
I woke up from my daydreams,
all those memories are like stirring up my feelings.
When I was not his girlfriend, I had made him jealous, even if only a few times with the aim that he wanted to have more and not want to lose me,
all that was successful in making a Lexi Danu Wijaya berlutu in front of me.
But unfortunately, fate says something else.
When Lexi didn't want to lose me, it was me who had to lose her.
In this place, the place where you declared your love for the first time, the clear crystal once again drenched my face.
"When do I have to believe this? when should I fall into this situation? I can't keep going like this, "my tears are getting bigger.
I have the lyrics of a beautiful circular watch on my wrist.
"Hhpppmmm.
it'll all be on me again"
I finally decided to go home.
Arriving at home,
my mother greeted me at the door.
"Lisia, I want to talk, baby"
"What ma? " answer me
"You know it's hard for you, but until when you have to be this confident, it's time you move on, forget everything, not mama tell you to skip Lexi straight away, but let those memories you keep in the most beautiful place in your heart, that Lexi will never come back, get your life right again, you must have a purpose in life too" Mama stroked my hair.
"She, I also had time to think like that, I will start everything back from the beginning, let the memories I will keep as neat as possible" I hugged my mother.
My mom hugged me back.
I tightened my arms, and in return a warm embrace by my mother.
"Come in, and take a shower, remember this is the last time you see yourself sad"
mama kissed my forehead.
I passed from before my mother down the stairs to my room.
"Well, this is my last like this, not to forget you, but to start a new life again, with my family and new friends" he said.
I suddenly remembered Reki back.
"Why the face of the child should appear anyway, he would not be my friend, you suck" I cursed myself.
After I finished the bath, I looked at myself in front of the mirror.
"If you think I'm beautiful too, hheheh" I am am tickled at my own behavior.
I went out of my room, went to the dinner table for dinner with my mom and dad, as usual, Brother Dimas will not exist because he is still busy with his office affairs whose files accumulate like mountains and will not be endless.
"Mr's night, pa night "I smiled looking at my parents.
Papa looks strange with my welcome, maybe because lately he has not seen me as bright as today.
"That donk smiled, right adem" said mama.
"Queennya papa more beautiful if already kayak gini, ngak usually ugly manyun kayak duck" papa connect mama's words.
"So all this time papa ngatain I ugly so" while making a frown.
"I mean papa ngak that's a pity, but if you think gini, a smile as blooming flowers can auara queennya more visible" papa's tease.
"Udah-alah, eaten food, cold hunt, the becanya later aja, "mama poured rice and side dishes for me and also papa.
We ate and ate all the food on our plates.