Dear, My Baby [Congratulations]

02| Painful Past

"I'm sorry Naura. I can't continue our relationship any further."

"W-what did you say? I don't really hear it."

The man took a long breath.

"We broke up!"

"Why?"

Naura did not expect to hear the most painful sentence in her ear, after having a beautiful date with her lover a few minutes ago.

Though the man he loved this one an hour ago designed their beautiful dating event. By bothering to throw his energy into nothing, the edges actually give an inner wound to him. Who is either able or not after this he lives his days back.

If in the end it will be like this, of course he refused this beautiful but painful date invitation.

Hixes. Slowly clear circles flowed in the corner of the beautiful eyes of this sweet girl.

"Why so fast?" asked Naura with trembling lips.

The thing he feared the most as long as he breathed was the breaking word of this figure he loved the most. To him, this figure was half his breath. If he leaves, half his soul will leave his body.

"Why would you want to break up with me?"

"I think you already know the answer to that, Naura."

Degh's!

Naura's heart seemed to stop beating at that very instant. Her tears have run down the river. He knows the answer for sure.

"W-what because I-I can't give you a child?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Brutal and cold. The answer he heard from this part of the lips of the man in front of him.

"Then before going any further into marriage, I'd better end our relationship."

Hixes. Naura was sitting limp on the asphalt of the road. He cried roaring. It doesn't matter if it's seen by other pedestrians. There's no hope anymore. The man she suspects will understand her situation completely, nor will he understand her.

"Once again forgive me, Naura."

"Hiks .. You're with me."

"Understand Naura. I also need a child to carry on my offspring."

"No. I don't want to understand. Back me. Please. Arrgh!"

Naura squeals. Staring at the cold back of the man without running to chase after him. He can't afford. The last sentence of the man was able to make his legs become heavy like steel iron that was firmly embedded in the asphalt of the road.

Understand Naura. I need a child to carry on my descendants ....

🍃Dear, My Baby🍃

I need a child to carry on my descendants ....

Naura opened her eyes. His eyes were blankly staring at the ceiling of the room. Groped her cheek. Without realizing it, a clear circle had fallen in the corner of his eyes when he recalled his dream earlier.

A nightmare that has haunted her for the past two years.

The bitter memories that he tried to forget became his worst nightmare.

This sweet figure sighed. Flipped body. Trying to close his eyes again. But failed completely. The memory of his nightmare was increasingly firmly stuck in his mind, ordering his brain to continue working, not willing to compromise with his body that felt tired.

Naura exhaled a short breath. With laziness this sweet figure woke up from his bed. Then sit on the side of the bed. His eyes looked blankly at the wall of the room whose paint was beginning to fade.

So now what will he do?

He glimpsed the clock working on the nightstand beside him. 00.30 AM. It's still very night. He should take ablution water and tahajud prayer. Maybe after the prayer, his heart can become calm and can sleep again.

🍃Dear, My Baby🍃

After the Final Tahiyatul, Naura made greetings by looking to the right and to the left alternately while reading:

"Assalaamu'alaikum warahmatullaahi wabarakatuh."

Then Naura put both hands up. With all humility, he asks the Creator for forgiveness for his sins and all his deeds. As well as asking to be facilitated his provision, close his soul mate and begin whatever path he does.

Naura smiled and heaved a sigh of relief after performing her prayers. His heart calmed down. And it looks like he can go back to sleep.

An hour later ...

This sweet figure reopened his eyes. He was asleep, but it was only for a moment. He's back awake. I don't know. Looks like tonight his brain won't sync with his body.

Naura groaned in annoyance. With a heavy heart he woke up from his bed. He took his laptop on the nightstand. Then he fell face down with a blanket covering his entire body. Only his head popped out.

As always. When insomnia recur. He will watch the rest of the Korean drama collection that he has not had time to watch until it runs out, and has also been downloaded via wifi in his office. Not bad, no need to drain the internet kouta, which sometimes has not been up to a month, the internet ration is up first.

It's not that he's stingy to spend money on internet kouta. Better to do it, it's much more useful. And if at any time there is an urgent need. Just take it, without needing to owe here and there.

By living alone, orphaned, without relatives and without abundant property makes him have to rack his brain to anticipate the cost of his life from month to month.

Yes, that is the short story of the life of Naura Almira Atmajaya. When it is revealed it will take all night to describe it.

Back to Naura at this time. What's he doing now?

