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"If you and I were never going to be together, I wouldn't be able to find another woman as good and sincere as you. You deserve to be happy with someone you have chosen. Pray for Aa' to forget you. Aa' is destined to marry her. Jihan."

A drop of Jihan's tears fell on the sheet of the book she was reading.

Jihan cursed at her stupid self. Pandu only acts as his savior. For what he fears if one day Pandu leaves him and will prefer to go back to the woman of his past. Jihan who had already brought Pandu was caught up in her affairs. Why should he be greedy to ask Pandu's heart for him. She is not the kind woman that Pandu wants.

The sound of door friction jolted Jihan and accelerated her movement putting the book back where it had been. Jihan quickly wiped her cheeks.

"Damn, you take a shower! Let's get some sleep."

Jihan quickly walked down to take the towel in Pandu's hand. Pandu was just confused.

The guide who was struggling with a laptop at his desk was still confused thinking about Jihan's inertia. Not as usual. If there is a problem, Jihan will always be rummaging, pouting, even saying rude to him. This is not at all.

'Is Jihan asleep?' Ask her.

The curious guide, stopped his activities and walked over to Jihan. Jihan heard a little of the movement. Quickly his hand removed the clear liquid that just kept flowing. And closed his eyes quickly.

The guide who saw Jihan turned out to have fallen asleep along with lying down.

The guide lay sideways facing towards Jihan. He rubbed Jihan's cheeks while pensive.

"Nobody knows Jihan's destiny. In the past, I really loved someone. Someone I always wanted to protect. You are too. All the ways I did to get him. I hope and ask God, that this meeting of ours can help me forget and erase the memory of me and him."

Guide her closer and kiss Jihan's forehead as usual. Behind it all, Jihan was all her might holding back her sad heart. Those eyes looked briefly at Pandu who was still at home daydreaming staring at the ceiling of the Apartment room.

'I feel weird Pandu. I don't feel like you're willing to say that. I don't want there to be a barrier between you and me.'

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This half Jihan and Pandu have started to tidy up each other. Going back to activity. The scruff of Jihan still survives. The guide in his eating kept on agitated. Every smile he gave did not provoke the expensive voice of Jihan. Did he really make a big mistake? Is it because Jihan really doesn't want to stay at her apartment?

Jihan went back to the room to get her bag. From behind him, Pandu's hand outstretched a bucket of dried flowers that he knew were the flowers given from him during the embarrassing moment last time.

Jihan who did not know what Pandu meant, frowned asking for an explanation.

"Hahaha.your face is so funny."

"Yes, what are you doing yourself? What does this mean?!"

Pointing flowers in the hands of the palanquin.

Pandu scratched his nape. The intention of his heart was just to bring Jihan in his chat. But, it even made the atmosphere more confused.

"Are you angry with me? Because I'm taking you to my apartment? But, obviously you don't want to. I'm still maksa."

"Hehhh...." Jihan sighed thoughtlessly with Pandu's mind.

"It has nothing to do with the guide. Why not throw away the flowers?! It's dry too."

Passing the Pandu that still stands in place.

Pandu follows wherever Jihan moves.

"It's very memorable for us, Jihan. Do you still remember the beginning of our meeting? It's funny to remember. Yes, if fate is not known. Our unique story should be told to our children later Jihan."

Jihan stopped and turned towards Pandu. Flowers from Pandu's hand he took and he threw it in any direction.

"STOP GUIDE!!! Stop being too good to me! You remind me, this marriage is just compulsion. The scenario I made. I'm sorry..had implicated you in my troubles."

"Jihan, what's wrong with you? Something wrong with my talk just now? To the extent that you are this angry. I beg you, never again reveal the problems that have occurred. Whether it was forced marriage or not, there was no problem at all in my mind. Why do you feel so guilty about me?!"

Jihan's eyes are starting to look teary. He tried as hard as he could not shed a single tear.

"I don't want you to keep pushing yourself to like and feel comfortable with me. I'm freeing you, to be close to anyone. So please don't make me rely too much on you Pandu!!"

Jihan moved quickly leaving Pandu who was still standing speechless. Pandu did not understand the purpose of Jihan's conversation. What mistake did the guide make up to this Jihan Semurka.

Pandu beristighfar assuaged his emotions.

Jihan kept walking quickly wanting to neutralize her emotions. Dealing with Pandu always creates a sense of unwillingness. Not willing if he is left out.

"Damn!" Jihan's hand was pulled strong by someone who had just passed her.

"David?"

The one thing he avoided was really found. David staggered slightly to intercept Jihan. Jihan forces David to let go of her powerful check.

"I'm a jerk! What do you want?!"

"I want you, Jihan!!! I don't want to break up with you! I want you to come back with me!"

"Gue don't want to! I don't want to be stuck with a jerk like you!! Let me go David!!"

A swift pace approached Jihan who thrashed. His hand pulled out Jihan's hand so that it escaped the snare of the drunk man before her.

"Please don't bother my wife anymore!"

"Oh, here we go. Hmh! Finally, I met you directly."

"Come, Jihan! We go straight away. It's not good to be dealing with a drunken man."

"Eits. Yes, yes, I told you. My wife, I've touched her. He's just a second-hand thing I gave you, Bro."

PLAKKK!

