Don't Blame Your Husband for Loving Me

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Currently Dimas busy commuting Jakarta-Pekalongan, has since the beginning set foot in the boarding school Dimas feel his heart more calm and peaceful. He felt more grateful and sincere about everything he had been through so far.

Almost every weekend he will come to the cottage to return to learning, even many teachers and friends of students who say if he is fast in receiving lessons and there is a possibility later to be a teacher as well.

Dimas was interested in it, out of his comfortable world that he had been in business. And jump into the world of education. Doni helps her to share her time. Sometimes also pak ustadz ordered himself to replace Zahra in teaching TPA/TK children who became the shade of boarding schools.

"I think you're more comfortable with living now..."

Currently Doni and Dimas are having lunch at the cafe after meeting with a client.

"Thank God, enjoy it..."

"Nikmatin learned and began to teach what favors can be close to the son of pak ustadz?" ledek Doni knows about the frequent interactions between Dimas and Zahra.

"Gue has nothing to do with him" Dimas replied, checking his phone.

"There's nothing either, anyway bokap nyokap loe already open. They seem to be more open now, have more to give everything to you too. They believe in your choice right now."

"Gue still hasn't thought of Don!"

"Not moved on yet?"

Dimas did not answer, it has been 7 months more he only silenced if asked about Sella. He won't answer if anyone asks about his past.

That's what makes both parents leave everything to Dimas, if they really want to marry the other they will approve. Because whatever is the choice of Dimas today since he studied at the cottage. Both are sure the Dimas option is the best.

"Tomped me to the cottage, there is a da'wah safari and I was told to come with ustadz. I leave the same office, Monday I'm in again!"

"She is calm" replied Doni. There is a sense of pride in Doni's heart when he sees Dimas at this time. He did not expect if his best friend could emigrate and more calm in attitude. What's more now has never left 5 time.

Days kept changing, the moon continued to gradually now Dimas was getting smarter and talented, he began to teach and occasionally preach. Zahra, who is sometimes also assigned as a saritilawah, often participated in dakwah safari events carried out by boarding schools.

Sella has also been on leave for two months and is more focused on resting at home. Tio who promised to come 6 months has not seen the trunk of his nose until now. The number is no longer active, so there is no communication between the two.

Sella is currently sitting on the back porch enjoying the cuisine of her aunt whom she considers her own mother. There's no more non-calls, because Sella doesn't want any distance. He already considers brother as well as ayu, already like his own sister.

Those who have been accompanying and accompanying every difficulty, as well as complaining Sella.

"Eating a lot of food."

"Yes ayu, this has been a lot, until it feels great. Thank God you are full..."

"Auntie doesn't eat?"

"Aunti had eaten earlier fitting you guys again take a walk to the square, wong aunty already laper tenan, you uwis manganese lah.." said the aunt with a smile.

"Yes, Sella already want to go to the bathroom first, want to pee for a while, You mbak nitip dirty dishes yes, it's been so great!".

"Ready mom....."

Sella walked into the bathroom with slow steps, but had not yet reached the bathroom door her stomach was so painful that she sat on the floor.

"O Allah is my stomach, astaghfirullah."

"Aawwhhhh ssssttt..."

"Mbak Sella," cried Ayu who had put the dishes into the kitchen. Ayu immediately ran when she saw Sella in so much pain.

"Sick ayu..."

"Bak, just now.sabar, oh mother where sich! I'll call mom first, mbak.."

Ayu immediately ran to her mother's room, but was not found, then out of the house. But his mother still does not exist.

"Mom's wrestling where to...."

Finally ayu ran towards a nearby stall, trying to find her mother there.

While Dimas who is now back to work feels restless, his heart is so agitated, that repeated sentences of istighfar continue to be spoken. He decided to go into the room in his room and pray there to find peace of mind.

After praying and asking for forgiveness on every prostration, why Dimas' chest continued to pound. Sella's shadow immediately flashed clearly in remembrance.

"O Allah, please protect him wherever he is, if in trouble then ease him and if in danger please save him..." Dimas closed his eyes until the tears fell from the eye.

Ayu finally found the mother who was buying sugar at the stall. She kept running to her mother and then pulled her hand to go home.

"It's opo to nduk, pull mom ki, whiskey cow kayak in tug!"

"Mbak Sella Bu, come to Bu ge' home, mbak Sella kasian." said Ayu who continued to pull his mother's hand.

"Sella kenopo nduk?"

"Mbak Sella was sitting on the floor, all wet clothes are in constant pain. Kasian already cry, ki's mother to the stall did not say."

Now the two immediately ran to the house. Aunt was stunned to see Sella who was already pale and kept hissing withstanding the pain.

" Bi please Sella...."

"Yes nduk, bentar aunty ask for help huh. Patience sek yo nduk!" Bibi immediately went out of the house and asked a neighbor for help to lend her her car and take Sella to the hospital.

"Sir, help me my son Sella needs a vehicle to get to the hospital."

" Sella kenopo mbok?"

"Wis ge' please....I'm not doing well, Kasian kabake is crying sick!"

Bibi immediately entered the house and helped Sella to sit on the sofa, she replaced Sella's wet clothes and ordered Ayu to take care of Sella's clothes that she would carry.

"Nduk take the bag that is in the room Mbak Sella, you continue to prepare also clothes mbak Sella who need to be brought. Cepet yes nduk!"

"Mother's..."

"Bi, sick Bi, astaghfirullah...."

"Sabar Istighfar ya nduk.sabar ayu again ready clothes, Tejo sir also again nyiapin mobile yes nduk." Aunty rubbed Sella's back to ease her pain.

They didn't know if someone had just gotten out of the car, then with long steps into the aunt's house. But it was only up to the doorstep that she was so shocked by Sella's current state.

His feet were limp with a roaring heart, no matter how to react to it, but he really did not expect this would actually happen.

"Sella...."