Different Love On The Same Face

New School

I have been locked in my room for almost 1 week

Bluffed eyes, a voice that almost no longer heard, and endless tears that always dripped from my eyes that had begun to look blackened, and,

I cursed myself

I blame myself for what happened to Lexi

"When that night I picked up the phone, it's possible that my Lex is alive"

It was always that kata2 that came to my mind

Kata2 seems to make that the incident that happened to him was my fault.

I even decided to change schools, because every time I was there, the memories were as if 2 wanted to also force me to die, the memories that made me lose my mind, and maybe I'll go crazy because I always remember everything.

I opened my closed eyes, even I can not remember when these eyes began to fall asleep, maybe he was tired because he always issued the clear liquid, he said,

Tok tok tok tokk

"Lisia, wake up baby, it's your first day of school, don't be late, come down, mama wait downstairs"

I heard my mom knocking on my door.

"Yes ma... Lisia will be down soon" I replied.

Soon I got up, took a shower and got ready for my new school uniform of course

I went down the stairs

I see, papa, mama and brother Dimas are waiting at the dinner table.

"Lately you've been getting thinner and unkempt, aren't you eating well?"

Brother Dimas kept watching my footsteps.

"Sit down baby, finish your breakfast" Mom pulled the chair next to her.

I know my mom purposely covered up everything that happened to me.

Without answering Dimas's question, I sat down and ate the cheese jam bread in front of me.

"Spend your milk, so that your body is more contained, what people say 2 see you as straight as this, like not being fed alone"

"If you experience as I feel right now, brother, surely you will also feel lost, difficult to eat, not even eager to do anything" he said.

Without feeling my tears would have trickled again

But soon I could bear it, I didn't want to cry in front of Brother Dimas. Maybe my brother who is carrying this will scold me even more.

After finishing breakfast I went to school between the legs Dimas, coincidentally one way because he would also go to the office, he said, well my handsome brother who at a very young age must spend his time with various office affairs because he will inherit and replace the position of papa as CEO in his company.

Dimas Prasetyo 24

Tall stature, pure white skin, sharp nose, thin lips, talented and even have a thin brain and very smart, very smart,

Really very perfect and dream of the women.

But unfortunately my brother is not interested in romance or marriage, so he is very2 forbid my relationship with Lexi, he said can interfere with my school lessons, so he was not allowed to do so, and maybe even now that she knows Lexi's dead, maybe she'll laugh as hard as the world can hear it, too much, but I really love Dimas.

The car stopped right at the front gate of the school, I immediately got out of the car and stepped my feet into the school that was very foreign to me.

Well in this school I don't even know anyone, but this is where I won't find Lexi's shadow.

Bukkkkkp...

Suddenly I hit someone and the book in my hand fell.

"Didn't you use your eyes while walking" he asked with some emotion.

"I'm sorry I was daydreaming" I replied as I picked up my scattered book.

Not that it helped but he instead stepped on one of my books, crouched down and lifted my chin

"Other times if you're walking use your eyes, or if you don't need your eyes again give them to someone who needs them more." he takes off my chin violently.

How surprised I am with a face that is now only a few centimetres from my face,

"Lexi? , is this my Lex? But he's a gentle man, there's no way my Lex could talk that hard" my inner.

The man stood up and immediately passed from before me.

I'll take all my books, please,

"Maybe it's just similar, or maybe it's because my brain is full of Lexi's face that I see them the same" I talked to myself.