Destiny Love Fisha

The Worsening of Fisha

Ma, where's the Cloud? She woke me up. Where is Ma? Hiks, hiks, hiks ..” asked Fisha while crying.

“Already darling, we have to be patient yes, so that the clouds calm down, later after the funeral you just see the flash maybe there is something, read the diary slowly, read the diary, if you can't do it anytime you read it ..” Fisha nodded and walked side by side with mama Zara.

they headed towards the Clouds and they were ready to bury him because he was done in the sholati earlier, Fisha looked at the face of the Clouds for the last time with loud tears.

Alby, Ares, Phisha's father and Cloud's father who raised his body Awan, all accompanied the departure of the Clouds by hugging each other. Fisha was unable to walk, she was shocked and assisted by her mother Sasa and Sesil, they knew Fisha was very hit, repeatedly Fisha fell and staggered, but he always got up when his mother and the others told him to rest, but he refused, saying this was the last time he saw the Clouds put into the last house, the dark house, he said, a cold and quiet house.

He walked for a moment remembering the smile of the Clouds and his lecherous gaze, and remembering his safety with the Clouds, his last embrace of that time was very tight.

If time could turn, I would hold you tight, Hon. If at that time you did not come to Malang because of that fucking birthday, surely you are still with me now, all this is my fault, my fault.

If and if ... so ... when you hugged me right in Malang you already felt it? Keep going when you hug me in the hospital why don't you just shut up for the last one and let me go? As much as you are Hon, so much as not to tell me. Inner Fisha.

At the funeral, father Aldi who pitted the Clouds for the last time, they were all powerless with a sense of constriction in his heart, Asult also came to comfort Fisha, who was not at all, he approached but Phisha did not care about it, after which they covered the corpse of the Clouds with earth and became a mound of land with a headstone that read Aris Setiawan, the day of the death of the Clouds is the same as the day of the birth of Phisha, he hates his birth day so much from now on, he feels so guilty with the Clouds, he always blames himself.

The funeral was over, and Fisha sprinkled flowers on the mound, and sat down with a gravestone and wept.

“I'm sorry Hon .. If you hadn't come to me then it wouldn't have been like this, all my fault .. hiks, hiks ... Hoooon ... Awaaaaan mega supporting meuuuu .. why did you leave meuu,” cried Fisha with shock, all came crying and approached towards Fisha, Asult also approached Fisha and helped her, all crying and getting closer to Fisha, Fisha who was very hit he accidentally leaned his head on the shoulder of Asult.

“All my fault ... hiks, hiks, hiks, all my fault ...,” Sorry Fisha with crying.

“Ndak, all this is not your fault, all is Fish.” accident Asult tried to calm Fisha down by rubbing her shoulders. Ares who saw it smiled wryly.

Opportunity in constriction .. idih if Awan saw it, he must be really upset, he would hate Asult very much to approach Fisha. Inner Ares. He also approached Fisha and made Fisha aware so as not to lean on Asult.

“Fish, never mind .. said Awan you should always smile for him, Awan loves you so much, I love you so much,” Fisha was aware of Ares' talk and he glanced at Asult and released his backrest and he stood up and nodded to Asult, Asult replied with a smile.

“Iya Fish don't drag on in grief, now is your birthday too right? Happy birthday yaa Fish, se-” Asult hung up his sentence because Fisha silenced Asult's mouth.

“Stoooop don't repeat! I really hate all this ... I hate ... Awaaaan just pick me up ..” Fisha runs away from everything and is not necessarily direction, all are looking for Fisha with fear in her heart, they are all afraid of Fisha hysterical trauma like before and pain, he said, because only the Clouds can make Fisha calm.

“How is this? Where's fisha going? You are Sult, because of you! Until Fisha why-why look out for you yeah ...!" Slight jerk with a reddened face. Everyone knew Asult because Ares told the story. While Asult was just silent because he did not want to muddy the atmosphere, all were looking for Fisha to come here and there.

“Ayo Res, we go there and Sesil also Sasa you to the north yes ... You are Sult, if you want to help you to the east!” Alby's orders pointed in all directions, they agreed.

“If you've met again to the house Cloud yes.!” Shouted Alby, then they nodded and went to find Fisha, while the mother of Fisha wept for her son with mama Zara.

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In rice field.

“Awan ... Would you like to take me. .. hiks, hiks, hiks ...”

“Hey where is this? I'm lost, where is this? I'm scared.” Fisha looked to the right and to the left and the rice field that day was very quiet, making Fisha shiver.

He also sat down limply in the vast expanse of rice fields still crying, then Fisha got up and was on the edge of the rice field by shouting with all her might and closed her eyes.

“Awaan ... I'll catch up with you .. Wait for me ... I can't do it without you ... we'll be together later .. hiks, hiks, hiks ...”

“Haha following apaan ...! Don't be crazy you ..!” there was a guy who appeared out of nowhere laughing at the crying Fisha.

“You want to say what you are? Want to kill yourself?” ask the guy trying to approach Fisha slowly, because he wants to help Fisha not to do crazy things.

“Do not approach!” that person was still approaching with a single step two steps.

“I repeat don't come any closer! Are you deaf hah ...! You don't interfere! All evil surely they all leave me, and will be happy when I am gone!” Shouted Fisha with a whim.

“Hey said who? Everyone must now be worried about you, oh yes you do not go crazy, suicide is a sin and also sick tau?” Trying to seduce Fisha by slowly approaching her.

“Cash? Who did you say?” ask Fisha by looking at the person.

“Yes yes, try to imagine! You know if you jump is sick, all your bones are broken, and yes if you die, if you are not paralyzed for life and bother many others want?” Fisha thought and shook her head.

“Well yes it hurts tau, surely there will be the best in the world like a rainbow, life will not stop just because left 1 person alone.”

“And oh yeah.. Do you want to know about suicide that doesn't hurt? Try if you want to know drink cyanide or mosquito repellent will slowly die, but the same if it does not work, it is also paralyzed and even haha disease, so no good suicides, all impact, okay?” Fisha digested all the words of the person, she cried as she pleased and fainted.

This guy is just troublesome.

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