
"Thank you for changing for me. It's so much softer now."
"Yes, Diana. You welcome. I'm sorry if all this time I kept you hurt."
Diana was crying, not because of the syringe that was stuck in her skin. But, considering his conversation with Hamzah some time ago. Diana was very happy because Hamzah wanted to be gentle with her.
However many tears fell down her cheeks. To him, Hamzah was a precious man in his heart. But why, why was it all so short he felt. All changed, all changed just because one name came back before her husband's eyes.
"It hurts, Mom."
Hamzah still held Diana's hand. At that moment he saw his wife moaning in pain, and it was as if the pain he could feel. "I'm sorry Diana."
"No. I won't forgive you." Diana shook her head with tears.
"I'm sorry, Diana."
But all of a sudden Diana's gaze blurred as the dope began to work on her.
"The wife of the father must undergo a curette because the fetus in the womb is not helped."
Hamzah rattled his hair in frustration. Everything that happened to Diana was her fault. He himself did not know why he could be that crazy to Kinan. But now, the baby with Diana is gone.
"I'm sorry Diana. Sorry I killed our baby."
Kinan picked up the perfume bottle lying on his dressing table. He stared at the clear oval-shaped bottle. Kinan did not expect, that perfume could be a problem up to this big. Kinan also had no idea that Hamzah had liked him too badly like that.
"It's all because of this thing!!! Argh!!!"
Kinan slammed the perfume until the bottle broke. The aunt who was near Kinan's room immediately ran over to Kinan.
"Non Kinan!!"
"Exit, Bi. Kinan needs time alone."
"But Non."
"Please please Bi." Kinan crouched right in front of the shards of the perfume bottle.
"Yes, fine, Non." Finally, I came out of Kinan's room.
Kinan cried, he picked up the shard from the bottle.
Dude just got home. He's going to his room. Auntie immediately ran towards the Dude in panic
"Bi, what's wrong?"
"Non Kinan Tuan."
"Kinan why?" ask Dude to panic.
"Sir to his room, sir," urged Bibi.
The dude ran straight to the room.
"Ah."
"Kinan!!"
Kinan moved from his seat, he immediately ran to the bathroom to clean up the blood that was dripping because his finger was hit by a shard.
"Here give me your finger!"
Kinan only cried while hiding his bleeding finger. Now his blood is even dripping onto the bathroom floor.
Dude immediately grabbed Kinan's hand, draining Kinan's finger with clean water.
"Why did it bleed, baby?" The soft voice of the Dude.
"Why you?" dude asked this time he looked at Kinan with his own eyes. "Don't you want to hurt yourself?"
"Kinan just accidentally got hit by a shard of shard, Mas." Kinan wiped his tears with his other hand, because the injured hand was being cleaned by the Dude with water.
Kinan sat on the edge of the bed, he then took out a plaster to bandage Kinan's wounds.
"This is what's the shard, Ki?"
Kinan.
Dude smelled the scent of perfume coming out of the floor that was hit by the liquid spill. "It's a perfume?" he asked as he looked at Kinan's wet eyes.
"Yes. Kinan destroyed something that was the source of the problem." Kinan was crying again.
"Kinan never intentionally wanted to be touched by him, Mas."
Kinan was crying. Dude is again plagued with guilt because it must be all because of him.
"I'm sorry, baby." Dude immediately hugged Kinan. "I'm sorry I didn't believe you."
Kinan removed the Dude's body from her. "The words are too painful."
Dude looked at Kinan's eyes with a glass. "Kinan, I'm sorry. I promise I won't say that to you."
"I'm sorry, honey. I'm sorry, I'm just getting carried away by emotions."
Kinan stood up then he left the Dude alone in the room. It felt like she still needed some time until her heart was completely sincere to forgive her husband's accusation.
Dude took a deep breath, he knew it wasn't that easy getting an apology from Kinan. Dude stared at the shard of the shard from his wife's perfume bottle. Just this time he saw Kinan smashing things. It turned out that Kinan could have such emotions, honestly he also did not want the situation to become more awkward like that.
Dude asked the waiter to clean up the shards of the shard in his room. Then the Dude caught up with Kinan who was sitting in the living room. Kinan sat alone staring at the wedding photo plastered on the wall. He smiled once in a while, remembering not long ago that happy day was immortalized in a large picture frame. There's his mother, there's also Dude's parents, Raihan, Reyhan. The happiness was very real, and he again stroked the chest.
Why is it so hard to forgive Dude's words? Is it because the Dude has never spoken in such a high tone with him before?
The Dude accusation did start from a momentary misunderstanding and emotion. But those words are so hard. Kinan could not even sleep when recalling those words.
"Kin."
Dude came and rested in front of Kinan while touching his cheek.
"What way do you have to forgive me?"
Kinan was without even shedding his tears again.
"My words hurt you so much. I'm so sorry."
Dude still rubbed Kinan's cheeks slowly. The woman simply stared into Dude's eyes with tears streaming down her white cheeks.
"Why should I make up for all my mistakes? I'll take any punishment as long as you don't silence me, Kinan."
Kinan then touched the Dude's palm. Her lips trembled, she circulated the gaze while wiping her tears.
"I'm trying to."
Kinan put away the Dude's hand slowly and then turned to leave the Dude again.
"Kinan, please, if you want me to let go of Hamzah. I'll do it but don't leave me like this. I can't watch you cry alone. I'm angry I'm emotional because I don't want any other man to touch you."
Kinan stood up with his chest rumbling and his breath choking at the words of his husband. Has he gone too far because he has not been able to forgive the Dude?
"I love you too much, and don't want anyone to bother me."
Kinan then cried bitterly at the place where he stood. She cried in a voice like a child. Dude ran to hug Kinan, but Kinan did not move, only continued to cry.
"I don't want you to cry. I'm sorry, Kinan."
"Don't believe me. Why can't you believe me, Mom?" asked Kinan in a dashed voice because his crying had not stopped.
"I'm just an ordinary man who can burn jealous, Kinan."
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...At first it was just a misunderstanding. But because the Dude is always soft and never rough with Kinan so once the Dude is rough she is shocked that I can't believe her husband was suspicious. Though his Dude jealous heavily that loh bund 🙂 prcaya deh wife very sick klo husband do not believe that let alone sempet nududuh also. 😠never ngalamin not hek bund wkwkwkwkwkw...