Don't Blame Your Husband for Loving Me

Bereft

Sella stood up parallel to the two people in front of her. Then with a definite step Sella hugged him tightly until it felt stifling. Both of them were crying, missing clearly what else all this time the affection was so real.

"Why should I go?"

"I'm sorry" Sella replied amidst sobs.

"Don't you want to go home and get back together?" she asked gently, wiping away Sella's tears, which made her chubby cheeks wet.

"I'm not that strong, I think it's the best way and I'm putting it all together, if his soul mate is going to meet where he's going to go home."

"I'm not old enough to deal with this either, I'm sorry if my decision adds to the wound, but let me say goodbye until fate brings me together."

Sella grabbed the hand that had stopped on the cheek, then kissed it. Then, turning to the person behind him, he did the same.

"I'm sorry and thank you for taking my graduation..." Sella lowered her body slightly then looked at Tio and was nodded by him.

"Sorry Om Auntie if I'm troublesome, but right now I need Tio so much."

"Yes we understand, go son!" Tio's parents know little about Sella, they feel sorry for what else after Tio told Sella's identity.

Sella pulls Tio's hand and leaves from there with sobs full of wounds. Didn't expect to meet, even happily helping Sella pick up the graduation results.

Tio pulled Sella's body when the two reached the parking lot, his heart ached to see Sella cry until sobbing sad like this.

Sella's cry broke even more when she was in Tio's arms. Tio's hand rubbed gently on Sella's trembling back, Tio understood the breaking of Sella's heart. But unable to do anything, this is Sella's decision, although she does not like Sella's relationship with Dimas, but if you see Sella who still loves Dimas very much, Tio was not the heart.

What's more, he's a little suspicious of Sella's body changes. Almost a month Sella lived in her apartment, she understood Sella's activities so far, often daydreaming, crying, eating was rare, but not looking thinner it was getting fuller.

"Wanna go back?" tanya Tio who still holds Sella's body.

"Yes,"

"But the show is not finished yet, do not want to join again?"

"Gak Tio, you want to follow until it's done nothing, I can go home alone. I want to rest, my head's dizzy Tio."

"Well, I'm anter loe back to the apartment. I can't calm down by myself. Do not cry anymore, unfortunately I pay expensive salon just want to fade with tears loe!"

Sella hit Tio's chest, at the moment only Tio understood her. He wanted nothing more with everything that had happened, he just wanted to pull over for a moment until his heart was able to return.

"Sick ikh, just do not hit too. I'll give you a fine if you think this is the story!" Tio caught Sella's hand which was currently on her chest.

"Abis loe ngeselin! very loe calculation is the same I, so want my wedding that there will buy chilli aja I tell itungin tuh one seed how much money!"

"Even if you eat rice, I tell you how many grains go into your mouth!"

"Loe's equal to me!"

Tio is able to make Sella's sad heart become upset and end up laughing, he is indeed good at changing Sella's heart. But not good at taking the woman's heart.

"Remove me, my sultry!"

With a flick of her lips Sella took off Tio's embrace, "so much loe!"

Seeing Sella who looked upset made Tio even more anxious, her hand gently rubbed the head of Sella.

"Sella...."

Sella's body stiffened when she heard the voice of someone she knew so well, and Tio, she had predicted this would happen.

Without turning her head towards the origin of the voice Sella immediately pulled back Tio's hand and led her into the car.

Tio opened the car for Sella and ran towards the steering wheel.

"Come on Tio!"

Not wanting to lose Sella again makes the man immediately run chasing and knock on the window of Tio's car.

"Sella wait, open the door! we can't be like Sella, we have to talk!"

Sella was back crying in the car, she had to how, the face of the person she missed so much was so clear in the eyes. Even now very close to him. Sella keeps asking Tio to run her car immediately.

"Let's get the fuck out of here!"

"Related Sell?"

"Tio chepet me...auwh!" Sella grimaced feeling her stomach ache. Cold sweat started to come out and made Tio even more panicked. The knocking of the window from outside was getting louder and louder.

"Sella loe why?" Tio rubbed the sweat that came out on Sella's forehead. Then he saw Sella's hand in her stomach.

"Loe's stomach why Sell?"

" Hurry and get out of here, Tio! I haven't been able to meet Dimas, let's go Tio please.." said Sella who makes Tio even more heartless.

Tio honked his car horn then immediately stepped on the gas and left from there leaving Dimas who continued to chase the two until his body collapsed on the asphalt.

"Your work, dear...." Her tears came back. Dimas is weak about Sella, he's weak all that concerns about Sella. He was so loving that he couldn't look ahead without Sella.

"Don't let Sella go, she still needs time to accept everything. He said if you guys are going to find your way home. He just needs time, son..."

Papah helps Dimas to stand up, indeed dimas who asks his two parents to come as guardians of Sella's students. Because he could not bear if on the most historic day for Sella there was no guardian accompanying him while he finished his work briefly in the office.

Sella who is so beautiful must he let go back, even his heart had hurt to see Sella in the arms of Tio. He had imagined that today they would meet and go home together. Fixing everything wrong and trying to re-establish the story of the two. Unfortunately, everything did not work out as it should, Sella's heart still could not accept the situation. He still strongly defended his decision to stay away from Dimas.

"Patience son, it takes time and you have to be strong to deal with all this. Most importantly now that he's fine, his friend looks so fond of him." Papah patting Dimas's shoulder gave strength to his son.

"Now that we go home, you go home and rest at home. Putting everything on the creator, maybe this is a reprimand because we stay away from Him. Take care of everything that happens, son...."

Then everyone got into the car with Dimas who was carrying his own car. He realized he had moved away from his creator. Even what he is doing right now is wrong and he justifies what his mother said, if this is a rebuke for him.

He pulled his car over at a large mosque not far from Sella's school. It came down to coincide with the adzan Zuhur reverberating. Dimas stepped towards the ablution and ablution there and then entered the mosque.

Calm down, that's what he feels right now after performing the Zuhur prayer service. His eyes were wet again during a series of prayers and words of mercy that he said.

Until someone approached after seeing the earnestness of Dimas in climbing prayer with sobs of pain.

"Assynoltom..."

"Wa'allaikumsalam sorry sir ustadz if I disturb."

"It's okay son, I'm very moved by your sincerity, everyone must have problems and no one missed the test. Surrender is the best decision, with us surrendering to Him, will create sincerity in the heart that makes it easier for us to face everything."

"I've been away from ustadz, even my science, I'm just a sinner who comes with all regrets."

"You can come to the cottage if you want to deepen religious knowledge, it is never too late to learn. Come if you have time...."