Don't Cry

Jealous

This morning I went to school as usual on my favorite motorcycle. I was riding my bike at a rather fast pace for fear of being late, I realized I was late waking up.

I couldn't sleep last night because Darius didn't return my messages. My message was read without reply.

" Hmmm.... Why do you like not to reply to my messages. What a mistake. You've changed." I said in my heart, and my tears didn't feel like coming out.

I've been officially dating Darius for almost 5 months. Darius was my first love, I really loved him.

At first Darius' attitude was sweet and very pleasant. I am happy to be his girlfriend.

Usually every morning Darius picks me up for school, and in the afternoon he always takes me home. But it's been almost 2 weeks since Darius never invited me to go to school together.

I didn't feel like I was at the school gate, I parked my bike. I saw Darius' motorbike was already in the parking lot. "Hmm, he was in school first.." Bathink.

Arman came up to me when he saw me walking into class.

" Hi Ris... Wake up late... Her eyes are swollen... Hmmm you were crying again last night. Please Deh Ris, just stay there Darius, saucy also not much different from me. So my oacarku is..." Arman aligned my steps.

"Hmm what the hell are you talking about Ar... Dah ah, bodo very, don't talk about Darius, I don't like." I said a little cynical.

" Ooh ready Ris... Sorry, because I do not like to see the girl tang I love her face is not cheerful anymore. Ayoo...."

" Yo let's get excited..." I said while watching and nudging Arman's stomach.

" That's dong... Passion ....."

But as I was about to enter the classroom, I saw Darius chatting in the garden near my class. I was not excited, Kesel saw it.

Arman hugged me and invited me to class.

" Hmmm Ris, don't think about it. His smile. The spirit of Ris." Arman is standing in front of me right now.

I forced my smile. I tried to calm my mind but I couldn't. I can't concentrate.

I imagined the cheerful face of Darius who was joking with his girl friends. I wonder if I am a possessive girl? Cook it anyway. But how not, I was thinking all sorts of things because of Darius' attitude that changed lately.

The break time arrives. Nanik took me to the cafeteria.

I just sighed. Suddenly Nanik blocked my path.

"We went to the cafeteria... We go to the cooperative first yuk. I'm gonna buy a ruler." Bring Nanik.

I felt strange going straight to the cafeteria, and I saw Darius with Dinda, drinking rs oranges.

Hmmmm.... I took a deep breath.

" It's Nan... Nothing, let's go to the cafeteria first. Ntar finished from our canteen to the cooperative." I said.

Nanik followed me from behind. I immediately picked up a few pieces of cake and ordered some ice dawet.

Then I looked for an empty seat, but it was all filled up. As Nanik and I stood looking for an empty seat, a cow9k allowed us to sit in its place.

" Sit here, I'm done."

I smile. " Make. But where are you sitting?"

" Casual.... Sit down." Said polite.

Me and Nanik finally sat down.

" Ris, that guy is so cute... Well anyway...Hmmm...." Nanik said nudging me.

I hajya nodded. My gaze still looked at Darius who was engrossed in talking to Dinda.

" Us... You do not need to see him continue.make heartache, ntar your mood ilang. Bye..."

I saw Darius. Cook from yesterday he did not reply to my message, and now I see him again with Dinda. Hmmmm....

I heard a lot of bird news he said now Darius is often with Dinda. I don't know just what the connection is. But honestly I'm jealous.

A few moments later, Darius stood up. Darius looked at me but there was not a smile on his lips.

I want to cry. Why is his attitude like that. I tried to gulp my ice chest that felt bland.