
After everything calmed down again, Karra invited Seiji inside with the nun she called her mother. They sat at the dining table inside, Karra told everything that had happened to the nun sitting next to her,
“Thank you for helping Karra, Solon-kun Reply to the nun while looking down.
“I just happen to be in the same place, don't thank me..” Reply Seiji.
“Hehe Solon-san yes like that..” Karra.
“Include me, my name is Altia, I am the caretaker of the monastery and orphanage in this city....Karra is one of my children, which is why I am so grateful that she can return safely, so please thank me, Solon-kun.” Said Altia once again.
“Sama same, Karra-san also helped me to show you the way out of the dungeon and brought me here.I also said thank you.” Reply Seiji lowered his head.
“Alright, Solon-kun. I beg you tonight stay here, we have dinner together.I hope you don't turn it down.” Altia.
Seiji turned his head to look at Karra's expectant face, he also saw young children and teenagers peering behind the door. Seiji sighed, though,
“Alright, I accept the offer...”.
Altia and Karra instantly became cheerful and held each other's hands, the peeping little boy and teenager also jumped up in excitement outside. Finally that night, Seiji was staying at the orphanage, after a lively and bustling night together, Seiji who was given the guest room went into the room to rest, and, he lay on the bed and looked at the sky that was very foreign to him,
“A long time ago also I did not feel lying down like this. Now I am in a completely foreign world and I do not know at all.” Thought it in the heart.
He thought since he died in his world while returning home from office, he had never felt life again, what he experienced was the moment before death 10 times and then the memory of the life in the world he died 10 times it flowed in his mind, Seiji's hands clenched, and then the memory of the life in the world he died 10 times it flowed in his mind,
“Why do I have to experience all this, what is my fault...no..I am not wrong, the goddess is wrong...I am right to make calculations with her.” Her thought.
When her bedroom door opened, Seiji sat down, and he saw Karra, who was wearing her nightgown, enter her room, and Karra sat next to her,
“Solon-san, about tomorrow...can I come with you ?” Tanya Karra seduces.
“Sorry, it's not that I don't want to invite you, but you better not get involved with me again, the place assigned by the guild master is very dangerous and you still have a family that loves you...I hope you understand..” Answer Seiji.
“I already know your answer would be like that...Solon-san..”.
Karra immediately pushed Seiji to the point of lying on the bed, then Karra sat down on Seiji.
“Sorry Solon-san, but allow me to serve you tonight. Let me thank you for helping me and replying to the actions of those who wanted to harm me Karra.
Seiji looked at Karra's face which looked very serious, but his whole body was trembling and Seiji knew that Karra was actually forcing herself despite her determination.
“You're shaking Karra-san.” Reply Seiji.
“I know...I know...this is first for me...but..but I...aku.” Karra was confused.
“Karra-san, the first one you have to give to the one you love, you don't give it to me who isn't who it is. I do not reject you, but I cannot be a hope for you, for I am on a journey that may make me not return to your side.I beg you to understand.” Seiji.
Karra cries and hugs Seiji tightly, Seiji returns his embrace, though it hurts Seiji to have to say so, for his ultimate goal is to take revenge on the goddess whose power cannot be measured by a sound mind and he is not sure she will survive if she fights him.
“Then, may not Solon-san tell me why the reason is to convince me..” Reply Karra.
“Alright, I tell you..”.
Seiji tells her the purpose of his journey and asks Karra to keep it a secret from anyone, but he also opens up who he is and why he can become what he is now to Karra. After hearing Seiji's story, Karra fell silent, she understood why Seiji was like a person who looked alive but like an undead, because indeed Seiji had no feelings and purpose other than revenge. Karra hugged Seiji and remained silent without saying anything, Seiji stroked Karra's head with an expressionless flat face,
“So Solon-san is actually named Seiji and not from this world..it is difficult to accept, but I believe..there is no element of lies in the story of Solon-san.” Karra.
“That's why I can't be with you.and I beg you to keep everything I tell you about from anyone.” Reply Seiji.
“I see, well, I will not hinder your goal and I will not wait for you, but if you want to return, my hands are wide open at any time.and of course, I will, your secret I will carry to death so don't worry.” Karra said as she stretched out her arms and smiled even though she shed tears.
“Alright, I will remember always.thank you Karra-san.” Reply Seiji with a flat face.
Then Karra kissed Seiji's cheek and came out of the room, Seiji lay back on his bed and held his cheek which Karra had kissed with an expressionless face.
*****
The next morning, Seiji was ready to leave, he turned his head, he saw Altia, Karra and the other orphanage children driving him. Altia even supplied him with a lot of food that he had stored in the item box. As Seiji turned and walked, Karra came after him and grabbed him from behind,
“Seiji-san...ini..”.
Karra gave a letter to Seiji, then she let go of Seiji who turned around and smiled, saying,
“The language will be yes if you are out of town.” Karra.
Then he ran to return to Altia and the child who was still waving his hand. Seiji waved his hand and continued on his way. At midday, when Seiji had already walked outside the city to head for Longberg city, he rested on a large tree and leaned onto its trunk, which he had taken, he picked up the provisions given by Altia and read the letter given by Karra, the contents, and the contents,
“Dear Seiji-san, about last night when I said I wouldn't wait for you, well.I lied, I will continue to wait for you and I will continue to take care of the orphanage for the children displaced by the war like me, so you don't have to worry about me waiting for you because it is my own will, I will definitely be fine, take care of yourself Seiji-san, you can come back to me at any time....I love you forever. Greetings Karra.”
Seiji read it with an expressionless face, but he folded back his letter and put it in the item box to store it, he looked up while leaning towards the large tree branch behind him, he looked up,
“Maybe someday..I will be back.” Seiji.
Then he stood up and resumed his journey towards the city of Longberg to investigate the dungeon there.