's conversation, there's no more communication between the two.dozens of chats, hundreds of calls, not even twilight, want to read and reply.

getting enough information from her father-in-law was a bit of a relief for Ryu.

a bouquet of white Peony flowers and red roses strung beautifully on the side of Ryu's car seat.

a jewelry box from a famous brand that has a value of hundreds of dollars has been bought as a gift and apology to the pregnant woman.

Cccciiiiittttt..

The sound of his car's brakes squeaking loudly, stepped on to the tires and asphalt to cause smoke dust and make the car turn tilted.

WHAT..!!!!

his eyes glared and could not believe what his in-laws said on the phone.

Dusk fell in the bathroom and bleeding, currently being taken to the hospital ER.

As fast as lightning Ryu pressed his car towards the hospital in question.

A few hours passed.,

With a panicked and confused face, he was moved to walk quickly across the silent corridor.The glass of the room in the hospital added to the turmoil of his heart.

looking at Yuka and Arumi in front of the room, a sad face was behind the eyes of the two.

let him go immediately to the room where his sister was taken care of.

Inside the room saw papa and mama-in-law, still clearly visible tears on the face of her mother-in-law.

mom and dad Ryu were there too.

looks sad and speaks a little at dusk .

the brown-skinned Javanese woman, lying weakly with pale and puffy eyes,.

It was impossible for Ryu to see such a pathetic player.

After a while they were asked to leave the room because doctors and nurses had entered and saw the condition of twilight.

mama Ryu who resuscitated the arrival of her son. embraced with sobs and strengthened.Said quietly, if dusk suffered a miscarriage.

and the fetus must be in a curette (cleaned from the uterus) because of heavy bleeding.

Devastated Ryu heart heard her.

sitting on a long bench he just held his head and pulled his hair roughly.

"What else is this, O Lord.."

his lips shook with his sadness. The sobs of mama beside her added to the pain felt by these two families.

Papa who looks silent and red eyes are so sad for what happened with his daughter-in-law.

even though dusk had apologized to them, it still could not change any circumstances.

Moments later he called the doctor who left after examining his daughter-in-law.

I think Dad knew the doctor.

and they seemed to be talking a little in the corner of the windshield door.

This time Ryu who was asked to go in to meet the twilight after his father and mother-in-law gave a hug to strengthen the daughter-in-law of his parents.

In the room.

sitting beside the twilight Ryu was so regretful.

why should something like this happen at dusk.

they've gone through a rough end to this,, the,,.

At the touch of a fine twilight hand that is stuck 2 kinds of infusions there.

dusk was still crying and did not look Ryu in the eye at all.

unable.

can't, can't,

not strong twilight staring into his eyes.

" infant.. "

" the baby is gone .."

this time the crying broke.

dusk crying bitterly.

ryu was eager to hug her but because there was some infusion and could not move much.

Ryu stood draping his arms around the neck of the twilight he clenched and leaned his head on the side of his body.

Ryu was crying.

without sound.

wordless.

just teary-eyed.

for a moment the twilight body that had subsided slightly from his sobs. Ryu sat back down and wiped his tears.

they both seem to strengthen each other.

" The baby's gone ,, "

dusk said to strengthen himself

" i'm sorry I can't take good care of him. sorry.." looks like dusk was really hit by this.

" it's okay , everything's gonna be fine.quiet down.."

Ryu tried to calm the mood.

" now the baby is no more..,

" there's no reason to be together anymore."

"apaaaaaa." said Ryu lirih.

like believing all this. So fast and tangled all these events in Ryu's life.

" we'll just split up." said twilight.