Divorces

50

This morning, after waking up from her sleep Clara felt her body condition was much better. Even though he still feels nauseous and dizzy but not as bad as a few days before, all of this was thanks to the medicine the doctor prescribed for him last night.

"What should I do now, huh? thought Clara was still laying her body on the bed after she woke up.

"Do I have to tell her that I'm pregnant right now. But how am I supposed to tell her while at the moment I really don't intend to go back to her." thought the dizzy Clara thinking about her current condition.

"Oh, I better not tell you about my pregnancy before I'm sure of my decision." thought Clara who then woke up and did her routine as usual.

***

"Have you woken up, Ra? how's your condition?" ronnie asked when he saw Clara coming out of his room.

"I'm all right Ron," replied Clara as she walked into the kitchen and took a glass of water to drink.

Ronny who saw Clara in the kitchen walked up to Clara and grabbed her from behind.

"You don't get sick, Ra, if you get hurt you will be very anxious thinking about you" said Ronny softly.

Clara who heard it was touched by Ronny's words, but she preferred to be quiet and not say anything.

"I love you, Ra, even my love right now is far greater than my love for you." said Ronny who then let go of his embrace and turned Clara over to see his face.

"Look at me Ra.., can't you see that I'm really sincere with my words."

Clara who heard all Ronny's words could only hold back her cries. Somehow his heart felt a pain heard Ronny's confession to him.

"We're back together again, Ra, we're starting a new chapter. I promise Ra, this time I will definitely make you happy."

"For the time being I really can't be Ron." replied Clara.

"But why Ra? Don't you believe what I'm saying. I'll prove to you that you don't believe me." said Ronny, who tried to convince Clara of what she said.

"I trust Ron, I believe. But I'm not really sure how I feel right now. So please understand Ron, give me a little time to think about it." replied Clara who now could no longer hold back her tears.

"Well if that's what you want, I'll wait for you until you can take me back Ra." said Ronny who then hugged Clara in his arms.

***

Three days later.

Clara, who was resting in her room after dinner with Ronny, got a call from Dita.

"Hallo newlyweds. I just remembered the same." Clara also teased Dita as soon as she picked up her best friend's phone call.

"Sorry Ra, actually I've been wanting to call you since a few days ago. But since my parents and Rian's family are still here so I didn't have time to contact you." Dita explained.

Yes, yes, I understand.

"Ra..., is it true that Bima said that you fainted at my wedding because you were pregnant?" ask Dita carefully.

"Yes Ta." replied Clara doubtfully.

"Don't the kid you're carrying Ronny's son, isn't Ra?

"This is Ronny Ta's son."

"So you're back with Ra, how come you never told me."

"It's not like Ta, me and Ronny are not back together" Clara explained.

"So if you don't get back together how's the story you can get pregnant with Ra's child?"

"Okay, okay, then how are we meeting this week?"ask Dita.

"Well this Sunday afternoon I'll go to your house Ta." replied Clara.

"Okay, I'm waiting for Ra. You'll have to tell me everything. Now you rest this night Kasian Dedek the baby needs to rest."

"Well," and Clara hung up her phone and took a break.

A few days later, sunday also arrived as promised in the afternoon today Clara went to Dita's house with delivered by Ronny who insisted on delivering Clara after Clara asked permission to go out to Dita's house.

"Later if you want to go home don't forget to call Ra, I'll pick you up later." message Ronny before leaving Clara in front of Dita's house.

Clara entered the house and knocked on the door several times until Dita appeared and opened the door for her.

"Yuk entered Ra" said Dita who let Clara in and then they sat in the guest room of the house.

"You drink what I can make" Dita said.

"No need Ta, I'm not thirsty anyway." Clara refused while looking around because this is the first time she went to the house in Dita with Rian.

"Your house is comfortable too Ta."

"Yes, but it's not as comfortable as Ronny's apartment is Ra."

"Ish.. You are, Riannya where from before not seen." asked Clara.

"Rian was out with his friends Ra, and went home" replied Dita.

"So how's your pregnancy now Ra?" tanya Dita who really intends to arrange this meeting to hear Clara's explanation.

"Well, just sometimes I still feel dizzy and nauseous" replied Clara.

"Trus what is Ronny's response to your pregnancy Ra? Are you guys going back together?"

"Ronny doesn't know that I'm pregnant with her son Ta."

"Ha. You didn't mean to hide this from her, did you, Ra?" Dita was surprised to hear what Clara said.

"I don't mean to hide Ta, but I also don't know how to tell her, right now I'm afraid Ta.

"Fear what Ra is, afraid he won't take responsibility for you. Take it easy, if he doesn't want to take responsibility let me help you deal with it."

"Not so Ta, even though I didn't know I was pregnant with her child, now she always asked me to come back with her Ta."

"So now what are you afraid of Ra?" tanya Dita was curious.

"I'm afraid Ta, if I go back with him I'll just go back to feeling the heartache I've been through. Until now I have not been able to forget the pain I felt when I lost my child Candidate. It's all because of her Ta, if only then she paid more attention to me than her job everything would be fine." Clara said sadly while recalling her past.

"Then what do you want to do now? Do you want to go and hide without telling her you're pregnant with her child."

"Unlike that too Ta, there's no way I would do such a thing"

"If you don't want to go back with him and don't want to go away from him, you actually want to be like Ra." said Dita who began to resent the behavior of her best friend.

"Either Ta, for now I can't think. I'm really Confused Ta." Clara said as she wept lamenting her fate.

"You better calm down, Ra, and think carefully about whether you still love him. If you still love her accept her back and forget the past.if you keep going like this, it'll only hurt you and your future son Ra." it was Dita's advice that made Clara finally rethink her actions.

"Now go home, and think carefully about what you should do. Remember you're not alone now, lest your decision make you regret it later.