Dating After Marriage (HALAL)

Can I make peace with the past?

The little boy named Jeremiah approached Jel, but did not dare to touch the older brother, his stepmother always spoke that her son had a beautiful and kind brother, that's why the little boy is always sticky when he meets Jel.

"Beautiful sister .." called the little boy, he was afraid to look at Jel's expressionless eyes.

"Sister, Jere has a beautiful sister like a sister," continued the little boy.

Not answering, even the expression shown was still the same, Alex nudged Jel's arm slowly, making himself turn towards Alex.

"Yet your brother spoke, but you did not respond, ask him to speak so that Jere would not be afraid of you" Alex whispered.

Jel shook his head, he could not do Alex's request.

"Crawler, your sister is so beautiful" Alex answered Jere's question.

"really? Brother, my sister is pretty?" ask Jere to Jel. He does not know and also understand, that Jel is a different sister mother.

Not getting any answers, making Jere lower his head. "Say Mama Jere, good sister, but not,"

"Jere ..." call her Mama from the gurney. "Come, honey,"

Jere approached his mother, sitting on a chair. Stepmom Jel's hand gently caressed her son's head.

"Mama's lying, Jel's sister's not good" he said shaking.

"Sister Jel is good, dear, Brother, has a toothache so he cannot speak" he said giving understanding to his son despite lying.

Jere just kept quiet.

"You can hate me but not my son, what's wrong you answer the question," said Papa Jel, who could not stand Jel's attitude, he was getting sicker seeing his son treated like that.

"No answer, answer the question," cried Jel coldly, he looked at his Papa's eyes in disappointment.

"Enough Papa you hurt, don't bring my son into our troubles" said Papa Jel.

Test ...

His tears flowed uninvited, he was sick to hear his father's words. Jel smiled bitterly. "Yes, you're the one who's hurt here, not with me living a dozen years without a father,"

"It was you alone who made everything go awry, if you had forgiven Papa in the past, today would never have happened,"

"Don't call yourself a Papa who has never played a role in my life in years, my Papa is just a man who has always been there for his son and his family, every time he came home from work he did not forget to invite me to play and also hugged me while crying, As long as you know, my Papa always taught me to talk manners, to talk manners, but these few years I've forgotten my manners, because my Papa has suddenly disappeared."

His tight chest made Jel's tears flow even more.

Not wanting to scare Jere and misunderstand him, Alex steps out of the room with Jeremiah, not wanting to interfere with the family at odds.

"What's wrong Papa hurt you so much, son," said Papa Jel.

"No, you're not wrong, I'm wrong here, even I was just a mistake when I was born into this world" Jel held onto her extremely aching chest.

Both Mama got carried away, hearing Jel's heart-wrenching words made the two women come to shed tears.

"Jel, blessing and luck? If it is true, surely I do not have two Mama," exclaimed Jel, the clothes worn were very tangled because it was squeezed firmly on the chest.

Papa Jel put his little baby back next to his wife. He walked towards Jel, his father kneeling before the little princess who was often held as a child.

"Papa's sorry, please forgive Papa, son. Papa can explain everything" cried Papa Jel.

Jel got up from his seat, he walked towards the door, then he crouched down because he could not stand up. He could not see his great man kneeling before him.

"I don't want to listen to anything, everything is enough, even this pain I will remove so that there is no more pain in me,"

Papa jel who was still on his knees, looking at his son who was crying bitterly, Which father is not sick to see his daughter shed tears, let alone that the mistake was caused by herself.

Mama Jel approached her daughter. "Son, make peace with the past, forget all that has happened even though it is difficult, when your Papa failed you, the Father in heaven never laughed at you. Learn to forgive, Mama is sure you will be happy after being able to forgive and apologize to the person who hurt you" said Mama Jel.

"Hiks .. hiks ..." The sound of his crying was heard, he could not bear the pain felt in his heart, hugged tightly to the mother, his crying was all shed, all, he hopes that after this everything can be good.

All speechless no one let out a word, only a crying sound could be heard in the room, lucky that the little baby was fast asleep so that his sleep was not disturbed.

"Mama, just like you, son, can't forget what your Papa has done, but Mama has apologized and forgiven so you can forget all the mistakes that have happened," said Mama Jel softly.

Jel took a deep breath, wiped away the tears that were still flowing on the mama's shady face. "Jel will try to make peace, Ma. Jel also did not want to live in this situation,"

"Thank you, honey," said Mama Jel wiping Jel's tears.

Jel nodded his head. "Give Jel time, Ma, Pa. Jel will try to make peace, sorry if Jel is rude or disrespectful to Pa-Pa," exclaimed Jel without seeing his Papa's face.

"Jel forgive the aunt who has taken your Papa," said stepmother Jel, she has not dared to call herself 'Mama'.

Jel smiled wryly. "Aunty is not wrong, sorry if Jel hurt aunt's heart all this time,"

"Jel, auntie wants to hug you, can she?" pinta's stepmom.

"By aunty, but not now, Jel is not ready yet" Jel said.

"All right, it's okay. Thank you, son," said her stepmother softly.

"I'm sorry Papa, son, if you're ready for Papa to hug, tell Papa yes, dear, Papa misses Papa's little daughter," he continued.

Jel smiled as he nodded his head.

Alex and Jere who had been outside for a long time to re-enter, he touched with the face of everyone in the room, he was sure that everything was fine.

"Brother Jel and Mama why are you sitting there?" jere asked innocently, he also called Mama Jel with the name 'Mama' according to his mother's request.

"We are playing hide and seek with Papa, it turns out that it is still visible, too" replied Jel origin.

Everyone in the room laughed at Jel's answer, which was as innocent as that of Jere the handsome boy.