Don't Go Space

Chapters 19. About the Moon

At this time Star felt his heart would be dislodged because of the two men in front of him, to prevent the two from quarreling again Star pulled Space away from his class.

"Sister directly to the gih class, long time here will be able to berabe again," Star coaxed Space who currently has not released his gaze from Kafka.

Feeling no response from the man the Star framed the two men's faces and made the man stare at him.

"Space belongs to the stars already don't be angry like that anymore, I don't want if my Space has to be injured again because of fighting with people who are not important like him," The star spoke softly to her lover, and it managed to make the man's emotions overflow.

Space smiled at the girl and gently stroked the Star's head.

"I go to class firstwell, I'll take a break to the cafeteria." Space immediately went to his class after he gave a brief kiss on the forehead of the Star.

The treatment made Kafka's heart burn even more, and not only Kafka Veena was very upset to see what had just happened between the Star and Space.

After Space disappeared from the look in his eyes, the Star entered his class but he had not had time to sit in his chair his hand had been held by someone.

"Kafka, I beg you Lo, please stay away from me don't make me hate Lo more, and please take care of my boyfriend's feelings, please, because I love him and the cave will never want to see him disappointed." for this time Star tried to temper his anger, he tried to speak kindly to Kafka.

But instead of letting go of the man's Star hand it pushed the Star until the girl was jammed into the classroom wall.

"Lo thinks it's that easy to get rid of the girl I love, you think it's that easy to get away from the girl who first made me fall in love, and you think it's that easy to let go of the girl who almost drove me crazy because every night I think of her."

"Answer, Bi!!! Answer all my questions." Kafka's eyes looked at the face of the Star but could be seen clearly the rays of disappointment from those eyes, the gaze of which looked so bitter.

"Lo said love? Lo my love? No Kafka, it's not love, Lo just obsessed with me, Lo to hurt other people because of Lo's obsession, and that person is my brother, the most valuable person in my life, even until his last moment in this world, he still had time to sacrifice himself for me, he gave a new life for me, he gave me, if what you feel is love, then Lo will sacrifice for me, but Lo selfish, Lo more desirable feelings Lo compared to my happiness, I hate Lo Kafka." The star could no longer hold back his emotions and took out all the grunts in his heart, even so angry Star slapped Kafka and pushed the man away from him.

Kafka held onto her cheek that had been slapped by the Stars, she just smiled wryly with what she was currently experiencing, she said, her heart ached when she heard the woman she loved saying that her true love was just an obsession.

Moza, who had just arrived in her class, fell silent at the door and saw the quarrel between Bintang and Kafka, while Kafka left the classroom with her heart so sick with the words of the Stars.

Moza immediately approached the Star and hugged the girl, Moza trying to calm her best friend.

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POV star

At that time I was not this strong girl, I was just a sickly girl, a leaky heart disease lodged in my body made me a weak girl.

I even had time to think that my age would not be long, but I never felt sad or worse because of the disease in my body, because at that time I had two people who loved me very much and always encouraged me.

They are my sister Moon and also Kafka the man who has been my best friend and Moon since we were kids.

The two of them always comforted me when my illness came back and I had to be in pain because of it. Kafka the man was even willing not to go to school just to accompany me while I was being treated in the hospital.

Until one day Kafka expressed his feelings to me, and I who at that time also had the same feelings as the man did not need to think long to accept him as my lover.

That night I told Kafka and I to my sister Moon, Moon listened to everything I told her with a smile so I didn't feel anything strange about the Moon.

Until that day Kafka's parents came to my house to talk about the engagement between me and Kafka, and it turned out to make Moon feel frustrated.

I never realized that my twin sister also liked Kafka, she never told me, she just harbored all her feelings alone.

And on that day everything came to light, I heard Moon and Kafka arguing violently on the roof top of our school, and Kafka was so angry that Moon asked her to break me off, Moon also said that she had loved Kafka when we were so small but it turned out that Kafka only loved me, Moon threatened to kill herself if Kafka did not want to follow her wishes, he'll kill himself if Kafka doesn't want to return his feelings.

It all sounds selfish but she is my Moon twin sister, the one who is always there for me to accompany whenever I feel pain, I am impossible to ignore her feelings just like that, after all my life won't be long so what's wrong if I sacrifice my feelings for the Moon.

I brought myself up before them, and what I saw was the Moon standing on the edge of the roof top and preparing to jump from the top.

I begged him to come down but he didn't speak to me, I tried to persuade Kafka to accept the Moon but Kafka still didn't want to sacrifice his feelings, The moon, which had been very frustrated to hear the debate between me and Kafka, also felt so devastated when she heard Kafka's rejection finally jumped from the roof of our school building.

It happened so fast, I did not expect that he would be that close, I was so devastated when I saw the Moon lying on the floor with blood all over her body.

If I had known she loved Kafka I would never have accepted Kafka's love, I would have been so disappointed with Kafka being so stubborn as to not give up, my heart was broken when I saw the letter Moon left in his room and it was found by our mother the morning we had left for school.

In the letter he says that he feels so devastated by his unrequited love by Kafka, and he decided to end his life rather than see the one he loved with his sister, and if he dies he wants his heart to be given to me, so that later he will live in me and be able to feel the love of Kafka.

From that day on, the love I felt for Kafka turned into great hatred, maybe Moon is disappointed in me but I also can't possibly love someone who's been the cause of my only sister's death.