Diana's Heart Note

Big Decisions

Abri can't sleep tonight. Yes, after finishing messaging with Diana earlier, he actually intended to go to Kapok island. But there were still things that disturbed his mind so he could not sleep.

Suddenly the clinking sound of the wall clock shocked him. Then Abri counted the clanking of the clock, and how surprised he would be if it was already midnight.

"Astaghfirullah, it's twelve o'clock!" Abri monologue. He tried to close his eyes and finally fell asleep.

The next morning after performing the dawn prayer, Abri planned to do a short jog. This time he was alone, did not invite Ramli as usual. Yes they often spend the morning on Sunday jogging together.

The togetherness of Abri and Ramli now is very obvious indeed his stretch, not the same as before. They used to be together every time they would do something. To the extent that their parents were astonished. Because they are not brothers of one father and one mother can be like that, while people who are really brothers of one father and one mother are not close like them. Maybe because Abri is an only child so he feels happy when there is a figure of Ramli in his life.

Abri and Ramli's relationship that looks tenuous did not escape the attention of their parents. Both of their parents also often ask the two about their relationship that seems to be no longer the same as before. And Abri and Ramli always answer that the relationship between them is fine.

While jogging, Abri accidentally saw Desy who was jogging also with her brother. Because their house is only about 500 meters away so it allows them to meet by chance.

Abri immediately turned his gaze in another direction, then pretended not to see the existence of Desy. Meanwhile, Desy who knew the existence of Abri was surprised by Abri's attitude like that. Though he had seen if Abri had seen him then pretended not to see.

Upon seeing Desy, the memory of her chat with Diana through last night's chat came back to her head. The memory of Isya's drastically changed condition and Diana's statement that there must be someone who can give encouragement and attention to Isya in order for Isya to return to the way she was.

Yang Abri feared that if Isya to depression, then he also felt guilty too. For the man who made Isha like that was his brother.

Maybe others will think if Isya is a little excessive if until his attitude changes drastically like that, especially if until the depression is very excessive. Only because he was betrayed by his girlfriend.

But according to Abri it is very natural, because the person who has betrayed him is a person who is very close to him even like a brother. So Abri can understand that.

In addition, Abri had felt the same thing as Isya, which was betrayed by his own lover. It's just that the person who has taken his lover is not his own best friend. So Abri knew how much pain Isya was going through.

It took him a year to forget that. After meeting with Diana. Moreover, Isya who was stabbed by her own best friend will definitely feel the pain that is very much and takes longer than Abri to heal it.

At that moment Abri also felt dizzy. Finally he chose to rest for a while at the patrol post nearby.

It looks like Abri is picking both temples. He began to think what he should do to make everything okay. Should he heal the wounds in Isha's heart? What about his own heart that was hurt? He must harbour his love for Diana and must forget about the girl, as it is impossible for him to be with Diana.

But he doubted if he could forget the girl? The girl who has managed to make him fall back in love after being betrayed by his lover first. Does he have to hold his love for Diana in silence? Without the girl knowing.

And there was one more difficult question for him. Is he willing and sincere if he sees Diana with other men?

Abri ruffled his coarse hair to vent his frustration. Then he took a heavy breath and exhaled it violently. Although in that way the problem will not be resolved, but can give a little relief to him.

Arriving at home he did not immediately take a bath, he chose to relieve his sweat first by sitting casually on the terrace behind his house.

All Sunday, Abri spent time in his room. Until the afternoon finally one big decision was taken by Abri after a day he thought about it completely.

Before he made his decision, he intended to tell Diana first by sending her a message.

"Assalamu'alaikum, In. Is the night busy?" abri asked in his message.

Luckily Diana happened to be in her room after performing the Ashar prayer, so she immediately replied to a message from Abri.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, Mas. Diana is not busy tonight. What's the matter, Mas?" diana asked in her message.

Hearing there was an incoming message notification on his phone, Abri immediately opened and saw it. This time Abri was a little surprised because Diana immediately replied to his message. Unlike usual, Abri had to wait for hours to get a reply to a message from the girl.

Then he returned the message. "Thank God you're not busy. Later that night is finished praying Isya Mas will call you. Someone wants to talk to you."

Abri chose to make a phone call to discuss his decision with Diana. Because it's better to think than to send a message. If I had to take the girl out, it would seem impossible. Because tomorrow the girl will return to Samarinda early in the morning so she must rest faster.

While Diana who read the reply from Abri was immediately curious. Because Abri is not usually like this, Abri usually never tells if he wants to call him. And what will he talk about? A big question mark appeared on Diana's head.

"What's the conversation, Mom? There's something really important, is there?" diana asked in her message with a heartbeat that began to be irregular for fear that something might happen.

"Yes, anyway later finished Isya you wait for a call from Mas ya!" reply Abri.

"Can't you just say it now, Mom?" The curious Diana finally told Abri to talk to her right now.

" Can't, patient dong 😀. Wait until later tonight yes 🙏🙏🙏," reply Abri.

"Yes Diana is waiting, don't worry!" Finally Diana can only obey Abri's request to wait for him to talk later tonight.

Abri smiled reading a reply from Diana and gave a thumb emoticon in the reply.

After that Abri immediately threw his body on his bed, as if throwing fatigue on his head as well. His eyes looked up at the ceiling of his room. He thought maybe this was the best decision he had to make.