Dare to Be Yourself
Chapter 16
This weekend Meysin slightly changes his daily life, usually every weekend he gathers with a workmate with him to talk about gossip among their friends or clients they serve, he said, Meysi was reluctant to attend the gathering because he saw the call history on whatsaapnya it turns out that since last night his three friends called many times, so he was afraid that his three friends thought things about him.
He wants to be as good friends as he was when he entered school before he plunged into the night world. Meysin decided to send a message in the RSNM group.
"Guys sorry yesterday didn't answer his call, I fell asleep." Sent the message for the next two minutes Nopri replied "Yes, he is busy right now.
"Seeing the message Meysin was increasingly convinced they would be suspicious of the work she was doing.“ Yesterday sleeping where Mey?" continued Soraya "In my old house, a bit lazy anyway if you have to choose mother or father." Answer Meysin.
"If we're going to have mili in your house, how about it?" rya's advice to her three best friends. "Good idea anyway, it's been a long time also not playing with you Mey. "Well Nopri excited, “OK, I'm waiting for you guys." Meysin replied to the conversation in the group.
"Huftttt, hopefully after playing with the usual rich again they will not be suspicious about my side job all this time, actually why also rich work so it turns out that they have not been affected at all or maybe they never care what their son, Arrrghhhhhh all of this makes crazy." Meysin grumbled in front of the mirror of her room.
After missing the Meysin group event decided to go to the supermarket to buy some instant food that can be cooked when his three friends stay tonight using a motorcycle that he got from the results of his work for several months these.
~~ AFTER HOME FROM SUPERMARKET~
The gate of Meysin's house was open, but before leaving for the supermarket the gate of the house was closed, Meysin drove his motorbike quickly into the house.
"Mother? What's in here?" said Meysin was surprised also the arrival of his mother who had been a few days just reciprocating messages. “Where are you from? Whose motorcycle is it?" asked Meysin's mother as she stood up from her seat.
"From the supermarket because Mey wants to stay at home tonight." Obviously Meysin to his mother who was staring at him like she was about to pounce.
“ Which temen?” ask her mother this time. “Indeed, do you know which one of my friends? The point is they were my best friends who could always keep me from the beginning after mom and dad decided to get out of my life!!" Said Meysin ignited emotions, all familiarity with his mother used to be lost which left only a distrust of his mother who had the heart to him. Without listening to her mother's explanation again Meysin rushed off to her room locking the door of her room.
It was noon, Meysin still had not come out of his room, since ten o'clock this morning his mother tried to knock on the door of Meysin's room to persuade him to come out, but the result was nil, Meysin deliberately shut himself up because he did not want to be more insolent to his mother he could not help but act ordinary after the divorce of his parents. Having waited too long for Meysin to leave her room, Meysin's mother decided to go home before she wrote a letter that was kept under Meysin's door.
Meysin is busy playing the game on his phone does not care about the sound of knocking on his room door, tring. (notification sound incoming messages from the RSNM group).
"You see, the three of us will come together around four in the afternoon." Message from Rye.
"Yes, if you have a uno card, bring it !" reply Meysin in the group. Thirty minutes passed Meysin did not hear a knock or her mother's voice outside the room. Because the time showed at two o'clock the shopping had not been done so he decided to leave the room, when opening the door there was a paper under the door. Meysin opened the paper and read his mother's handwriting.
Now, I feel like my decision at the time was wrong. But why regret yesterday is only one of the thousands of life processes in the life of the mother, you agree, right Mey? I feel like the fog changed too because mom, I was here kangen wanted to hug you, but mom was wrong from the beginning when you came home mom asked too many questions and made you upset.
For you Mey, mom is never anywhere you can meet your new mom and dad mom's house is always open for you, mom is still your mom. Soon you'll be Mey's sister, you'll have a sister.
Sorry, there have been many mistakes that I made to you, I will always love you until anytime, take care of yourself
I love you, Meysin M mother's favorite daughter.
"It's past four o'clock, why hasn't it come yet." Meysin muttered while pacing back and forth near the door of her house.
