Don't Cry

I finally cried

The air this afternoon was very hot. I quickly went home from school, because the teacher had activities so we were only given assignments.

Ever since my meeting with Darius in the cafeteria, I haven't sent any messages to Darius. I'm upset.

" Hi Ris... Can I not shabby? I didn't bring a motor." Said Nanik who was still chasing me.

"Yeah, I'll take the bike first in the parking lot.You stay here already." I said.

In the parking lot, I saw Darius talking to Dinda. Hmmm Dinda again Dinda...Sebelllllllll!!! Mumbles.

I don't know if Darius saw me or not in the parking lot. I went straight to my bike.

I had trouble getting my bike out because the position was squeezed, there was another motor that was blocked as well. I tried but I was overwhelmed.

I looked around me to see who could help me. My eyes met Darius's eyes. I immediately looked away.

Darius.

"Here I help. You get off your bike first."

I looked back, it turned out that the voice came from the guy who had given his seat in the cafeteria.

I nodded and got off my bike. Darius stood beside me without saying a word to me.

The guy I don't know his name was trying to get my bike out, before he moved the bike that was facing.

While Darius shifts the motor on my bike.

Finally my motor was removed.

" Make it up..." I said to the guy and smiled. He nodded, "Together."

Then he passed.

I saw Darius, "Make up." I directly lowered.

"From..." Darius looked up and looked at me sharply.

"I'm sorry if there's anything you don't like about me. "

" You are that ...Hmmmmm... "

" Why are you? Explain to me, why are you acting like this. My message is only you read but you do not reply. What's the matter exactly?"

" ris... You still don't understand. Pretending to know no more. That's what I don't like about you!!!" Darius looked furious.

" I'm sorry, I really don't know. Please elucidate. " I said, my tears will come out but I hold back.

" I'll be at your house. I'm gonna take Dinda first." Darius left me.

I'm limp. That's how much Dinda meant that she'd rather drive him home than explain it to me.

My tears fell at last. I turned on my bike. I saw Darius piggybacking on Dinda. I feel very disappointed.

Nanik was hiding under a tree. I approached him. And when Nanik saw me, he immediately ran after me.

" How long is it? Wh why? I saw Darius coming out of the parking lot while piggybacking on Dinda. Hmmm I'm just squirming Ris, want me to punch." Nanik said furiously while riding on the motor.

I run my bike slowly. I wanted to cry and scream loudly. But I held him.

Nanik and I remained silent the whole way. When I got to Nanik's house, Nanik asked me to stop by for a while but I refused because I wanted to hurry home.

"Other times, Nan... Sorry I didn't come by. My head's a little dizzy, I want to go home and sleep."

Nanuk nodded.

I continued my journey home. Along the way my mind was screwed wandering everywhere. I thought about what I had done wrong until Darius changed his attitude.

I hope Darius comes home to see me and discuss what really happened. I don't want this to drag on 'cause it's been breaking my mood all day.