
When Aisyah was gone, Fatih asked me to speak
"Dad! " call Brother Fatih who is sitting on the bed facing towards me
"Dad brother" I said looking
"Are you angry with Abi? " ask Fatih
"Not really. "I said I lied
"Guard is no longer a lie, right? " ask Fatih
"Why do you ask like that? " instead of answering, I asked back
"Tell me sam sak. "
"No, but Abi seems sad. If not a problem with ade what? The cottage is also no problem" said Fatih
"Yes where Zizah knows. " said I
"So afternoon also abi nagis in the living room with umi." said Fatih
"Crying why? " manyaku pretended not to know, must be sad abi because I did it this afternoon in front of the guests abi
"Abi doesn't know either. *Sister Fatih said
"Zizah doesn't know that either" I said
"Adek doesn't pity abi? " ask Fatih
"I mean brother? " tanyanya
"During this abi very affectionate same ade, what adek ask for sure abi follow. The love of abi to ade is greater than to brother and sister Anisah, can not be adept to obey the words abi," said Fatih
"Why the life of zizah must be arranged brother, does not everyone have a right to his own life" I said
"Why abi governs our lives, because abi loves us, abi does not want us to fall into error, because it governs us, restricts our movements" said Fatih
"But zizah doesn't like it that way brother" I said
"It's not like that either, sister. " said I
"Then? " ask Fatih
"Zizah doesn't like to be pressured, brother, " said I
"Not knowing what happened this afternoon, my brother has seen it on CCTV" said Fatih
"If you know why I ask? " many
"Not only want to hear from ade" said Fatih
"Zizah is happy with zizah life now, why zizah is always hunted to follow your lifestyle in this house, zizah does not like." I said
"Didn't like us? We are ade family, we love adek especially abi, but adek said not like us. ", said Fatih
"So disappointed as well" said brother Fatih to get out of my room
"It's not so brother. "my words held Fatih's arm but Fatih's brother even brushed it off
"Sister seemed very disappointed" I said shutting the door
While in the room I looked at the family photo on the nightstand beside my bed. I see the happy smile of the family in the picture. My gaze focused on the image of abi in the photo, the shadow of abi's sadness crossed my mind
"Force zizah bi, zizah can not be a child of pride abi, now zizah still want to be like this, but zizah promise someday zizah will change for the sake of abi, umi and others. But give zizah time "say me with tears.
I had been crying for a long time and stopped my crying because I realized that I was
doing vidio cool with brother Nando. I quickly grabbed my HP lying on the study table. His call was interrupted, but the message notification from him was very much.
📱"Sorry, brother matiin his phone connection, because you heard there is your brother."send me a message from Nando
📱"If you're done chatting reply sister message yes! "Write it again
📱"old me anyway? " he asked in a message
And many more, but I did not reply.