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Chapter 6 You Can Be Disappointed

He said God always listens to the prayers of every servant. Why did He ignore my prayer? I pray, do not I pray every time, every time I pray to Him. He was angry with his Lord.

Han, don't blame the fate of Allah Swt. What you consider good is not necessarily best for you Umi approached the crying Ustadzah Hana.

But Umi, mas Abdul is a good male figure, soleh . Hana reckon, Hana deserves to be with Mas Abdul. What is Hana's lack of Umi? Many say Hana is beautiful, smart, righteous, but why did Mas Abdul reject Abah's proposal said Hana with anger.

Hana, patience is not good to glorify yourself son, the sin of Istigfar inget the message of Allah SWT in the letter Al-luqman.

And turn not away from men (for pride), and do not walk the earth haughtily. Indeed, Allah does not like those who are proud and proud. (QS, Al-Luqman :18).

Heart, Hana hurts Umi. Why fall in love with this sick. If you know rich gini, Hana does not want to know love or still mending numb, so can not fret pain again Mother hugged her daughter, rubbed the head of the child. He could feel the pain his son was experiencing.

"You're patient well, maybe Abdul's son is not your soul mate. You must be sure that Allah has prepared someone better for this Umi child. So, you don't have to be sad anymore" Umi advised Hana gently.

"I have not been sincere Umi, if Mas Abdul married another woman"

'Hust not have to think about it, sincere it needs a process, gradually you can also forget him"

The love story of Hana really sliced well Umi, not once was equally tragic Umi scrunched her forehead to hear the speech of Ustadzah Hana.

A few years ago without anyone knowing Hana was a teenager, establishing a Secret Commitment with one of Kyai's Sons in his place to study. Call it Gus Adam his name. Indeed, there is no love or dating term in their relationship. They promise to live together someday. They both think commitment is different from dating .

In Islam alone dating is strictly prohibited because it can bring a person closer to the act of adultery, which is prohibited by Allah SWT. In Q.S. Al-Isra: 32 Allah SWT explains what it means

And do not approach adultery; indeed, it is an abomination. And a bad road

Without realizing it, Hana herself was already on a path that her Rabb disliked. The term commitment itself is actually just another word from the term dating made by people who do not understand religion. Imagining the opposite sex which is not the makhromnya that can cause zina mind. Not to mention the greeting of affectionate sentences, making the heart flowery which also raises the zina of the heart. For people who are lay people against religion, they do not know about it, what they know about adultery is to have a husband and wife relationship before the marriage rope. Even though it is all included in the class of zina.Berapakaran it does feel delicious because it is the devil's deceit that deliberately to plunge us into a path to heresy.

O grandson of Adam! Do not be deceived by the devil as he (demon) has taken your Father's Mother out of heaven, taking off both clothes to show the law of both. Surely he and his followers can see you from a place where you cannot see them. Verily We have made the devils leaders of the unbelievers. (QS. Al-A'raf: 27).

Gus Adam the name of the man, he knew Hana because the girl was smart, often getting awards from the cottage managed by the Abi. A sense of admiration arises in his heart which eventually grows into a sense of love. There was no day without imagining Hana's face in her mind. Hana is like her shadow, which is always evident wherever she is. Because it could not stem his feelings Gus Adam finally decided to write a letter.

O beautiful girl apparently, can I know you, if you'd like come tomorrow afternoon I wait for you at the kitchen border ndalem santri puti”. Signed by gus Adam.

The book with the cover of Doraemon containing the letter from Gus Adam had arrived in the hands of Hana. Hana's heart was pounding. Oh really this from Gus Adam’ who is not happy to get a letter from someone who is much in the idol of Santriwati.

"Either Yun, I don't know maybe this is just a prankster. Where could Gus Adam have sent me a letter Hana wasn't sure".

"But the letter was written named Gus Adam is not. who knows if it is true, how if tomorrow we just go to the promised place" proposed Yuna.

" No Yun, afraid of being caught by the security forces later we are called to the office again" he said.

"No, you calm down"

'Yes, look at it tomorrow" Hana said

The next day, the two of them went to meet the sender at lunchtime. The two of them deliberately came last, so that no one would see the two of them meet. It turned out that there was Gus Adam with a friend of his.

She gave both of them time to talk to Gus Adam. Ayuna with her friend Gus Adam knew herself, a little away from there, giving them space. From there the illegal relationship of commitment brkedok courtship that occurs. After this brief meeting they never met or sent letters, only if they accidentally met they would smile at each other and give a speech of encouragement through lip gestures without any sound.

The days go on as usual nothing changes even though the commitment relationship is already there, just that the sense of happiness surrounds the entrance into the chest cavity when passing each other.

Unfortunately during the final year of Hana in the boarding school, Gus Adam had to go to the land of Uncle Sham to continue studying, there is the birthplace of the Abi. Gus Adam obeyed the wishes of his parents without being able to refuse because this was like a duty to the boarding family of the Abi, because before his brothers continued to study in Uncle Sham's Country.

Ustadzah Hana devoted himself to the pesamtren Al-huwannisa while waiting for the return of Gus Adam. Three years of study plus devoted himself two years if counted already the third year he awaits the return of Gus Adam.

The day that awaited arrived, where the Gus returned to his homeland. Tabuhan tambana accompanied by Solawat Thala Al badru echoed.

The return of Gus Adam, making a scene among the santriwati as well as Ustadzah what the appearance of the son of kyai is sure to be more handsome and authoritative piker them.

Just yesterday they were talking about wanting to attract the attention of Gus, who knows who can be his companion. Their hopes were dashed, when it was spread that Adam's gus had been betrothed to Kyai's best friend's daughter. The national heartbreak is for the santriwati. They retreated alon-alon if her rival was a Ning (title for Princess Kyai) they were instantly self-conscious. Behind their broken hearts there are all those who feel more hurt Hana the girl cried bitterly the person who was waiting for her was already in a match. Hana who endengar puja his heart has been betrothed to tears in silence her waiting was shattered in the blink of an eye.

Umi who listened to her daughter's story was sad. He just found out about the love story of his son was so sad hugged his daughter

The patient well, daughter of Umi, must be strong so this is a lesson to no longer hang hope on humans remember what was said by the prophet Ali bin Abi thalib:

I have felt all the bitterness in my life and the most bitter thing is to hope in man (Ali bin Abi thalib).

You may be disappointed, but be disappointed in yourself, not God. Hannah herself was expecting them to be your companion, forgetting the Qodo and the Qodar of Allah. You must be patient do not cry, remove her tears. Hannah's task is now to repair herself close to God, give love to Hana to Him sampan anti-God send someone to be Hana's companion.