Dear, My Baby [Congratulations]

54| Rethinking

“Raka.” Theresia smiled widely, staring twinkle-filledly at Raka who was standing in the doorway. Chests rumbling. He was happy to be reunited with the figure he had missed - almost four days unaccounted for - if the man had just kept quiet with his sharpened gaze. His expression clearly looked so cold.

Theresia gulped. Seemed hesitant to step closer to Raka-though her legs wanted to run fast, leaping to embrace her athletic body. He glimpsed at the young lady beside him. Naura was silent, like a body without life. I don't know what he's thinking.

Is it possible to think about his words just now? Samar he smiled with satisfaction. And that's what he wanted.

“Rak--yeah, Lord.” Theresia. His heart nearly dislodged when Raka-intentionally-did her sandals and plunged them into a stainless garbage can beside him. The sound of a loud voice was heard loudly in this maternity hospital room.

“Jeez, what's it-nake, Raka?”

Mr. Brown immediately got up from the sofa when he heard a voice that deafened his ears. Theresia and Naura alternate. I don't know what these two brothers are talking about. He didn't hear it because he was asleep. It had been a few days that he had been busy taking care of the rampaging Theresia, causing her to lack rest. Until when sitting on the soft sofa was unconsciously his eyes had closed.

Initiating, Mr. Brown also approached Raka first-stay standing in front of the door while side-by-side. Because of his actions earlier, at first glance the nurses scattered out to check what had happened just now. But immediately turned back after seeing that everything was fine.

One of the guard sisters had reminded Raka not to make a fuss, especially there was a baby in the incubator. For a moment Raka regretted making the baby so uncomfortable in there. And blame Mr. Brown and Theresa, because they are the source of his emotions tonight.

Goddamnit! Why did this old man bring this crazy girl here, Raka glared sharply at Theresia to make the girl feel like she was standing on embers of fire.

“What do you bring, Raka?” ask Mr. Brown with a voice so stiff. Trying to find a conversation when the young man just silently did not respond to his words.

Samar Denny. Uncomfortable with Raka's silence. “Raka, Om min--”

“Papa, looks like Naura needs a break. We're home, yuk.”

Theresia has been writhing spoiled in Mr.'s arms. Brownian. Keep maintaining a cheerful smile on the side of her cherry lips on Raka. Even though the young man did not respond to it at all.

“Sorry, Raka. Om can't linger here.” Mr. Brown patted Raka's shoulder.

“Yuk, Raka. Until later,” timpal Theresia while holding her breath when passing Raka. Her romantics fur stood up as it felt a dark aura around Raka.

Raka exhaled after her ears caught the sound of the door closing behind her. He was silent because he was trying to hold back his anger. Trying to control his hand so as not to float into Mr.'s body. Brown and Theresia. Yep. As much as possible try to hold back the anger for the sake of the lover and the baby in this room. Don't want to go back and panic.

Putting a plastic bag filled with kimchi and tangsuyuk-remembering Naura just yesterday's cesarean section then buy food that is safe for consumption-lantas twisting his body. Exhaling, staring sternly at that quivering slender back. He guessed, surely Theresa said hurtful things again to her lover.

“What do you think, um?” whisik Raka's. Cuddling the skinny body of his lover. Wrapped his hands together on his flat stomach. This young man frowned. Feeling something strange when feeling Naura's flat stomach - for several months - she was familiar with her distended stomach.

“It looks like Baby Yukhei likes to sleep.” Raka chuckled, trying to comfort her lover.

He saw the two-day-old red baby while putting his chin over Naura's narrow shoulders. Then it glanced at her sweet figure face from the side. There's no expression there. Her gaze was so blank, even though her iris was watching their baby.

Exhales. Raka twisted Naura's body, until they faced each other, then cupped Naura's face. He rubbed the pale cheeks with his fingers - erasing the traces of tears there. Then instill a kiss on the forehead of his sweet figure with a long enough duration.

“You must be tired. Let's rest. Let Baby Yukhei sleep quietly.”

