
I don't know, I don't know what to do now. I wanted to trust you, but on the other hand, my mind chose to stay away from you.
~Tiwi
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The wall clock shows at 02:00, Tiwi has woken up from her sleep. He glanced for a moment at Raihan, I don't know what he was thinking at the moment, but he was currently looking at Raihan with a difficult gaze to understand.
Tiwi was about to get out of the bed, but Raihan held her hand while holding her away.
"Umi want ablution, huh?" said Raihan.
"Son," that's all Tiwi said. He took his hand off Raihan, then went outside the room.
"Abi tau Umi is still angry with abi. But, abi hope umi believes the same abi," muttered Raihan, while looking at the back of his wife who began to move away.
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"O Allah, what is wrong if the servant is disappointed and inhabits Raihan?" he said, when he was downstairs.
In a hadith, the Prophet also said if the husband is very high position for his wife.
“If I could order someone to bow down to someone else, I would have ordered a wife to bow down to her husband.” (HR Abu Daud, Al-Hakim, Tirmidhi)
“And the best wife is obedient to her husband, wise, hereditary, talkative, do not like to talk about a useless thing, and, not chatty and do not like to make a frenetic voice and be loyal to her husband.” (CHR. An Nasa’i)
As an ordinary human being, a husband can make mistakes, and indeed a wife should be able to advise and remind the husband in a good way, good communication, soft words, soft words, and try not to offend the husband.
The Prophet SAW also said in another hadith about the wife being angry with her husband. When the husband is yelled at, scolded, or didzlimi, the angels of heaven will be very angry at the wife who scolded her husband.
In the hadith described above, obviously the wife should not be angry at the husband until snapping. If you feel anger that can not be held, it would be better to calm down first by saying istigfar and asking for forgiveness from Allah SWT. At least with the privilege, the heart will become calmer.
Tiwi went to his study and Raihan, he preferred to pray tahajjud munfarid there. Every tear always spills and soaks the prayer mat he uses as a base for prayer.
"O Allah, help the servant to get through this. That I may be patient, O Allah. Servant begs you, give me the fortitude to get through everything easily. Aamiin aamiin ya rabbal a'lamin," Tiwi ended a third of her night by teaching. Although he was used to teaching with Raihan, but for now he just wanted to be alone and alone. It took him a while to neutralize his thoughts on what had just happened.
3 Hours passed with Tiwi still reading the Quran. He had read the 2 juz of the Quran and the arrival of the morning chastisement which now echoed in the ears of the Tiwi, he immediately went to take ablution again.
After praying and taking a bath, he immediately rushed to cook, then woke up his spoiled daughter.
"Alhamdulillah, everything is done," now that Tiwi has finished doing everything, he immediately rushed to the hospital, with a quick movement he tidied his things. Because he doesn't want to see Raihan right now.
Raihan was ready with the shirt that his wife had prepared, whether when Tiwi went to their room, which was clear when Raihan came out of the bathroom, his clothes were ready on the bed.
Raihan goes looking for Tiwi, but when he does not find her, Raihan turns to the kitchen hoping that she is there. Again his wife was not there, he only found a piece of paper handwritten by Tiwi.
Letterhead
Assalamu'alaikum, Mas. Sorry I didn't say good to you. You know the reason, right? Your work clothes, breakfast and office needs are ready. Sorry, I went alone today.
Ana uhibopen fillah, yes zauji.
Raihan smiled faintly, even though his wife was angry with him, but he was still noticed. Enjoy God which you deny.
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