Created Destiny

Hope Pandu

Jihan waited languidly for the arrival of Pandu who had half an hour had not yet appeared. He was afraid that his cooking would come back cold. Striking his feet accompanied the song he played from his mp3 phone. It's so boring to be in a quiet room like this.

THE CEKLEKK........

"Assalamualaikum Darling...."

"Vaalaikumsalam. How long is it?"

"Haha.... Sorry Honey. They have to monitor ongoing projects. Sorry yeah...." Please guide her cutely.

Jihan laughed off staring at the cute pretentious face of Pandu which was very unsuitable for her.

"Udah huh! You sit here! It must be cold."

"It's good, baby."

Open and neatly arrange on the table. Jihan composes side dishes and rice in 1 dish.

"You're a rowdy friend, aren't you following?"

"No!! Why are they bothering you again. You take it easy, honey, they're both forbidden to enter this room and don't bother us."

"Iihhh.... Kok Mas is that anyway?! I've brought a lot of....!! Who's going to help you get it all?"

Pandu scratched his nape. New also feel the sweetness of the treatment of Jihan, even can rampage.

"Yes.later, darling. Finish our meal first. After that, I called them to come here. Ok, Honey?"

"OK!!"

Jihan painstakingly feeds Pandu. Scouts are so spoiled if treated sweetly by Jihan. Repeatedly also the hands of ignorant Pandu pinch the cheek, rub the bangs and tickle Jihan. Jihan resigned to eat them quickly resolved.

"Alhamdulillah." Strengthened her hug groan on Jihan's waist.

"Alhamdulillah.... I become the spirit of cooking if my cooking is really good. No less delicious than cooking, right?"

"Feel this way, dear."

Pandu's tight embrace loosened and he changed his position to be on his back on the sofa by laying his head on Jihan's lap.

Looking at Jihan's face. Jihan who was busy cleaning the boxes felt disturbed.

"Mas."

"Later on, darling! The food is not over yet. Soon Raska and Yogi are here too."

"Let's not messy."

The guide tilted his body until he stared right at Jihan's flat stomach. His index finger he circled to the flat stomach of Jihan as if to form a circle. Jihan slowed her movements.

"when will this flat stomach fill up?"

The spontaneous question of Pandu stops Jihan's busyness.

Jihan actually knew what Pandu's question meant. However, this sensitive matter made him stiff and confused to answer it.

"Our wedding is three months away, baby. Until now we have not discussed this. Not that I don't want to. But I see from your own as if not to think about. So I was afraid to start. You.... right still not ready huh?"

Jihan stunned. It's hard to answer.

"If you can be honest, you are ready to be a father. Taking care of the kids, playing, and going home from work is immediately welcomed by you and our adorable children. And the most mas want, staring at this enlarged stomach, take care of you, fulfill all what you want when pregnant later. It must be funny."

Jihan smiled stiffly at all Pandu's expectations. Pandu has really expressed all his hopes in this marriage.

"Hmm.. honestly, I'm really embarrassed to talk about children, Pandu. Because, I still think not everything can be that open. In a relationship, I still need a long time to get used to my partner."

"You still have fear in our relationship?" Guess Pandu.

Jihan quickly shook her head. He dismissed Pandu's guess. He was convinced with the heart of Pandu.

"It's not that Mas. I just. I still don't think it's time yet. I'm shy. I'm ashamed to open it up to you. You know, we knew not too long ago. I... still want to be like this just yet. It is Ntah Mas. I'm confused about myself."

Pandu got up and sat directly opposite to Jihan. He held onto Jihan's hands.

"Darling, I really appreciate your concern. But when will you be? At least, from trying. Trying to fight fear, panic and strange thoughts that we always force to convince it when it is not necessarily true."

"I want a lot of houses. I want a small family. I want our love to be strong in the presence of our children. Both of our parents are also waiting for good news from us dear."

Jihan looked down to concentrate her troubled thoughts. Grips hope both hands Pandu in his hands more difficult his heart.

"Hmm. Yeah, don't think too much. I can still wait patiently for your readiness. Sorry, my dear!" Staring into Jihan's eyes with a wide smile Pandu.

Jihan knew that smile did not match Pandu's heart.

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Mia stared at the cafe she always marked David often with other women. He followed David's day. His mind of fear continued to waste his precious time to always follow the movements of the jerk man who had ruined his life.

Ringtones kept ringing from his phone. 'Aunty Stella' the name on that screen.

"Tan Hallo...."

"Where are you, Mia?"

"I'm outside Auntie. What's up Tan...."

"To Aunt's office right now!"

"But Tan...."

Mia growling. Actually, he was not satisfied to follow wherever David and whatever he did. Tante's strict orders required him to move away from his search.

PLAKK.... PLAKK....

"The child does not know himself!! Fucking kid!! You're embarrassing the family so much, Mia!!!"

BUGH....

Mia's strong impulse accepted resignedly. Madam Stella quickly restrains Mia's body which will drift backwards. Mia had no idea this secret would be revealed so soon. Several test packs were thrown hard right on his face. His hands were very trembling. The fear he felt when his Mom and Dad showered him with harsh words and curses.

Mia crawled down trying to reach her mother's legs who had been sitting limp. He begged for forgiveness for everything that had happened.

"Ma.... Pa.... Mia is sorry. Mia apologized with Mia's carelessness and stupidity. Mia's sorry Ma, Pa. Maafin Mia Ma.... Pa.... Hix... hyx...."

"This is Mia's fatal mistake! What is there to forgive?! You've become a disgrace in our family Mia. You tarnished our big surname Mia!! You've put shit on our faces Mia!! Mom shy. Mama is embarrassed by this cheap attitude of yours!!!"

Papa Mia twitched her stiffened temple. It was unexpected that the clear liquid poured down and wept over the unlucky fate that Mia gave them.

Furious to see the child's face, Papa pressed Mia's shoulder firmly and asked for clarity behind all these events.

"Who is that bastard Mia?! Who is the man who dared to tarnish you?! Who's Mia!!!"

"Boy!! Don't be so rude with Mia. We can talk about this very well. Poor Mia." Stella who continues to hug Mia to avoid the tantrums of her two brothers.

"I'm taking on all this Stella!! I'm shy. I don't have any self-esteem anymore, Stella. He's a disgrace to this family."

Mia remains tight-lipped by her father, who forces Mia to reveal who the man who has impregnated her is. He is afraid to be honest. He did not want his Papa's anger to be vented to David. David could be in a state of not being okay if this he revealed. Stupid indeed. But it doesn't matter to Mia. He alone bears it all.

"I'm sick of this kid's insolence! Listen Mia, from this very second you are not my son anymore!!!"

"Better I never gave birth to you. If you end up throwing dirt on my face, Mia!!"

Last words for Mia to accept. The pain he felt in his tears. Mia flailed her queen's stomach.

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Clarine's eye gaze was so intense from the shadow of the opaque glass door of her room. The sound of sweet chatter Pandu can still be heard. His heart seemed to be strong.

'It looks like Pandu really loves his wife very much. The chirping is so sweet for the lucky lady who gets you a palanquin. I wanted that a long time ago. You broke my heart. Which lucky woman gets that sweet attitude?'

The laptop screen was filled with random letters resulting from his fingers that he did not realize he was pressing just any keyboard key. Her jealousy changed her mood and mood today.

"Arrghhh........"

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