Raka led Naura back to the bed. He pulled out the chair beside him after his sweet figure sat on the side of the bed. Facing each other and putting both hands on the left and right sides of Naura's body, while looking at her pale face.

“Because just yesterday you finished surgery. I decided not to buy the jajangmyeon. Instead I bought kimhci and tangsuyuk.” Raka glanced at the plastic bag above the nightstand. Then turn to look at his lover's face and insert the dangling bangs to the side of his ears.

“You're eating kimchi and his tangsuyuk now, Baby?”

Naura just shook her head weakly.

“Kurasa, it will be better to eat while hot,” persuaded Raka with a voice so soft to hear. “You're Iapin?” continued.

“No, later,” reply Naura not excited.

“Oke.” Raka surrender. Not wanting to force her lover. “What was Theresia talking about? Provoke you again?” continued.

Naura sighs. Biting his lips at a glance. He looked so attached to those gray eyeballs. “Neg. Brother says the truth.”

Raka almost gritted in disbelief. “The most that the girl said just insinuated you.”

“It's true Brother Tere quipped me. But what Brother Tere said is true.”

“Kuras---”

“Maybe it's a punishment for me.”

“Punishment?” Raka raised one of her eyebrows.

“Yes. Because I have taken you from Brother Tere.”

“No. You never snatched anything from Theresia.”

“But it's a reality. Hence, my baby was affected by my actions, huks.” Naura started sobbing.

Raka stood up, away from her lover's body. Rubbed his face. They start to feel frustrated and nervous. Holy hooch! What his girlfriend is thinking right now. Why is it so easy to be influenced by the speech of Theresia.

Thresia assholes. She must have deliberately insinuated Naura by using her unstable condition. Exacerbates. Holy hooch! Raka rubbed her face again. His heart was really upset.

“Raka, I guess .. we need to rethink our marriage, huks.”

Raka froze in place. Suddenly twisted his body and looked at his lover who looked down.

“It's too late. In four days we will be married. Bury all your doubtful feelings, Na,” she quivered.

Naura shook her head weakly. “Can't, it's wrong.”

“Yes, God, Na. What you said. Listen, Naura! Our marriage is four days away. There's no way we're canceling it.” Raka held both of Naura's shoulders. Looking into my eyes her sweet figure.

“You shouldn't have met Theresia yesterday afternoon.” Raka moved her hand away from Naura's shoulder. Take a few steps back. Ruffling her hair to a mess.

“Why are you so stupid, Na. You could've met him. And listen to what he says. Swallowing raw his satire.” Raka said fiercely, without realizing it had raised the volume of his voice.

“Yes, I'm a fool. Huks ... should have, from the beginning did not decide to marry you. From the beginning, I didn't need to know who my baby's father was. We shouldn't have met again. I should have raised my baby by myself like my original goal. But you ruined everything, come to me. You should be with Brother Tere. I'm with my baby. And my baby doesn't have to be his victim. Hu hu hu ..”

Raka. His chest throbbed, as if there were thousands of needles piercing his chest.

“After everything that happened .. I'm not ready. I'm sorry, huks ..” said Naura honestly while wiping her tears.

Raka bowed limp. His feet are numb. It is like a strong wood on the ground. His heart was so sick to hear Naura's words. Sighs. With gontai steps approaching Naura.

“I guess .. You talked too much today, Baby. We'll talk again tomorrow morning, okay,” he said raucously as he let out a kiss on Naura's forehead. Turned. With mixed feelings, leaving her sweet figure alone in the room. They both need to cool their heads.

Naura put her body on the bed. Buried his face in the pillow. He's fucked. Crying his regret about his decision all along.

Yep. He should not be with Raka. Wasn't her goal from the beginning because she wanted to have a baby without getting married?

But ... Why did the plan change?

Rubbing her tears. With a limp step, Naura returned to the incubator. Look at the baby.

