Divorces

19

clara, conscious of her past daydreams, rubbed her wet eyes.

ah already, for what to remember that has passed.

it's as good as I'm sleeping now.

tomorrow I have to see him again.

don't let me look weak in her eyes.

you must be strong against clara.

you definitely can...

***

the sky this morning was dark.

heavy rain is pouring down the earth...

clara also woke up later today.

for two days he did not send cake to the shop.

after waking up, clara lazily walked to the bathroom to clean herself and then prepared to go to work.

actually today he was reluctant to go to work, but he always tried to encourage himself to keep going.

after finishing the bath clara wore a bright blue t-shirt in a pair with three-quarters black toad pants not to forget she he combed and pigtailed her long wavy curly hair that looks beautiful.

hmmmm....

my appearance like this will look bad.

for a long time Clara noticed her appearance in front of the mirror.

during this time clara was always frugal.she never run out of money just to buy new clothes.

the clothes he wears now are mostly gifts dita his best friend.

ah, it's been.

what I was thinking.

good or not my appearance now I also have no other choice as well as I leave immediately before it is too late.

once in the apartment, Clara went straight inside.

his eyes went around the room,

ronny doesn't seem to be there.

**where is he...

maybe you are still sleeping...

ah already...

it's not better if you don't have to meet him.

as soon as I finish my job, before he wakes up and starts to make it difficult for me**.

clara took her clean equipment and went upstairs.

if it's true he's still sleeping, as good as it will be I just clean his room.

better now I'll just clean the workspace.

clara then went into the workspace right next to ronny's room.

just a few steps inside, Clara was surprised to see ronny who slept soundly on the long sofa in the workspace.

"* he fell asleep here...*"

clara said in her heart.

then he walked up to Ronny and crouched down right on his side.

"*it looks like you've been working all night.

very good sleep ...

clara who was crouched beside ronny was staring at ronny face up close there was a sense of longing in her hyanti towards the man.

"*you haven't changed much.

your face and your sleeping style are still the same as you used to*"

clara's hand was raised to touch ronny's face, but before her hand really touched ronny's face, she then realized that her relationship with ronny was not the same as it used to be.

after being silent for a moment.

clara got up and walked out, but soon returned with a blanket in her hand.

slowly clara enveloped ronny's body. After finishing covering ronny, clara was back out of the room and continued her work.

***

ronny who was sleeping late was also carried away from his deep sleep.

overnight Ronny kept busy working so as not to continue to remember clara. until the end he had to fall asleep on the sofa workspace because of fatigue.

when he was about to get up, Ronny was stunned.

ronny found a blanket had enveloped her.

like he's come....

said ronny who realized it must be clara who had enveloped her.

after feeling his self has really awakened from his drowsiness.

ronny walked downstairs.

when the step reaches the bottom of the ladder.

ronny stopped.

his eyes could not be separated staring at clara who had just finished mopping.

you awake yet?

the floor's just finished in the mop.

it's still slippery, so be careful.

said clara who finally realized the existence of ronny.

ronny went down and stepped heartily towards the living room sofa ignoring the clara who was still standing staring at him.

not long after, Clara also approached ronny with a cup of coffee yamg just finished making it.

here's your coffee to drink....

clara put the coffee on the table right in front of ronny.

hmmmm

that's all Ronny said while drinking a little coffee that Clara made for him.

why are you still standing there.

go and do your job.

clara who had finished delivering coffee for ronny was still standing still not moving from her place.

hmm that...

*i'm cooking lunch.

but all the food was gone.

then later in the day I'll go buy it.

for today you do not need to cook lunch, I will order it from outside.

ok pak*...

clara looks happy.

her work today is reduced.

and certainly because later in the afternoon ronny will go out to buy groceries.

clara was happy because it meant that Ronny would not be in the apartment to make things difficult for her.

now that Ronny has finished his coffee, he returns to his room to take a bath and change clothes.

finished bathing ronny sitting on the edge of his bed.he was confused by his thoughts.

what I was thinking from last night....

why did the feeling reappear. ...

I can't keep going like this....

this must only be because of the memories that have continued to appear since he met her again.

for sure...

yeah, it must be because of that...

once I get used to it I will be able to think clearly again.

ronny, who feels the feeling of love, returns when she sees and thinks of Clara, trying to deny all her feelings.

for her that in his sense now is in because he always remembered the good memories of his past when with clara lately. and ronny also tries to convince himself that what he feels right now is only temporary and will disappear over time.

ronny is not aware or in fact he is trying to deny that the true feeling of love that has been stored in his heart is growing back and even the feeling will grow bigger than before her.