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Chapter 7 Do not be Sad

Heavy rain accompanied by a storm has fallen since yesterday afternoon, nature like not approving the sacred event that is being done. Rainwater soaks the tent belonging to the family who is holding a celebration. The smile that looks forced, given the bride, is different from the groom who smiles sincerely, although his eyes can not lie if you look deeper there is a beam of sadness but he tries to cover it.

An hour ago, Mas Abdul had said Ijab qobul by being witnessed by his own family as well as the family of his wife Adel. Now he has officially become the husband of the girl whose full name is Adelia Princess. However, behind it all there was a stroke of anxiety as well as worry in his mind, could he be a good priest figure for his wife. Can he be patient with Adel's behavior that people say is naughty?.

There a girl had just arrived at the wedding reception dressed in a blue dongker dress, complete with a matching hijab made her look elegant. Several times the girl, seen exhaling tried to keep convincing herself that she could and was strong.

Flowers inscribed with Happy Wedding Abdul Latif and Adelia Putri are displayed there.

“Owh turns out his name is Adel With heavy steps, he walks into the event venue. There two brides were busy greeting the guests. Hana the girl she squeezed the end of the robe she was wearing.

Why should this sick look at her with other women Umi who know the feelings of her son gives strength through the grip of the hand.

"You're strong son" Umi whispered those words. Before her, Umi had forbidden her daughter to attend the invitation because she did not want to make her child more hurt.

Drawn his breath before finally exhaled violently, trying to strengthen himself before finally entering there.

I should have been there, with you and not him. As planned. Songs from one of the famous band's groups, played as Hana took the stage to congratulate.

As the feeling of it encircled her heart for a moment, she fell silent before finally continuing on the path of approaching the newlyweds.

" Happy well Mas Abdul, may be the family that Sakinah Mawaddah Warohmah said those words out of her lips with a slight quiver".

'Thank you for coming”

Hana the girl could no longer stem her tears. He hurriedly walked out of the event after giving his congratulations. In the car Ustadzah Hana vent his emotions he cried while beating his chest.

Why is it so painful when I have braced myself to be here Hana is getting stronger beating her chest.

Hana don't hurt yourself, Istigfar son, want the same God.

'Astaghfirullahaladzim, O Rabb, stretch my chest to be able to clear it' Hana has a special accompaniment with Prayer.

Hana princess Umi, already well do not cry anymore, umi is sick to see her Turns out Umi followed Hana who flowed out of the event, leaving the husband who was still talking to the bride. Hana smashed Uminya's hug, she cried as much as she could.

"But umi.. Hana's heart hurts”.

" You must remember the Word of God in the letter of At-Taubah verse 40 La tahzan Innallaha maana. Don't be sad, God is with us. The middle-aged woman advised her daughter.

Days passed as usual nothing changed, man still walked on the earth, the Sun could still rise, and the girl all went the same, same with the days before.

Time to spend teaching and learning. Learning is her favorite since childhood.she has been affected by the syndrome wherever there is free time that is where she will read to learn every thing that has not been known.

The originally weak and shaky heart he strengthened again by getting closer to the creator.

O muqollibal qulub tsabbit qolbi alaa diinik O o alahat almighty zahat throws my heart firmly on Your religion. Prayer is at the end of every prayer.

Let all that happens be taken as a form of a lesson to no longer rely on people. Because of that, it only brought him into the valley of disappointment. How deep a person's wound must be he will close the meeting from the public. Regardless of how the life story is in nature. That is also what is now being done Hana's ustadzah. The goal now is just to carry out the scenario that Allah SWT has outlined.

"Han, he said there was a new teacher who replaced Mr. Rusdi who had just retired" Story ustadzah Fitria friend and friend suddenly.

"Oh, huh?" answer Hana cuek

"Ish you know, rich is different. Looks more cheerful than usual but, you're not like my old Hana".

"I'm still Hana who used to be "

'No Han. You are different I know all of them, but why not want to tell a story' said Ustadzah Fitria in his heart, without daring to say. He already knows what really happened. Umi secretly tells everything to Ustadzah Fitria hoping that the girl can entertain Hana.

"Who's new dad? Ask ustadzah Hana finally"

"Not far hehe.denger-denger hehe said he was young"

"Keep she's young, what do you want? Ask ustadzah Hana

Well hope only that he may be my soul mate whom I have been looking for all this time hehe, Surely he can be a good priest who can guide me and can give sincere affection. The one I never got before was from a man. Even if it's from my father" said ustadzah Fitria witfully.

Do not expect anything to man, for if it is not in accordance with your expectations there is only disappointed to remember Allah has explained in the Quran letter AL-Inshirah: 8.

"Wa ilarabbikafarghob"

And to God only you wish that this verse is more properly addressed to him. He seemed to be slapped with that verse. His eyes glazed over before his friend found out in the absence of tears that came out without excuse.

Shaykh Nawawi interprets "Wa Ila RabbikaFarghab" By Meaning: "To your Lord present your needs; make your hopes only to Allah; and ask not except His mercy with trust or resignation to Him. Wallahua. (Muhammad Nawawi Al-Jawi, At-Tafsirul Munli li MalimitTanzil, [Surabaya, al-Hidayah], juz II, page 453).