
I'm sorry, I'm not a good husband to you. But I promise to change myself, and keep looking after you until the end of my life.
~Raihan.
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"Awhh," ringis Tiwi held her head and stomach in pain.
He looked around, in the room was all white and his hands were also infused. The smell of medicine gushed in his nose. He knew what place this was. But, why is he here? Who took him?
"Alhamdulillah, umi was conscious," said Raihan, clasping the palm of his wife's very cold hand.
"Abi," said Tiwi softly, as she saw her beloved husband sitting on the chair beside his bed.
"Umi's not papa? Where does it hurt? Is her stomach still hurting?" Raihan looked very worried about Tiwi.
"Alhamdulillah, I was glad you could pay attention to me, Mas. Hopefully we can continue together" Tiwi said in her heart.
"Umi's no papa, Bi. Why is Umi here?" tiwi.
"Umi was poisoned. Abi told me not to go" said Raihan, holding Tiwi's hand.
"Yes, Bi. Sorry umi," Tiwi lowered her head to admit her mistake. He was wrong, because he did not listen to what Raihan said.
"Abi who should apologize is the same umi. Abi is not a husband, abi can not take care of you," Raihan said in his sobs.
"Let's not cry, umi don't papa. Only the stomach aja umi aja a little pain, but umi no papa. Abi do not cry, umi follow sad nihh," said Tiwi, holding her husband in her warm embrace.
"Sorry abi, abi can't take care of you." Raihan grew sobbing in Tiwi's arms.
"you guys? Meanin?"
"Umi .. umi .. umi kee-miscarriage," Raihan's tears increasingly broke.
Deg ....
Deg ....
Deg ....
Tiwi's heart stopped beating. His mouth seemed locked, his tears escaped instantly from his eye fertilizers.
"Let's joke, right?" Tiwi tried to smile.
Tiwi was silent, she was still fretting in Raihan's arms. "Bi, sorry about umi. If I was just like abi, surely none of this would happen," he said with a rather subsiding sobbing.
"No, umi's not wrong. This is our destiny path. We must be sincere with all this," Raihan wiped the tears that drenched Tiwi's cheeks, then cupped his cheeks together.
"Abi love same umi. Even though we lost our little angel, there's still Ranti. InshaAllah Ranti will be a bridge for us to God's heaven," said Raihan who is currently looking carefully at his wife's eyes.
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Maharati Marfuah, Lc in his book "Miscarriage Fiqh Serbs", explains as described in Sunan At Tirmidhi chapter the primacy of patience and expecting reward for calamity, as described in Sunan At Tirmidhi, mentioned a hadith that became good news for parents who God destined to lose their baby is to get the house of Temple Hamdi or the House of Praise.
From Abu Musa Al Asy'ari, the Prophet said: “When the son of a servant dies, then Allah says to the angel: "You have uprooted (lives) My servant?"
The angels answered: "Yes"
Then Allah said: "You have uprooted (lives) his heart?"
The angels answered: "Yes"
Then God said: "What does My servant say?"
The angels replied: "He praises You and patiently expects Your reward"
Then Allah said: "Arise a house in heaven for My servant, and give the name of the Temple of Hamdi."
MasyaAllah😭😭 for God's justice to His people.
فَبِاَىِّ اٰلَاۤءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبٰنِ
Meaning: Which is the blessing of your Lord that you deny?
Where else?! God only asks us to fear him, it is difficult. But God willing will have the gift of heaven.
as God says in the letter at-Tin:
إِلَّا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُوا۟ وَعَمِلُوا۟ ٱلصَّٰلِحَٰتِ فَلَهُمْ أَجْرٌ غَيْرُ مَمْنُونٍ
illallazina amaniakis wa 'amilis-sari liti fa lahum ajrun gairu mamnak
"except those who believe and do good deeds; for them there is an uninterrupted reward." (Q.S At-Tin)
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