
“Why ... why does ... hurt always happen over and over to me? What is my fault Tuhaaan .. do I not deserve to be happy?" fisha shouted with a sigh and still sat down to lament the destiny of her life.
The sister who passed by Fisha and saw her hysterical, she approached and sat down and asked Fisha with her her and a little worry.
“Mbak what's wrong? This is Ma'am's hospital .. are you sick and injured? Here let me take a look and I take her to the doctor," the nurse bargained with Fisha's shoulder and intended to help Fisha wake up, but the one with Fisha was crying more and more with her feet like losing half her heart back and like a child crying from running out of candy.
“Come on Ma'am, I help! Looked at, who's sick? The story is okay with me,” said the nurse in a soft voice and smiled towards Fisha. Fisha who looked at her she cried more and more unbearably and then she embraced her sister spontaneously and very tightly.
“Sus, whose pain is my heart, can you heal my heart?” strangling Fisha with a heavy voice held back the crying that wanted to come out again.
“Daddy? What's wrong with Mommy?” said Sister was curious because she was very sorry for Fisha who was so sad.
“You won't understand Sus! You won't understand! I feel broken, do I have to die? There won't be any one looking for me!" jakak Fisha said with his ngaco, his mind was so messed up that he spoke like that and escaped his tears.
“Hey, hey .. don't do it Ma'am, take a look! There are still many who love Mbak, like the family of Mbak, friends and friends of Mbak, do Mbak not pity if later he will cry Mbak as loud as possible?” bright sister by stroking Fisha's back. Then Fisha who heard that she let go of her embrace and looked at her deeply.
“What is true so Sus? Sister knows me, you know? Does Sister want to be my friend?" cecar Fisha whined like a child.
“Ya obviously want dong Mbak, why not Mbak? It's good to see Mbak," said the nurse seriously and then he stood up again. The nurse thrust her hand towards Fisha, helping her to stand up.
“Let's Go! Not in here! Just sitting there in the waiting chair is better, but look than a lot of people who saw Ma'am," the nurse orders while pointing to a waiting seat and pointing at people passing by around the hospital. They had seen Fisha with her.
Fisha turned her head because she showed the nurse, she felt chaotic and the return of her consciousness she felt ashamed and covered her face.
“Haha, I'm so ugly huh Sus? My shame ...." Fisha rubbed her face violently.
The nurse smiled and offered a handkerchief taken from her pocket. “This, put on my handkerchief!"
Fisha looked at the nurse then accepted it with a smile. “Thank you Sus, Sister is very good, I want to wash my face if so because it feels very bad and bad," said Fisha to her sister with a shake.
“Not ugly really, you are always beautiful, but if you want to wash your face is also okay to get fresh face," exclaimed the nurse by replying to Fisha's page while nodding. Then Fisha passed away and headed towards the toilet.
Arriving at the toilet Fisha went inside and called the water aka BAK with lightning fast, because he still parno with his past.
“Oh, I'm still always afraid to go to the bathroom by myself if in a public place, let alone the first time it happened in the hospital," exclaimed Fisha shakily walking and then staring at her face in the mirror, it felt bad he washed it and used the soap he brought.
“It's so bad my face is ... Maz Even's? Are we really not fools? I heard that it felt like my heart was broken, because I had given my heart to you," continued Fisha with a chat of her own after washing her face in the sink and then turned to the mirror that was near the sink.
“I must not give up the spirit, not necessarily Maz Even will forget me so soon? The spirit of Fisha .. the spirit! The soul mate must have met again," he determined with a smile in front of the mirror and then raised his hand with a clenched spirit mark.
Fisha then walked back to the Asult room and looked at him again with her flat face. Asult who saw Fisha came he smiled happily and approached Fisha.
“Fishaa you have been for a long time, where are you, dear?" cetus Asult with his powerful voice tried to seduce Fisha, but Fisha only glanced at Asult at a glance then headed towards her bed and curled up on it by covering it with a blanket.
“Hey why you? Why is your face soaked? Did you cry?” asult continued, who saw Fisha behind him, he was worried because Fisha was just silent and did not consider it.
“You're mad at me? Did you and Even fight? How do I not answer?” Asult continued to ask questions, but Fisha was only silent because her heart ached it still could not accept all that.
Asult who felt troubled he approached towards Fisha by pushing his wheelchair with both hands, while in front of Fisha. Fisja quickly closed her eyes and pretended to snore in order for Asult to think she was sleeping.
“You're hurt? I'm sorry honey, I'm also very hurt, may you really open your heart to me" Asult smiled as he looked at Fisha and gently stroked the top of her head.
Damn he was really brave, use me again, shame I pretend to sleep, if I do not have to clap his hand and I hit him. Inner Fisha with her growl.
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Even in the hospital garden while sitting in a long chair in the park. He was very sad to remember that Fisha he had seen crying bitterly lamenting his departure, he had not actually returned, but he had only been hiding from a distance and was still watching Fisha with tightness in his chest.
Even also at this time his heart is now again chaotic like tossing around in a very large rock, he shed tears without being touched and brushed it off violently.
“I'm sorry Fish, I'm sorry Honey, I don't mean it like that .. It's just that I had to do it, I don't want you to choose and worry and then you get sick thinking about it, let me give up, there will come a time when love will return home" said Even softly.
“I will always pray for our love, hopefully one day we can be together," he continued and even rushed to return to his apartment.
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