"But Mey, wait for Rya to get really excited." Incoming messages from Nopri. Meysin also turned on the tv to wait for the arrival of his friend.
"Assalamualaikummmmmm, Meysin" Shouted Rya in front of the fence of the house Meysin Waalaikumussalam, long time yes the appointment what time comes what time." Meysin answered while opening the gate.
"Yuk in, the luggage entered the room, then we relax watching tv first, yes?" meysin then asked the opinion of his other friend. "Yes, relax Mey, we're not special guests." Rya answered, smiling at Meysin.
"So more gini gathering, rather than just watching television what if we are the stories of problems we experience?" Nopri's proposal to his three friends who are focused on watching cartoons." Heyiii, this again by the way pay attention to dong guys." Nopri raised his voice, "Yes, who's he from?" hala replied beginning to notice Nopri's desire.
" I used to be" said Rya. “So gini, I have a life story that most of you know, after I tried to understand what Arif (the new father of Rya) wants, he is a jerk. Time yes he asked me to work after work he knew what date I pay the truck he by his alibi borrowed money that he never tried to make pay, whether dipake what money tuh money, he did not, around every day there is no silent work at home, from which I learned we really need to understand someone to be used as a reference when dealing with that person. So, we must understand each other.” Said Rya told himself his three friends listened carefully.
"Now it's your turn Mey" continued Nopri pointed Meysin who is still pensive to hear the story of Rya. "It's me? Okay, as you know I rarely tell you anything, rarely get together or just video call, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, because actually after the divorce of my parents at that time I felt like the most useless person, I felt like I was dumped, and I met the wrong person, yes I chose the wrong path. I'm also confused as to how to stop." Meysin stopped his words as he still thought many times about his decision to tell his best friend the truth.
“If you still can't tell Mey, we still have plenty of time besides today to catch you." Soraya said that she saw Meysin unable to speak anymore. "Soraya bener Mey, I also remember Soraya once said that if you feel wrong you have to admit that you are wrong after admitting you also have to want to change for the better." Ryas suggestion to Meysin.
"Now, I think what I'm doing is wrong, so I have to do what else to make them realize and pay attention to me again. "Meysin sighed deeply, "You, will get our full attention Mey, maybe this is the way of life you have to go." Nopri rubbed Meysin's hand.
We have to cuddle, let's hug." Nopri's words and her distinctive spirit-creaming voice enliven Meysin's grief to be happy that night.
"Soraya continues, please tell Aya." Said Nopri slightly teasing the confused Hala, "Emmhh, okay actually this is special for you Mey, but you can also be horrified." Soraya replied to Meysin, looking a little nervous, "What the hell?" reply Meysin
"So, when I still often go to this house to nemenin you after the divorce of your parents, maybe you also still remember about me who chat with Arion...., at that time you said you liked Arion.., but I'm so sorry Mey so sorry." Soraya who started telling stories in a nervous puffed-up voice.
"Just a few days ago, I was Arionnn's girlfriend, Mey I'm really sorry about you." Soraya who started holding Meysin's hand repeatedly apologized.
"Haha, it's okay Aya, just relax after all Arion also knows you better, right?" meysin replied with a laugh at Soraya's terrified look on her face. "Oww oww oww, soiiii now Soraya has a boyfriend ?" Said Rya enthusiastically.
"Is that what Ayal wants to say?" Nopri asked, patting Soraya on the shoulder, "Yes, you're smart now Nop." Soraya replied feeling awkward after telling a story.
"The gue? Huftt, so this I want to tell the wisdom of the events I experienced, my daily life is always peppered with parental quarrels, parents, I think we should be thankful for what we have right now. It's a message for all of us, I'm a hehe." Nopri Pungkas. “Dih, what the fuck is doang." Soraya glanced cynically at Nopri.
"Have, we switched to playing games." Said Rya taking out the uno card in her bag.
Tonight's excitement continued in the next games, until the four of them were exhausted and fell asleep in Meysin's room
