Diana's Heart Note

Question from Diana

Diana was a little shocked to hear a statement from Abri.he asked Abri again to repeat his words to make sure his hearing was not wrong. Even though he felt sure.

"Yes, Di. Mas wants to be a person close to Isya and give her spirit and attention, so that she quickly returns to the same as before. Mas was just afraid that like that, Isya's soul could be disturbed, and Mas became guilty because Ramli is Mas' brother," said Abri.

Diana could only remain silent. But his brain could not stand still, all the questions suddenly popped up in his brain for Abri. And he immediately conveyed all those questions to Abri.

"Is this all done on humanitarian grounds?" ask Diana.

Abri was confused as to what to answer. "Maybe Mas's initial intention was like that, but Mas will try to love Isya" he replied.

"But, Mas ... Diana did not want if suppose Mas a little .. forced ... do it," said Diana was very careful so that Abri did not feel offended. "Yes because it is a matter of the heart. And all of that has to be based on the taste in the heart, Mas. Especially if suppose Mas already has someone who occupies the heart of Mas. That must not be fair to Mas himself," said Diana again.

Abri also tried to explain to Diana so that she understood, that she was well-intentioned to heal the wound in Isha's heart, if the initial intention is good, everything will be fine even though initially without being based on love. Maybe over time the taste can appear by itself. And Abri himself hoped that would happen, even though he doubted whether he could have a taste for Isya like he had a taste for Diana.

"But Diana wanted to ask you something about it first, could you?" ask Diana.

"Of course you can, why can't you, Di? ask, while you can answer, you will answer. The important thing is not to be difficult, you can not pass Mas later, he he he he ...."

Abri tried to melt the atmosphere that had seemed serious. He admitted that he was a little nervous, but tried to stay calm.

"Ye .. Think this is again what school exam? He he he .." said Diana, laughing.

And Abri also laughed. Just hearing Diana's laughter made her happy. Then he told Diana to ask him quickly.

"Honest answer, yes! What in the heart of Mas is currently filled with someone? If it's there, does someone already know it?" ask Diana.

Abri's heart was slightly pinched to hear Diana ask like that, she also returned a dilemma because she had to give an answer to Diana. If she answered yes, Diana would have asked her who it was. But if he answers no, he has lied to the girl who has filled his heart without the girl knowing. Diana had told me to answer honestly.

"Why ask me if it's the same Mas?" Instead of answering questions from Diana, Abri asked the girl back.

" Yes, because Diana did not want to let there be a heart that was hurt because of Mas's decision" replied Diana.

"Yes, there's actually already someone who fills my heart, Di. And if you want to know, it's actually you." Unfortunately Diana did not hear what Abri had said, because Abri answered the question from Diana only in his heart. He also felt that his heart was so sick, because he would never be able to express his feelings to this girl he really liked. All because he had chosen to heal the wounds in Isha's heart by becoming her lover. Although his heart was also hurt because of this decision.

Hearing the absence of any more words from Abri, Diana also tried to call Abri.

"City ... Mas ... Mas Abri's...."

Abri regained consciousness from his daydream for the second time while talking to Diana over the phone.

"Eh .. i-yes, In. Wh-why then?" Abri stuttered after hearing Diana call out her name.

"So what is my answer, answer honestly!" diana reminded me.

And Abri also answered the question from Diana earlier by telling the truth, if there is already someone who fills his heart. But at this time the person did not know because Abri himself had not been able to reveal his heart to the girl. So according to Abri this is not a problem because Abri's own status is single. And Abri also explained that this was the risk of the decision he had taken.

Hearing Abri's words, it made Diana feel very guilty, because she was indirectly the one who had caused Abri to do this after Diana made a statement yesterday. He also felt very sad because Abri could not be with the girl who had filled his heart.

"Mas .. is this fair to you? Diana did not want that in the end Mas will also be injured because of Mas's decision," said Diana softly with a rather clear tone.

"It's okay, Di. Mas will try to forget it, the important thing is that your brother can return to the way he was. Because if anything happens to your brother, Mas will also feel guilty. Yes because Mas can not advise his own brother. And also because the good name of the Mas family was already ruined in Isya's eyes," Abri replied at length.

Diana then asked Abri what if Isya rejected Abri? What Abri will do. And Abri replied that he would try slowly to approach Isha, making Isya feel comfortable first, only after that he would tell Isya. For sure he will try hard for all of that.

After Abri explained at length, he asked the girl again, whether she agreed that Abri would be a healing remedy for wounds in her brother's heart because of his own actions.

"I'm sorry, Mas. Because Diana's statement yesterday has made Mas become like this," said Diana. He also explained if in fact all this has nothing to do with Abri, even though Ramli is the brother of Abri. Because the one who did it was Ramli not Abri, so he thinks Abri should not feel responsible for this problem.

"It's okay, Di. I'm sincere about him. What's important now is that you agree or disagree with Mas's decision?" Abri asked Diana. And Diana replied if whatever Abri's decision was good, then of course he would support it.

And then Abri thanked Diana for agreeing to her intention to be a healer of her brother's heartache.