This sweet figure opened up her video file, where the episode was the last time she watched.

One episode ... two episodes .. three episodes ...

It didn't feel like Naura was passing through. A clockwork tick accompanied him at night with the handset stuck to his ear. Unconsciously her tears spilled. He was so absorbed in the scene after scene in the drama. Even when the main cast cried bitterly for losing the baby. Naura cried bitterly.

"Hiks."

Naura wiped away her tears. Then shut down the laptop. Slowly he closed his eyes. His heart is still throbbing pain. He could feel how much love a mother had for her baby.

Uh. See that moving scene. Naura wants to have a baby too. I want to feel what it feels like to be a mother.

When he checked himself into the Doctor because until the age of seventeen he had not had a menstrual period. Like any other woman.

This syndrome occurs in the reproductive system of a woman. This condition causes **, the cervix (cervix), and the uterus does not develop as it should in a woman, or even there is nothing at all even though the condition of the genitals from the outside looks normal. Therefore, women who experience MRKH syndrome usually do not menstruate because they do not have a uterus.

But he need not be discouraged. According to the doctor, he could still have children. Because of the condition of the ovaries, the organ that produces eggs or ova in women who do not have a uterus is still functioning properly. She can still get pregnant through insemination.

Gotchas! That's what he needs right now. A very good solution to fulfill his wish.

Naura smiled widely. Inseminations. Why not think about it. You can get pregnant without marrying any man.

Naura cheered inwardly. This sweet figure fell back into a deep sleep with the intent that had been firmly planted in his heart.

Tomorrow. After work, he'll see Dr. Neil. His companions. Help her get Baby.

🍃Dear, My Baby🍃

And here comes Naura now. As intended last night. He had expressed his intentions an hour ago to his friend and neighbor, Neil Sutanegara.

This sweet figure stared fixedly at the acrylic signboard written in conjoined letters, bearing the name; dr. Neil Sutanegara, Sp.P.D.

Neil is an internal medicine specialist.

"Where, brother?" ask Naura to make sure. His irises turned to look at Neil, with their jaws hardened as Naura remained determined to have Baby.

Neil exhaled.

"Naura, I think you need to rethink that."

"Necessary. I've thought about it carefully."

"Related?"

"A thousand percent, sure."

For the second time Neil exhaled, but this time was accompanied by massaging his heavy nape, like the thorny problem he was currently dealing with.

"Where, brother?" naura asked, repeating the same question earlier.

"Nothing is going to happen, Naura. Don't you stick around even if I reject it."

Naura smiled broadly at Neil's reply. That is, the man with narrow eyes, when smiling his narrow eyes drowned this invisible, granting his request.

"Oh, Brother. Who else would I ask for help other than Brother? In this hospital I don't know anyone but Brother."

"Yes, I understand."

"After all, Brother. Didn't Brother also ever follow the program, right."

"Yes, you're right, Naura."

Neil nodded in confirming. Two years ago, he joined an insemination program with his wife. And now they enjoy the results. I have a tiny ten month old baby girl.

"okay, Naura. I think I got here for your consultation. There are still many patients in line."

Naura thunts. Though there is still much to be discussed about the program that will be undertaken.

"I know that, Naura. Don't frown so," Neil explained, trying to read what's in the sweet figure's mind right now.

"How come?"

"Because your problem is no ordinary matter. Then we need a lot of special time to discuss it."

Naura smiled again when she heard it.

"After all, the doctor who will handle you will not be Big Brother."

"Oh."

"Okay, for now that's how it was. I have a lot of other work to do."

"Ih, Brother. Don't get kicked out either. I'm going home, too, heh."

"That's not what I mean. Yeah, you know yourself, Naura." Neil shrugged both shoulders. "There are still many other patients behind you."

"Yes, yeah. Doctor Neil, I get it." Naura. Stand up from his seat while tidying up his slightly tangled clothes.

"Oh, almost forgot."

Naura turned her body back when she had reached the door.

"What?" ask Neil.

"The matter of donating his sperm later."

"Yes?"

"I don't want to know who it is."

"Can't do that, Naura."

"It must be!"

"Norra."

"Sister, understand."

Neil exhaled a heavy breath.

"Okay, we'll discuss it again at the next meeting."

"One more, Brother."

"What else?"

Neil almost threw a pile of books on his desk to the sweet figure, if only this sweet figure was a statue.

"Find me a strong and tough sperm. If it can be from superior seeds. He he - he."