Deserve Me For You

Must What?

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Afternoon..

Andre's friend walks into Andre's room again and Andre borrows his HP. Just now he was about to enter Yuli's contact, but suddenly Andre's HP shook. He took his HP that was on the table.

His heart was racing when he saw the name on his screen.

"Why?" asked his confused friend to see Andre's reaction

Andre did not answer, he immediately picked up the phone

"July! Where are you!"

"...." there is no word of mouth

"July?! Answer me, tell me where are you now?"

"Well? Yulie?" curious friend

Andre kept asking, but there was no answer from across there

"July? Answer me, Yuli. Please!"

"...."

"July, I'm worried about you! Answer me"

'Tut Tut Tut' his phone was cut off

Andre's breathing seemed restrained, he had difficulty speaking. He immediately called back Yuli's number

"The number you're going to...."

"Aaaarrghhhhh!" Andre seemed to want to slam his HP

"Hows it? Is the number active?"

"It's not active anymore" replied Andre who began to despair

On the other side Yuli sat on the floor, holding back her tears. He was happy when Andre said he was worried about him.

Yuli turned off her phone and put it in the closet. He immediately took his other HP to divert his feelings that were not careless.

After breakfast, Yuli continued to be agitated until she decided to reactivate her old phone and ventured to call Andre.

He was speechless as Andre picked up his phone, he heard a panicked voice from Andre. When Andre said he was worried about her, Yuli grew increasingly speechless.

The voice he longed for, he finally heard it again. Yuli's defensive foundation began to falter.

"Andre.." he said

"What am I supposed to do? Is he starting to open his heart to me?"

"No no, she must be worried about me as her best friend"

"No noooo. I don't deserve to be with him. Awake Yuli!"

Yuli buried her face in the pillow

"I who no longer have any anxiety is worthy of being with a Doctor like him. I'm no longer holy." Yuli's eyes are getting hot.

"I don't deserve him... Unbecoming. If time could be replayed, I wouldn't go there and I'd still be a*man"

"I don't deserve it, I'd better not come back" in a limp voice Yuli tried to laugh, laughing at her own stupidity

"Get it out of my heart, Andre! Get there! You're torturing me, hiksss"

"Goiiiiii!"

Yuli beats up her mattress and occasionally squeezes her pillow

"Why can't I throw it away?! Whyaaaaa?!"

"Aaaaaaaaaarghhhh! I hate myself!"

***

"Andre"

"Maybe it's just my hallucination" he said slowly

"Eeee just use my HP"

"Did she hate me so much? What's wrong?"

"Andree"

"I told you, leave me alone"

"But-"

"I need some alone time"

"Hmmm okay, if there's anything tell me"

Andre just nodded. His friend went straight out of Andre's room, he was concerned for Andre

Meanwhile Andre starts to get discouraged to contact Yuli

"Did he avoid me on purpose?"

"But I don't know where my fault lies. If he doesn't hate me, then why did he disappear from my life all of a sudden"

***

"Andre! I missed you, hiksss. I miss you, I can't lie anymore!" Yuli wiped her tears

"Why haven't you ever been so sensitive? Now how should I? Close to you I feel pain, but far away it makes me restless and unable to calm down. I should how?"

"I have to how?"

***

"Without realizing I was almost crazy because of your passing like this. Don't you think of me as an important person in your life to the point that you're doing something like this?"

"What am I supposed to do now? I don't understand why my heart keeps getting restless" Andre massaged his temple

"Hmmm, right. Since Yuli's departure, I kept thinking about her until I didn't realize that I wasn't thinking about Puspa anymore. Is she okay now?"

"July, do you really want to get away from me? If it is true, then with a heavy heart I will grant"

***

Yuli takes back her old HP and activates it, with trembling hands and a pounding heart she seeks Andre's contact

***

Hp Andre suddenly died. Andre rubbed his lethargic face, he forgot not to charge it and now his HP was dead out of battery

Andre did not care about that, currently feeling sad, disappointed and his feelings were like in a stir. He also ignored his HP

***

Yuli took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Slowly he pressed the button to call Andre's number. Yuli closed her eyes as her finger succeeded.

"The number you are going to cannot be contacted"

Yuli was disappointed when Andre's number could not be reached. He tried again and the result was the same

"Hmmm..." Yuli is sad again

***

"Why are you avoiding me." murmured Andre, he put his face on the table and used his hand as his pillow.

Slowly his eyes closed and Andre began to fall asleep.

"July.." in his sleep he delirious.

"Yul... Back back.."

***

"What am I supposed to do now? What should I do" with a vibrating voice

"I don't know.. What should I do..."