
..."*Relations are always on the end ...
...but...
... what is power, ...
...It all happened"...
...~A*~...
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Loss is painful but what is power, it has become his will that we cannot refuse.
Everything happens because of me, why do I always hurt umi and abi, what's wrong with me ?.
O Lord, do not test your servants with things that you hate.
Why is everything like this? why do I hate him? isn't it fate that abi often said but with his stupid I was possessed by shetan who kept my eyes closed so as to hate matchmaking!
Wouldn't Umi and abi not make her child suffer? here I am the child who always loved but even hurt.
A submissive but defiant child, I deserve to still be an abi and umi child after what I did.
Inner Ice was full of regret with tears that from earlier tampa stopped with her blank look.
"Tea"
"Everything is destiny do not continue to blame yourself teteh himself, from earlier on umi keep nanyain teteh. Don't want to see Umi? "
"Bie.. "
"Stttt.... "
"Hik. hik. teteh su. has hurt the heart of u. umi.."
" Abi told me this is fate baby, don't keep blaming yourself. Umi far feel sad if it continues like this.. "
"Hik.. "
"Stttt.... "
Azam continued to tighten his embrace on the princess while stroking her back to provide calm and comfort to her children.
Thirty minutes already.Now Ais a little calmer in the arms of his abi.Ais wiped the rest of the tears that still pool in his eyes softly.
Azam grasped the soft Ais hand that all was well, do not be afraid.
Ais sighed violently, trembling Ais opened the door of Rahma's own nursery was waiting for her baby.
"Mii.. "
Lilir Ais trembled there was fear, sadness and regret . What's more Rahma just stared flatly at the trembling ice approaching Rahma who was lying down.
On the left side there was Water who was sitting staring at the interaction of two women who were just quietly stiff. Azam glanced at Air making Water immediately stand up because he understood the signal of Azam.
"Mii.. "
"Ma. I'm sorry.. "
Rahma just silent reluctant to talk makes the heart of Ais more crowded full of regrets but what is the power of rice has become rice can not return .
"Te. teteh.. "
Degs....
The ice is increasingly made tight when Rahma turns her face when the ice is already at her side . Making the tears of Ais increasingly rushing out tampa stop with a body that was shaking violently until the sobbing began to sound.
" What is the result of the same education of Umi abi.. "
Jeder...
Ice shook his head feeling claustrophobic with what Rahma said, his eyes were so sliced what else saw the two eyes of Rahma that had condensed. So much did Ais make a mistake.
"Ti. no umi, all wrong "
"Ma. I'm sorry about the noodles, I'm sorry for hurting umi. until.."
"Umi's okay If you have to lose the baby's dedek ta... "
Rahma paused her speech making Ais immediately look up at Rahma. What Rahma will say next.
"Ta. but Umi was disappointed that she still harbored that hate.. "
Degs...
Again the ice is made to stiffen making his entire body so stiff.
It turns out that his umi was angry not because of a miscarriage but rather the hatred. But it really hurts if I have to remember that.
"Mii.. "
Lilir Ais was trembling even more.
"Listen to Umi kak.Kepergia Ana is not your fault or someone else's fault, everything has become his will . Every human being has his own destiny line as well as his own. "
"Not everything is based on matchmaking that hurts there is a basis for her happiness behind her. Do not keep the heart still shackled with hatred and pain.
Rahma pulls the body of her efficacious child into her arms gently channeling affection and love. It turns out that Ais has not understood his name 'life', then umi will straighten him out son, inner Rahma.
"Umi know Teteh sick and hate together. Sick when you can't help Ana in front of your own eyes and Hate because you only know Ana is suffering in the matchmaking circle . it seems to have forgotten one thing !" .
Ais broke Rahma's embrace because she was confused about what she meant in the last word 'like something Ais didn't know? .
Seeing the confused look of Ais makes Rahma smile thinly turns out her child really does not know anything.
"Truely before Ana was betrothed Ana had a history of heart disease that was already acute "
Durr...
Ais went back to limp with what Rahma just said made her body suddenly tremble again with a swift Rahma hugged Ais into her arms again .
"A. ani. she..."
" Well it was the heartache that delivered Ani to her owner (God) through her husband . God loves Ani more than we do until God takes her first. 'Quite the pain you feel in the world now when you're happy' maybe that's what God told Ani. We as slaves don't know? the path of God's love for us. What should be the path of sadness or happiness his two-two is just the testing ground of Tea. Because on the basis of his sadness in demand we are patient and happiness in our demand to be grateful if we can pass the two-by God inshaallah then God's heaven is his part. "
"I'm sorry teteh mi. teteh already hurt the heart of umi and abi "
Lilir Ais slowly but still clearly heard in Rahma's ears.
May Ais increasingly understand the destiny and determination of God in the life of this mortal world that always shackles people who are not aware of the provisions.
If you do not want to be in pain then do not be born.Color of the world where the trials and trials that must be lived and faced, do not avoid because it has been determined.
The good and bad of our soul mate are all forms of God's love shown in different ways . And sometimes we don't realize it because our hearts are closed.
"Ta. but still in. he's evil umi.. "
Kekeh Ais who really hated because he had hurt his friend who was like his own brother.
Rahma only chuckles at the annoyed tone of her son.
"Tea, everyone can change with the passage of time, as well as her husband Ana ! "
"I mean.umi.? "
" Andi had already regretted all her deeds and now she spent her time raising sarah "
"Ko teteh do not know, mumi also never said! "
"The color here is a dark fortress that covers the eyes of the eye "
Rahma's soft speech while pointing at the heart part of Ais made Ais stunned.
"Okay tau umi and abi are the same "
"Sama..? "
" Forced marriage.. "
Degs....