
Aram POV's
"why didn't you give me lunch?"I said, lying next to him who was lying on the bed.
"I was going to wait but I also remembered that I shouldn't sit too long because that's why I left it at the reception" Amara said staring at me.
I just smiled and my stomach felt a lot of butterflies flying, really make me float.
It really drives me crazy.
my hand was raised to touch his stomach but he was holding my hand.
'does he forbid me to touch his stomach?'I asked in my heart, really my breath is choked at this moment.
Then he got up with his hand still holding my hand, I followed him.
Now we're sitting across from him looking at me deeply which makes me even misbehave.
"mas.."call her.
don't ask me how I look at this moment, I'm really like a fool because of the gentle call from him.
even though he had called me that several times but my expression was still the same as the first time.
do not ask just imagine if you see the person you like calling you with a soft voice especially with a call that you like.
"i. ya." I stammered.
I don't know where my arrogant nature is but for sure he really made me change.
"i want to talk seriously" he said by stroking my hand.
it was clear he was taking a deep breath, making me feel even more afraid of what he was going to say.
"be the one you were before." he slowly looked into my eyes.
"mak..the sud?"I know the meaning of the words but want to know how else that feeling has dominated my heart.
"don't love me.Be the you who used to be, who have no taste for me other than pity" said Amara looking at me.
my body shed for a moment, this is what I was afraid of.
The tightness in my chest instantly felt, there was an emotion that did not know what it was that wanted out of my heart but could not that only made my chest more tight.
"Why can't it?"ask me in a soft voice.
"i don't want us to hurt each other" Amara said in a soft voice.
"which one is hurt?I love you sincerely for no other purpose." said Aram in a trembling voice.
"love is what will hurt us" he replied.
"you who are hurt because of feelings that have nothing in return and I who are sick because of the guilt of seeing you" said Amara looking at me deeply.
"i will endure Amara until this feeling can receive his reply.My love is not as weak as Amara."I really said.
"i know your love is strong but I'm afraid your heart is getting weaker and causing you pain" she replied.
"if I could, I'd have eliminated this sense of Amara, but I couldn't get the more I tried to clench my chest" I looked down.
"permit this feeling to remain Amara."my request was slow with my head bowed.
"alright, but I've reminded you not to let that love make you selfish which will ruin everything" said Amara firmly.
I just nodded and without realizing it a smile had been imprinted on my lips, curving perfectly.
happiness filled the cavity of my heart with the coldness it brought.
'maybe what I think didn't happen.'
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