
Prov Aiman Mahmued's.
When the sincerity has spoken, everything will feel real.
Where there is only a sincerity that I want not coercion that one day someone will hurt. It was not me who could hurt the love that had been piled up in my heart for a long time.
Until I decided to withdraw and go with my father back to Turkey because for me everything would only hurt each other if it continued.
But behold, Allah is so great that I cannot describe his greatness. Showing the way 'Do not expect anything to a creature because it will be in vain, but the pile of hope on God who is entitled to all souls' I believe God's promise will never lie.
That the soul mate, death, and life of God who holds it all. Don't be afraid that he'll go but trust me if he's your soul mate then nowhere.
It is what I feel for the great favor of God when I give this heart the destiny of God which God will show .
Until the news came that surprised me, when the surrender had become a strength.
Right on the day I and my father decided to go back to where I was born.
"Son... are you sure you'll come with me? "
"Aiman has decided Well "
"Do you not want to try to get it "
"Let fate answer Aiman is only learning to be sincere "
"Smile with what you have done "
I just silently heard the ambiguous words of my father that I did not understand 'What I have done ' I repeated the word still I did not understand .Indeed what I have done, I thought shaking father is all.
"Smile Son..! "
Degs....
Is it true that he received it, this is not a dream, my inner grip tightly on Dad's phone with perfectly rounded eyes read the message that om Azam sent to dad, is it really not a dream that my idol accepted the proposal.
But for some reason at once there was a sense of sadness tucked in my heart, why did she suddenly accept !Whether because of forced or just limited to sadness, my mind continues to spin looking for answers.
If that's true, it's the same as if I hurt her heart.
"What's up, kid ? this is what you ask God for, so why are you sad ?"
"Aiman is afraid that he is only pity or forced "
"It is with Allah that this news is his provision "
"Well can Aiman say something! "
I saw Dad just being quiet he was looking at me making me a little wrong doing what I was wrong to say so that Dad looked at me that seriously.
"Say "
"Help Aiman said to Him Well 'Don't Ais accept if Ais is forced' because Aiman would be happy if Ais accepts with Ais's own conscience. Not because of mamah or persuasion om Azam and aunt Rahma "
"All right, Dad's gonna give it to you"
"Then get ready tomorrow we go to Azam's house "
Cold sweat soaked my temples as I got out of the car. My eyes looked at the building that had been fifteen years ago I set foot in the residence of Ahmad precisely the house of om Azam and now I set foot again .
The closer I stepped the more my chest rumbled with nervousness the more it became, whereas when I was trial scriffing like this, my inner self.
"Don't strain, son.. "
I just nodded it turned out that Dad had been watching my group.
The arrival of my father and I was welcomed kindly by om Azam and aunt Rahma who from the first family was considered a very friendly and kind family.
I just quietly listened to the conversation between my father and Ilham. My hands clenched at my knees as nervousness grew louder with the sound of footsteps approaching.
I just kept my head down with a sense of constantly rumbling trying to normalize to my cluster.
Where om Ilham told the pujaan sitting next to him to make my chest beat faster. Long time I tried to normalize this nervousness before long a voice that said greetings.
"Loh Bang is here ? "
" How are you Adam "
I didn't expect Adam to be Ais's sister, so what Adam often told me about his spoiled sister, sulking and bar-bars is Aisha khoer el-qolayuby the one whom I will edit.The world is so narrow, my inner self.
But I was a little relieved that the babbling Adam let out made me a little nervous so that I stiffened back when Dad spoke, all of it was silent nobody spoke, all eyes were on Ais including me who slightly glanced at the one word caught from my eyes Ais was so trembling probably just like me who was nervous.
"Te.teteh me. received him"
Degs....
"Alhamdulillah "
My heart really shuddered at the two words that Ais said ,so great is his gift that my lips are confused to simply pronounce the asthma of Allah which is so beautiful because it is so great that I cannot describe it.
Prostration sukur I say with tears with his love, father hugged me tightly I reply no less tightly than father.
"May you be happy there, Aiman promised to take care of him as you ask,if there was mamah Ainam must be much happy but Aiman sure mamah is here hugging Aiman like what father did I Love Yuo Mom "my inner scream.
I wiped the rest of my tears while smilingly looking at Ais who had lowered her head earlier, whether Ais will be surprised or not when he sees my face.Face that he often looks at even if only limited to stealing from behind the shoulders of his friends or he will hold Air's hand when passing me with his nervousness.
"Tea"
"Emmz Yes Bi ? "
"Now always lift his face and look at the face of the future husband teteh "
I smiled even more as Ais grew more nervous to raise her face, I saw her slowly lifting her up with her hands tighter grasping the hand of Aunt Rahma making me anxious. Diamna Ais who was brave when on campus was replying to her teasing person now she was like an adorable little cat.
My eyes lock both eyes make me smile more seeing Ais widen both eyes to successfully glare maybe because of surprise.
Makes me anxious it feels like I want to clutch it tightly unwilling to release it but what is my power is still not halal for him.
"Thank you... "
Say slowly.