Daily Notes for God

Daily Notes for God
Mama's Bankruptcy



After a week of Papa's departure from home, Mama began to ventured to go to the office ..


"Ma.got to think too much papa yes, Nikita promises to find papa wherever papa is" (with breakfast at dinner table)


mom can only smile at me.


"Sir, as usual you will be escorted to school by a driver"(kissing me , want to go to the office)


"yes, ma.."


arriving at school, the situation is still as usual , no friends know about my parents. At school I just thought where Papa is now, why doesn't he come home?.


after school I plan to go to his office papa, but once there papa does not exist. I thought papa must be in his apartment, but again and again I did not find papa. I also went home..


when I got home, I was shocked .. because I had not yet entered the house, I was shocked by the inscription "This house was confiscated "


I immediately rushed into the house. I saw my mom crying.


"ma... why our house has housewriting confiscated ma..."


(mama only cried)


"ma. why ma..."


" Nik, mama cheated on her co-worker mama, all the assets we got had to be confiscated to pay off my mama's debt debt (while crying incessantly).


" hurry to pack all your things, we must quickly get out of this house.


(I can only cry while putting together my things).


My mom and I came out of the house where the house had beautiful memories between me, mom and dad. This house was bought because of my birth in the middle of them, but I had to leave it.


after a long walk, finally it was me and my mom in a small contract.


" Nik, sorry mama ya, it's been difficult for you. mama can only contract this house, because mama's savings are also a little more"


(I can only keep quiet, while thinking about whether I can get through this all ).


" Nik here there are only 2 rooms, one room for mama and another for you, son.."


I also arranged all the items I brought earlier. At night I slept, I couldn't sleep because I thought about where my dad was, he wouldn't know if my mom and I had moved. I didn't realize I was asleep either.


" Nik,, wake up again, let's wake up you don't go to school "


" Yes,, ma ,," (go to the bathroom ).


" Nik .. here fast breakfast, mama can't be long , because mama want to find work … "


" Yes .. ma. "want to find a job where ma "


" I don't know ... "


(as my mom and I had breakfast at the dinner table, with what it was )


"Ma..."


"yes "


"mama.. miss the same papa"


(At once mom stopped eating and immediately rushed off looking for a new job )


I feel guilty about my mother, for asking this question, I should know how hurt my heart is to my father.


arriving at school all my friends touched and wondered because I went to school riding an angkot, not in between with a luxury car and using a driver.


Rea came straight to me..


"nik, you take angkot, where's your car" said Rea


"my car.." (talking in a brick).


soon after, Yura arrived.


"nik , this news is true that papa you cheated and mama you broke" said Yura


I just fell silent and cried while in my heart they finally knew what was happening, maybe they would not want more friends with me .