
The clock had shown at eleven o'clock in the afternoon and the two married couples were still lying in bed hugging each other.
actually only Amara sleeps while Aram is daydreaming looking at the face of the woman in his arms.
'you changed me Amara.' said Aram inwardly staring in Amara's calm face.
slowly the eyelid area was open displaying a brown bead that was always calm.
Aram still remains in his position hugging Amara's waist with his right hand while his left hand as Amara's head pad.
Amara raised her head to look at Aram who also looked down so that their faces were only a few inches away.
"thank you and sorry." said Amara without starting to let go of her embrace.
"it's okay, maybe my son misses his papa" Aram said with a smile.
Amara did not make a sound anymore, now his hand did not hug Aram again but he was still embraced by Aram.
"Amara."call Aram, make Amara look up again at Aram.
it looked like the black bead was moving left and right, agitated.
Amara just silently let Aram ask what he needed to ask.
"yesterday I saw everything.I also heard what you were talking about" Aram said without looking at Amara, there was a sense of tightness as he spoke,he was afraid of the answer Amara would give as he had in mind.
"really?"asked Aram slowly who then stared at the brown bead.
this is what Aram always surprised ,why every problem there is a face of Amara remains like that , always calm.
just like now.
"so what do you think I should answer?"instead of answering Amara asked back.
Aram was silent, he didn't know what to say.
"must I say I love you?and we love each other?"amara asked still looking at Aram's face.
"wouldn't that make me look selfish?speaking of impossible things to maintain my pride." said Amara then cut off their views.
suddenly Aram took off his embrace and went straight from the room without talking or staring at Amara.
Amara just stared at Aram without preventing.
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"can I go back to the time when I was with my parents?"now looks the girl's sadness.
today is the 40 days of his mother's death, indeed he still does not want to be left.Why did his father and mother not take him away?
"Amara misses mother's father." said Amara with a soft look.
a drop of tear fell from the woman's eyes and she quickly wiped it away fearing anyone would notice it.
after that no more words came out of Amara's mouth, she just stared at the sky with many questions in her brain.
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"if I kill your mother will you forgive me Alwi?"aram asked Alwi.
now that Aram was in his office, he stared out the window with Alwi standing not far behind him.
"maybe not." replied Alwi slowly.
Aram was silent again.
"why?"
"the answer must be you know sir." replied Alwi.
could Amara forgive him? really Aram feels dizzy with his feelings.
aram's guilt increased when he saw Amara who never smiled again during the month of her marriage, every day there was only a calm face from Amara without emotion.
'it is impossible.'
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