
Night
After the prayer I rushed to the dining room, I saw abi, umi and Fatih's brother sitting in the dining room. I approached him too
"Sit down! We ate together, " said Umi
"Dad mi. "I answered
As I sat down to get some food, Fatih's brother suddenly moved out of his chair.
"Son! Where are you going?" ask umi
"Feeding off my feet is gone" said Fatih's brother
"Your son can't be like that! "Umi said, but Fatih's brother had already left
"Mi! Zizah is also lazy to eat. "my words want to move. I saw Abi just looking in the direction without looking at me.
"Stay sitting and eating your food." said Abi firmly looking at me
I also abandoned my intention to move on. I also finished my food.
After eating I helped umi to clean the dining table, when I was done I also wanted to leave but Umi called me
"Son! " call for umi
"Dad mi," I said
"Don't take your brother's attitude! He's still disappointed in you son" said Umi
"Mi's dad! " answer me
"You bring food for brother yes, zizah can also apologize to him" said Umi
"Zizah is scared! " my word
"If zizah is like this, when is it good?" ask umi
"Dad deh zizah bring food for the brother. "my words grabbed a tray of food that will be given to Fatih's brother
"Well that's the new umi kid." said umi. Without chiming in on my words I walked towards Fatih's room. But the room is empty.
"Where is it? " murmurm
"The room was empty" I said while in Fatih's room.
"Dad! If you knew my feet loved you so much, I would never let anyone hurt you. But my brother was disappointed that my dear brother actually said he did not like the rules made in this house. I don't like the abi and kak rules. Besides abi, it is my brother who will be responsible for not being able to guide my brother towards the right path. I don't know when you changed deck. " said Fatih hugging the photo in his hand
Hearing Fatih's words I felt as if I had been hit by something heavy. My chest feels pain. I know my attitude was wrong all along. But can't I have it?. With a heavy heart I put my feet into the room. He seemed unaware of my arrival. I placed the tray I was under on the table and stepped towards Fatih's brother who was leaning on his study chair by closing his eyes. I see the rest of the tears on Fatih's cheeks feeling even more guilty. I got closer to him and hugged him tightly. I don't think the reply from my embrace. He was silent with movement and sound
"I'm sorry zizah! Zizah knows that zizah is wrong. Forgive zizah for not being able to make kak and abi proud. "my words cried and kept hugging her
"Well, is it possible to come here? Kak did not ask adek to come here, "said Fatih took off my embrace
"Sir was told to bring food for her brother. And zizah also wants to apologize "my words
"So I told you, you have no appetite. Bring back the food! Ade can go too! " say, Fatih
"Nobody should eat, later if my brother hurts how? " many
"Just be wild. You are tired of living who have to face a very rebellious sister" said Fatih.
"Why didn't you say that? Sis already does not love the same zizah anymore so kak wants to go away from zizah. "my words cry
"Zizah is sorry, sis, zizah can explain why zizah truant." I said
"Get away! You are busy wanting to continue working" said Fatih
"Zizah will not leave before kak sorryin zizah." said I kekeh and hugged him again.
Things I never thought happened. Fatih pushed you until I fell to the floor. My tears flooded my face, all this time Fatih's brother was never rude, no matter how big my health he would speak Well but this is different.
"Bad brother! So great was my mistake that my brother could push me. Sis changed, once as big as my mistake, brother never did anything rude. My sister doesn't love me anymore. Brother did rough things. "My father was holding my injured knee
"I'm sorry, brother, unintentionally" said brother Fatih wanted to reach me, but I shook his hand
"Second you're hurt, let sis help ya! " he said worried
"No need, zizah can be alone. " said I tried to stand up, but the more I tried the pain in the area of my knees and waist more felt
"Can be said also what, wayward anyway." said brother Fatih carrying me towards his room. And sat me down on the couch that was in his room
"Wait here. Take the p3k box first" said Fatih
"Dahan yes, maybe it will be a little sore" he said Fatih gave medicine to my wounds
"I'm sorry, brother is rude, sister is just still disappointed just as adek because he said he did not like the pressure and rules made abi when this is for your good"." said Fatih looked at me
"Zizah knows brother, if I'm wrong. But zizah just takes time. Let the zizah do as the zizah wishes, as long as the zizah does not harm others. Zizah knew that sister was angry because zizah often did not polite to abi, and the zizah also skipped school. But the zizah just wants to calm the mind of the zizah so that the zizah does not go to school" I said