Dowager Bohay

Not to Regret

Djiwa and Roses are not just planning to meet Jamal. They also plan to meet Melati. It's pure Rose's wish. Djiwa has forbidden but Roses still insist on meeting the woman who has mendzholimi herself.

Djiwa again clasped Rose's hand, giving his wife the strength to meet her great enemy all along. The rose awaits Melati with a stubborn heart. Can she hold back against the woman who killed her first husband?

Melati finally came out too. Dressed in prisoner clothes, Melati walked over while bowing her face. He lifted his face to know who would meet him.

"The soul? You came to set me free, didn't you?" Melati eyes sparkle to see Djiwa. He was so hopeful of the mercy of the Soul. Melati believes Djiwa can free her if she wants to spend money.

Djiwa shook her head making Melati's hope instantly disappear in an instant. "I didn't come to set you free. Free, I can't."

"Wa, you can do it. Help me, Wa." Melati clasped Djiwa's hand with her eyes glaring. "Wa, I don't feel right in here. I'm scared, Wa. My cellmate is creepy, Wa. I was afraid that I would be killed. Please, Wa. Eject me. I promise I'll do whatever you want!"

Djiwa releases Melati's hand. This is not the purpose of the coming of Djiwa. "I can't."

Jasmine's eyes began to drip out a patch of tears. He clenched his hands together and begged strongly so that Djiwa could not knock and could not bear to see his former lover suffer. All for nothing. Djiwa feels Melati must accept punishment for her mistake. Only in that way can Melati realize her mistake and repent.

"Wa .. I beg ..."

Djiwa threw away her face. He does not like to see women cry even though he has many women who hurt his heart. Strange indeed.

"I can't. My arrival today only brought my wife to see you, Mel. Not to set you free. I can't, even if I can, I don't want to do it. You are guilty and you must make amends!" said Djiwa firmly.

Melati. Hope disappeared. He was now staring at the Rose that looked more contained than before. The rose is pregnant. Melati's heart felt envious, it should be Melati who was in the Rose position at this time.

The rose stared back at Melati who was looking at her with an inexplicable look. A combination of envy, hate, resentment, sadness and disappointment. Perhaps in the eyes of Melati, Rose also looked at him not much different. Roses are angry, upset, hateful and now it's nice to see Melati wearing a prisoner suit like she used to wear for five years.

"I asked Mas Djiwa to accompany me to see you, Ma'am." The rose opens the conversation. "Looking at the moment, I remembered that I was in the position of Mbak at the time. Not two days, but five years. More than 1500 days, ma'am. It's a long time to be in there."

Melati still threw away her face. Rose knows, Melati listens to him speak. The rose spoke again to voice his heart. "I feel like I'm an evil human being. I who was originally convinced that I was not the murderer Mas Pur slowly began to doubt myself. Guilt ambushed me. Mas Pur died from eating the provisions I made. Everyone accuses me of murder, Ma'am. Even I finally admitted that I was a killer,"

"I'm starting to feel like I'm the meanest person in the world. I killed my own husband. I deserve to be in jail. I even deserve to die and rot in prison to make amends. My old mother was not strong with the insults of neighbors, she was sick and eventually died. I no longer see anyone. My only guest has died from the pressure. But my mother was sure I wasn't a killer. It's what Mother believed until she died, that her son wasn't a murderer,"

"Five years in prison, I think I can start a new life and fix it all. Apparently not, Mbak even had Mbak's men make slanders so that I was expelled from the village. I'm alone, Ma'am. No one accompanied me at all. Believe me, the current condition of Mbak is better than my condition at that time. I'm not giving up. I'm trying to get up. Until I can finally start my new life." The rose wiped away her tears that she could not bear.

"Mbak, what the hell is wrong Mas Pur same Ma'am? Why did you kill him? Do you know what it's like to be hated by the Mas Pur family? Pain, Ma. I'm sad. No one believes I'm not a killer. Was Mas Pur's mistake so great that his life would be destroyed?" The rose issued a bunch that had been constantly pushing his heart.

Melati was now looking at the Rose with a hateful look. Roses have taken Djiwa and thrown him in prison, Melati's hatred of Roses is getting bigger. "Sadly, how arrogant you are to boast of your life at the moment. I should be the one in your current position. The soul is mine! I did all this in order to have Djiwa. After what I did, you took it from me!"

"You want to know why I killed Purnomo? You know what he told me? He said that the farmers were not stupid. They'll realize that what I'm doing is a fraud. Purnomo even threatened to invite other farmers to no longer sell their crops to me." Melati smiles wryly. "That farmer dared to threaten me? Big guts her. Apparently he's not kidding around. He started brainwashing other farmers, including Jamal. Unfortunately, Jamal had a big mouth and told me about it. At first I was just bluffing, uh, he's getting more and more."

"It turns out Purnomo wasn't as stupid as I thought. He followed Jamal and after Jamal left he heard what I was talking about with Anton, even recorded it. He managed to run away and hid his blind cell phone. Yeah .. I had to finish him off. I didn't think it was the butut's cell phone that put me in jail."

The rose of the head bobble heard Melati's confession. Unexpectedly, the beautiful woman in front of him could kill the lives of others and even feel proud. Melati deserves to be in jail, even if it takes forever.

The new rose realized that in the corner of Melati's lips there was a bluish bruise. What the hell's going on? Was it all Melati's cellmates? The rose knows the rigors of life in prison.

The rose brought out the food that he had brought. "This is for you. Take it easy, there is no poison. Safe you eat."

The smiling rose saw the face of Melati who was afraid of the food she brought. "I'll only see you once. I'm not coming again. Why would I say that? Because you deserve to be in there. First I want to see you apologize and I will sincerely forgive you. In fact, you never change. You are still a monster. Hope your friends are there to wake you up. God willing, I forgive you. I want my life to be calm. We go first."

The rose grasped the hand of the soul and took him away. His goal was indeed to unleash a sense of vengeance in his heart. Forgive Melati and forget her dark past. It's okay Melati doesn't want to change. He is sure, the wound on Melati's face will continue to exist if he does not want to change. Let the law of the jungle now teach him about being a righteous man.

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