DISTURBING NEIGHBORS

36. Trapped

It was late afternoon when Rion and Neska came out of the Salon. Using a taxi as their usual means of transportation, Rion took Neska for a walk today, he wanted to be more and more to melt Neska's heart before the first by Cean who had openly wanted to take Neska from him.

"From tomorrow, we will not take a taxi again. So, if everywhere has not been bothered," said Rion.

"You bought a motor?" guess Neska.

"No, I think getting in the car is more convenient for you."

"Kok me?" neska said astonished. "So you bought a car because of me?" tanyakanya.

Rion thins lips. "Pity you when it rains. I'm not the one who bought it, Papa the one who bargained, yes I have."

Neska silence. He doesn't know what to do now.

"Ehm, where are we going now?"

"We rarely get to go out with gini, right? Yesterday we just went to the Mall, but I want to take you to many places over here."

Neska smiled knot. This young man was indeed too kind to her, but somehow his heart could not be forced to turn towards Rion. Neska wants to be honest with Rion today about her feelings, and she wants to see Rion's response to this.

Before long, the taxi they were riding in arrived at a place that looked cool. Changi Point Coastal Walk, a romantic place and usually visited with a couple.

This place has a beach road that can see directly the stunning sea panorama.

There are also trees that shade, huts at the top of the hill, and lush greenery.

Rion intends to enjoy the enchanting sunset along with Neska in this place.

"You really like to take me to the beach" said Neska who remembers if Rion several times took her to a place like this - even when they were still in Indonesia.

"I love to look at the sea, to clear my tangled mind" said Rion bluntly with a smile that did not disappear.

"So, now your mind is tangled, is that it?" guess Neska.

Rion silent. He did not argue, nor did he.

They sat in a long chair there.

"You know, the first time we arrived in this country together, my feelings started to calm down. I can go to college and think about us." Rion turned to look at Neska who was sitting beside him. "But now, my calmness is starting to get a little piqued," he continued.

Neska turned her head and found Rion's face that was already looking at her seriously. The two eyeballs seemed to lock Neska away so that she would not look in the other direction.

"Honestly, Nes .. I feel disturbed because of Sister Cean's arrival here."

The young man's words made Neska's eyelids widen. He looked increasingly at Rion's goal, there was shock from the way he looked, but he tried to cover up even though his gaze was still locked on Rion's pair of eyes full of seriousness there.

Neska who initially wanted to be honest with Rion about what she felt from their relationship, suddenly blank and unable to speak. His lips were tightly clenched and his body seemed to be stuck there to listen to Rion's next statement.

"I know, I can judge everything Nes, you don't have to say anything about your feelings to me because it'll only make me more hurt."

Deg ...

Neska's heart tastes melos. So this means he doesn't have to explain to Rion what he was trying to say? Rion knows everything? Yes, surely this young man had already guessed from all of Neska's indifferent attitude each along with the young man. Neska is guilty and feels more and more sinful now. It turned out that he had really hurt Rion in such a way.

"I never forced you, did I, Nes?"

Implusively, Rion turned his face away, now the young man was staring straight ahead there, where the water spread wide with a slight swerving of the waves. The sun began to lean towards the west making Neska follow the direction of Rion's view as well in the end.

"No, Nes. Don't be honest with me no matter how you feel."

Rion's words this time made Neska stunned.

"... Because I definitely won't be able to hear your honesty."

Rion took Neska's hand which was in the girl's lap, making Neska turn to Rion at once.

"... I don't want to hear anything about it, Nes. For me, this is enough. Being together to this day makes me happy. So, don't say anything, yeah."

Rion clasped Neska's fingers gently, making the girl's heart even more filled.

Though Neska had just wanted to be honest with Rion if until now she had not been able to have an excessive sense of the young man. If possible, Neska will end it all because she does not want Rion to get hurt more. But now, Rion did not even want to hear his honesty as if he could guess if he really wanted to say everything.

"I know you haven't been able to carry my name in your heart, Nes."

Once again Rion can guess the squeeze makes Neska go awry.

"That's why I feel disturbed by the arrival of Sister Cean, because ..." Rion paused his words. "... because I know that in your heart there is still him, not me" he said.

Neska lowered her face, biting her cheeks from the inside hard enough, until she felt the salty blood and made her grimace at her own actions. Neska knew Rion's feelings now felt even more painful than this, Rion must have felt played with.

"I'll try harder for you to be comfortable and accept me, Nes. What matters is that you want to, right?" asked Rion who was now slightly looking side-by-side towards Neska.

Neska froze, she wanted to be firm but from the beginning Rion did not even give her the chance to be honest. Does this mean that Rion deliberately opened up an opportunity for Neska to continue to hurt her feelings?

"Rion, actually what you said was true ..." Inevitably Neska had to say it as well. Rion knows everything. Although the young man had forbidden it, but Neska had intended to say it.

"Nes-" Rion seemed to protest Neska who was trying to open up, but as quickly as Neska's flash cut off her speech.

"Dengerin first," said Neska. "You want to give me a chance to talk, right?" tanyanya stared at the goal at the young man.

Rion finally nodded.

"I can't put your name in my heart."

"But, Nes-"

Once again Rion wanted to protest even to interrupt Neska's words, but the girl raised her hand as a gesture so that Rion would not cut her words again.

"And I don't want to hurt you any deeper. To be honest, I feel guilty about you. I have hurt you. I don't want you to continue to feel and be in this position..."

"Enough, Nes!" This time Rion's voice turned resolute. "Now, whatever you want to say. Regardless, I won't ban you anymore. But I don't care about Nes. Even if you say that you still have the same taste, Sister Cean and that is the reality. It doesn't affect me anymore. I'll accept this until you can really open your heart to me."

Rion's words made Neska gawk. Does this mean Rion wants to force their relationship? Though Neska had tried to talk well and again did Rion just think about her feelings?? Does this mean that Neska is also stuck in her relationship with Rion?

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