“Not so Baby Yukhei. We should be alone,” whispered. Turn out the window. Staring blankly at the expanse of stars in the vast sky, in that night full of light, as if he saw the face of Raka who smiled sadly at him.

“Huks ... what should I do to you Raka.”

　

　

　

　

🍃Dear, My Baby🍃

　

　

　

　

“Why here, Bro?” This round-eyed man patted Raka on the shoulder, as this jet-black-haired youth sat pensively in the hospital garden. His head looked up, watching the vast sky that was devoid of glaring light from the stars he was waiting for.

Raka looked to the side. Neil smiled at her. This young doctor sat his ass beside him.

“Again looking for fresh breeze,” replied Raka hoarse.

“No accompanying Naura?” Neil looked straight ahead.

Raka sighs. Naura's sad face flashed in front of her. “I think he needs to be alone.”

“Need alone?” Neil frowned. Take a quick look at Raka. Judging from the appearance of his best friend's tangled face, he knew the answer.

“You fought?”

“Not only--” Raka exhales. Squeezing the coat over his athletic body as the cold creeps into his skin. Trying to tease her. “--mood Naura is not good.”

“Oh.” Neil nodded in understanding.

He had already told Raka. It is possible that after giving birth Naura will experience mild depression, considering the problems that come crashing up to her. She gave birth in an unwanted condition.

“Lots of patience, Bro. All you do is strengthen her heart and try to understand her feelings.” Neil squeezed Raka's shoulders. Trying to give strength.

Raka nodded weakly. “Yes, I get it.”

“You got coffee?” bargain Neil as he gazes at the Vending Machine; standing rigidly under an electric pole at the end of the park.

“Bby.”

“Please wait a minute. What do you want to taste?” The young doctor turned back.

“Original only.”

“OK, original.” Neil stepped up, rushing closer to the automatic drink machine. Shortly returned with two plastic cups of hot coffee in his hand.

“You, Bro.” Neil thrust one drink in his hand at Raka.

“Thank you.” Raka immediately sipped it. A sense of heat radiated down his throat and filled his entire body. A little calms him down.

The sound of the smartphone ringing inside Raka's pocket broke the silence between these two men. Put a drink next to him. Smiling at the name on the screen. Set his voice so it doesn't sound too raucous.

“Na--”

“Huks ... Raka, Baby Yukhei ..”

Instantly Raka's body stiffened. Rebellious stood up, making Neil beside him frown looking at him looking panicked.

“Huks ... I'm sorry Raka, Baby Yukhei ..”

“Switch, Baby. I'll be there.” Ignoring the noise across the phone, Raka disconnects her phone. Hurrying to run towards Naura's room. Neil followed her from behind without asking any questions. Just following Raka's steps; like a possessed person running with all his might.

When he reached the end of the hallway, Naura's room looked wide open. Ignoring the incongruity, Raka kept running towards the door - the feeling - to reach the white door leaf took a year, amidst the feeling of dread. In addition, there are obstacles to reach Naura's room. Several times he clashed with unknown people.

“Baby ..” Raka lunged at the wide-open door. Breathing violently. Filling up the oxygen for his lungs for a moment. His eyes swept across the room. Silent silence. It was as if this room had never been inhabited before.

“Naura?” Raka stepped. Holding his breath as he hurriedly looked into the incubator. Instantly his whole body was squeezed. Slumped to the floor with a gloomy look.

“Yes, Lord!” Neil shut his mouth. Seeing no more tiny babies in the incubator, so did Naura. Hurry up and push the emergency bell over the bed. In an instant all the guard sisters scattering into the room.

“Doctor Neil, what's up?” ask one of the guard sisters.

“Where is the baby in here? Where's his mom?”

“Eh?” The sisters saw the incubator. “Gosh!”

“Where are they?” Neil asked back. What this guard did until they lost the patient.

“Ka-we don't know, Doc.”

“Quick search them!”

　

Don't forget guys, beautiful & handsome brothers, sisters who emes 😍, love first let the spirit write the story 🤗😉, okay 👍.

See you in the next chapter of 🤗💜.