Deserve Me For You

Suicide

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Puspa put the eggs in the pan and sow them with salt alone.

"Leave it" with the voice of Arga who was suddenly behind Puspa

"Sir, what are you doing here. Don't mess up" Puspa prepared the dishes for the eggs

Arga ignored him and kept watching Puspa.

"Haduhhh why be groggy anyway" muttered Puspa. Her egg accidentally escaped from her plate and fell to the floor

Arga just shook his head looking at the trembling Puspa holding the plate.

"Hiiissssssshhh get out of the kitchen, sir" Puspa exasperated himself. Because the egg groggy fell and made Puspa embarrassed.

Puspa pushed Arga from his arm, but unfortunately his power was much different from Arga's. Puspa squinted his eyes while Arga was just silent not flinching.

Suddenly Hp Arga rang, Mama called

"Yes, Ma. What's up"

"Darling, come quickly. The xx Hospital"

"Hm? The infirmary?"

"Yes, he needs you"

"When?"

"Now too"

"Oh. Okay"

Arga immediately ended his phone

"I have to go"

"Mrs sick?" Puspa scrunched his forehead

"Either" Arga immediately turned her body around

"This isn't the food?" Puspa followed Arga in small steps.

"No" Arga went straight out of Puspa's house and got into the car

"Ohh well. Careful, yes" Puspa stood in front of the door until Arga got into the car

"Huh? careful?" Puspa could not believe he could say such a ridiculous thing.

Arga just nods and drives away his car, without Puspa knowing Arga is smiling

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After Arga's car was no longer visible, Puspa rushed in and called Ilham to explain everything. He does not want until Inspiration thinks Puspa is doing negative things.

Ringing, but not lifting. Puspa also sent a chat via WhatsApp, tick 2 but only in read.

"Why him? is it busy"

'Ting'

Chat from Ilham, Puspa immediately opened it. He's surprised.

"No need to try to explain, just stay away from me"

Puspa scrunched his forehead,

'Ting'

"I thought you loved me, I worked day and night to prepare this. But you're having sex with that fucking guy"

Puspa gawked, what did Ilham say?

'Ting'

"That day I wanted to see you and I stopped at the park, but I saw you were with him, so I paused everything. But you did that last night, didn't you? Fucking matre!. Don't you look for me again, Puspa. Forget we were together. Forgetit. Bye, don't come back in my life, you're making me sick and hard to live, you're just scraping a wound"

The profile picture of Ilham does not exist, either,

Puspa was astonished by all the words of Inspiration

"The theater? I didn't even ask him for a dime" Puspa held tightness in his chest, he felt humiliated when he hadn't explained the truth

"How dare it only through writing, sissy" Puspa adjusted his breathing and wiped his tears.

"The only father who has lived me for so many years has never said I'm matre" Puspa wiped his tears away again.

As soon as he remembered his Father, he had not seen his Father for a long time.

Puspa stood in front of the mirror, remembering the moments before he knew his father had cheated on him.

Puspa smiled bitterly remembering everything, he touched the mirror and his finger pointed at him, Puspa looked at his finger in the reflection of the mirror as if pointing at him.

"You are pathetic" said Puspa softly. Puspa hit that mirror. He dropped himself on the floor,

"I should go with Mom. The game in the world is too heavy for me to walk alone. There's been a lot of theatrics all this time and I can't control everything, Hiks"

"Why did I become such a pathetic girl!!!!" Puspa took the perfume and threw it against the wall until the bottle broke.

Puspa did not expect to get a humiliation like this. Ilham, his friend since childhood, can he say all that.

The glass fragments from the bottle were scattered on the floor, Puspa took one piece of glass and placed it on his wrist.

"I'm sorry, Puspa.... Puspa will catch up with Mom and Joni, kok" Puspa smiled, he closed his eyes and swiped with the pressure of the broken glass.

"Aaaarrghhhh"

Puspa screamed, feeling a tremendous pain from his wrist, he opened his eyes slowly and found his already gaping wrist and spit out blood.

Puspa felt an increasingly intense pain, he threw himself on the floor

"Sick, Mom" Puspa closed his eyes, trying to ignore the pain. His blood flowed soaked a little part of his skirt