Dare to Be Yourself
Chapter 19
"Assalamualaik."
The sound of Rya's voice entering the class followed by Meysin behind him they both immediately approached Soraya and Nopri who were busy talking.
"Heyy, we need clarification!!! especially about you, Nop. "Mertak Meysin to Soraya and Nopri, "Clarify what the matter is?" Said Soraya who pretended not to understand.
"Want to hide?” sindir Rya glanced at Soraya and Nopri
"Okay, yeah like you guys saw I was dating Aska now, just yesterday the hell was dating her." Nopri's voice resignedly explained it to his best friend, "La, when do we have a doi?" Meysin asked softly, "Gausah di thoughtin let's save the bag first to hunt in the call ceremony, cepett." Rya answered pulling Meysin's hand to move to their table.
Monday's ceremony was held smoothly until further learning on the sidelines of learning while recording Meysin and Rya talking to each other while writing.
"Lula, have you ever felt the cape so you are now or there is no one who really wants you to change from yourself? Meysin asked as she wrote the ongoing subject matter.
"I think yes Mey, we live to fight and whose name is fighting must be tired said Vita grateful for what you got today, the only thing I want to change is probably one that's increasing my time and my mom's while she's alive." Rya's voice sounded.
"Sorry to be sad, focus on writing again Lula!" Meysi gave instructions.
After returning home from school, Meysin's face looks like he is thinking about many things, as usual he came home using public transportation, and he was still thinking about a lot of things, arriving at Meysin's house saw his neighbor who brought himself into the wrong work environment standing near the gate of Meysin's house.
"Fastly home, have been waiting from earlier also.” His words slightly raised his voice, “There is...what is sis?” Meysin's voice was soft, You are so arrogant now! Tell me to get into your house first cake." His voice grew even higher at a glance sounding like he was going to get angry.
"Sorry, brother, let's go in" Meysin said, opening the gate of his house they were sitting in the front seat of the door.
"Lo tuh kaya often play with your school friends, right? I told you if you were still deket same they lo it would just be afraid they know who you are at the moment, right? Eating it I want you to often join us, yesterday even absent come to the group, playfully lo same temen lo it here." His fervent incessantly commented on Meysin's late attitude.
"I'm sorry, my brother, I've rarely played with them since working there." Meysin replied innocently, "Always remember one thing people who are near you now it will stay away from you if they know who you really are so you are quite friends with our friends working only who certainly understand the work we do.
" His advice is to want Meysin to stay away from her best friend. After the words Meysin became unsettled as to whether his best friend would stay away from him, he became even more resentful of himself who did not know how to escape from the bad job.
"Aren't you sure this is wrong?" Asked Meysin who still wanted to persuade her to stop working,
"No important question lo, tonight you have to work I don't want to know, don't be a burden of my life dong lo work ya work aja really, really, usually just make people suspicious doang same behavior you lately." His ink gave instructions as he paced back and forth in front of Meysin.
"I'm gonna take a break tonight." Meysin replied rejecting the wishes of his neighbors, "Can't you have to work if you don't attend you want the people around you to know about the work you are doing right now? Want huh?" Her neighbor's bully scares Meysin.
"My purpose here just want to commemorate you not until tonight I do not see your face there. I'm home!" Pungkas his neighbor walked left meysin who was still stunned by his bluff earlier.
"Actually, there is a real fear of unwanted things happening if you continue to work like this." He murmured inwardly as he opened the door of his house. Meysin is very afraid that his mask will be exposed when forced to follow his desire to work again he is looking for clothes that are suitable for tonight, he said, after looking for clothes to prepare himself then he threw himself feeling unable to leave tonight. TRINGLE.(.Voice Incoming Message)
"If you want to tell me about your problem today, call me Mey." The incoming message from Rya since returning home as if Meysin felt unreasonable to see the message he immediately called Rya.
"Hallo, Rya isn't busy anymore?" heard Meysin ascertained Rya's condition first to tell her grievances today.
"I'm not busy just relaxing, what story does Mey want?" Rya said on the phone. "Rya I really want to have a life like Soray and Nopri, yes even though they both have problems at least they have a mother to talk to, you ever Meysin began to complain his mind, "Yes Mey, I'm a mother, I see you mean judging the lives of others who look beautiful from the outside is easy, but when you really find a way to be like them maybe the beauty will not be felt again, but when you really look for a way to be like them, why be like other people Mey, actually they're not necessarily happy." Clearly Rya was responding to Meysin's question, though,
“But I'm tired of living gini rich,!" Said Meysin felt frustrated tired with his mind as well as the circumstances that forced him to keep doing the wrong thing.
"I used to really want to have a father like other children who are always picked up by his father, this time after God gave a new father and took my mother, I feel like retracting my words when I want to have a father, because it is much happier when I have a mother without being affected by the happiness of others with her father, but it can not be repeated, again, I can only accept this as a journey of life, the point is not to want to be like others because when we are in their position we are not necessarily happy that's all." Rya said to Meysin.
"In addition to Mey, you actually still have intact parents only you have to lower your ego to be close to them again." Rya continued to remind Meysin who felt he had no one.
“Iya the hell you are right, thanks for sharing tonight, I want to rest now I close the phone, assalamualaikum Rya. reply Meysin “Iya waalaikumussalam." Rya answered, also hanging up the phone.
After she finished calling Rya, Meysin changed clothes to prepare to go to work even though she refused to do the job again.
