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De Stroom's
PROLOGUES



I stared at the brownish bead that was growing more and more looking at me deeply. It seemed, a clear liquid would soon come out of my eye pelukur if only I did not try to hold it desperately. The man standing before me finally lowered his head, unable to say anything more until an arm touched my soft shoulder. The man looked up again and tried to smile looking at me.


"We'll just end it." His words made me so shocked.


Be ill. I knew the guy would say something like that and stupidly I still wanted to see him after the guy called me yesterday. He disappeared after going to America to continue his medical studies. Leaving me alone in my homeland with a feeling that was still passionate.


The reason we parted, was because Jaehyun did not want me to continue to be hurt by this long distance relationship. But what is wrong with long distance relationships? Has the man found another heart patch? Or is there anything less than me and he can't accept it?


"What is this for you that is easy? I mean, after this bond has been in place for four years and you're saying that this has to end?" I no longer know how to respond to the request of the man who was looking at me with the bead of his eyes that I so missed.


We've been in this relationship for four years. From the beginning Jaehyun chose to continue his study of medicine abroad until finally now he really became a doctor. And as soon as Jaehyun managed to achieve his dream, he left me. He had to work in a hospital abroad. And he can't have this long distance relationship. Again.


Jaehyun's hand rubbed my cheek gently and it managed to make the clear liquid from my eye fertilizer just slip away. I was bowed down, unable to endure the pain that Jaehyun had inflicted today. Or maybe the pain we've done to each other.


"I don't want this to happen, but we have to."


The man's words pricked my chest every time he blurted out word for word. There are hundreds of millions of couples who are successful with their long distance relationship. But why, Jaehyun prefers to leave with his career rather than me who always waits for him until he returns. And when he came back, he was no longer with me. More precisely, he decided not to be with me. Again.


"I'm sorry." Said the man before he finally left from before me. Even to say goodbye he was not able to. How could he possibly maintain this relationship.


We haven't communicated for four years. Jaehyun lost contact, and as soon as he returned. He said about farewell.


What is less than me?


What's wrong with me?


What's wrong with 'us'?


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To Be Continue


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