"Dragon's talk, Vid!!! I'm not as generous as you say!! I'm not a paid woman. Don't ever interrupt my life again David!!" Threatening Jihan who was already upset at David's humiliation.

Pandu chasing Jihan who is still emotionally ignited.

Jihan enters Pandu's car and curls sadly. The crying she was holding was finally channeled. Jihan was upset and fucked.

Pandu tries to calm Jihan down. But Pandu's body was always driven by Jihan. Crying really invites confused questions in the head of Pandu. Not a single word was said. Pandu prefers silence until Jihan's claustrophobic voice stops.

The stretcher fringes his car next to the magnificent building where Jihan works. He doubted that Jihan could focus on working in this situation.

"We're at Jihan. If you're still badmood, I can permit you."

Jihan has just realized that she has reached where she works. He cursed his too weak self to cry for his fate.

"I'm sorry about you for being so angry. Don't think too much. I'll take care of you."

Jihan came out without touching the hands of the Guide as usual. Pandu's view is never separated from the way of Jihan's path that is slightly lethargic and down.

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Once in his office, Pandu's mind focused only on Jihan. Jihan's change in attitude towards him was excruciating. Pandu is deeply sorry for forcing Jihan into his apartment. He is very forgetful about the events of the past which may be the beginning of the hatred of Jihan against a man named David. David's very condescending remarks to Jihan had already upset her. Pandu can feel how much disappointment Jihan felt towards David's past.

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"Where are you going Jihan....?"

A car decitan is heard directing the Scout out to check. His anxiety was reduced when Jihan was the one who came out followed Alya. The guide walked quickly towards Jihan.

"Where are you going, Jihan? I've called you since, there's nothing you picked up."

Jihan was silent. Alya who understands tries to explain.

"Sorry yes, Ndu. We go forget your permission. Jihan's mobile phone also missed at her job Jihan. Just want to go home Jihan just realized and we're back again. We just watch and tour the mall. Don't be angry. Hihi...."

Pandu heaved his heavy breath. At least, Jihan remembered coming home and nothing happened.

"Yes it's okay. But, next time if you want to go anywhere must be permission first!"

"Yes, Ndu. Very sorry yes. Forgot."

Pandu. His eyes focused towards Jihan who was just silent.

"Hmm. I went straight home, Ndu. Hye!"

Alya's departure leaves Pandu and Jihan. The rotating guide faced down Jihan's face. He hugged Jihan gently.

"I'm not angry, Jihan. I'm just confused by your lack of. From last night your mood changed. Not usually. I'd rather you get angry, mumble, judge me. Do not shut up like this. If there's something wrong with me, you reveal it to Jihan. We'll talk about it together."

Jihan still refused to answer. He prefers to enter not to linger with Pandu. As Jihan cleans herself, Pandu prepares dinner and warm tea for them.

Jihan and Pandu eat in the compartment. Until it was finished, Jihan was still silent. It was really torturous for Pandu.

'This can't be ignored. Jihan's confusing me.'

Inside the room as Jihan was about to lie down, Pandu held her back.

"Jihan, we have to solve this problem. Honestly, I don't like your didiemin like this. There is any wrong or problem please tell Jihan. So that I may also understand and learn from my mistakes."

Sweeping Jihan's hair child covering her face down. Jihan looks to shed her tears.

"Jihan.... Why are you?"

"...."

"Jihan's Story....!"

"I'm afraid of Pandu."

"Fearful? Scared what?"

"I'm afraid you'll leave me. I realize that I'm not the perfect woman and not the kind of woman you want me to be. I'm evil you married me. Maybe, if you used to stay cool not caring about the screenplay drama I asked you to, you could still choose any woman who was better and perfect than me."

The sad face was staring weakly towards the two palanquin eyes. He hopes Pandu can understand what he feels. Jihan is always blind in love. But now he is not just blind. Paralyzed. Paralyzed that makes it stuck or stop resigned in front of Pandu. All only the Scouts can determine. Stay still and endure or leave Jihan in her paralysis.

"Damn, if the source of this matter is indeed because of your confusion about my heart or my feelings for you, you should not be afraid! Not all love is revealed by speech. From that sincere act it was enough to explain, Jihan."

"I can admit that I'm not a romantic guy full of flirting. But I can confirm that you will always be next to me until the end of life. I'm not looking for the perfect woman. Finding perfection is not going to end. Every human being is always created in shortcomings and advantages. Perfection belongs only to God. And you are the soul mate God has given me. We both have flaws. We are brought together to fill each other and complete our shortcomings."

Very soothing. The soft elusan on both cheeks of Jihan who erased the trace of her crying. Jihan felt her confidence level was back to normal.

The eyes of Pandu do not describe the lie. He said sincerely and as it is.

The guide who kept looking into Jihan's eyes felt different things. The full gaze demanded to lead her to feel her first kiss with Jihan.

Increasingly, Pandu has the courage to bring his face closer. That gentle elusan kept moving down Jihan's tiny lips. Cover it with an urgent eye. Jihan understands what Pandu wants.

Jihan's eyes closed. He could already feel Pandu's breathing. Such a close distance. The nervousness began to attack.

His clenched hands held back the whacky nervousness. Jihan's lips got something so soft a touch. Pandu managed to unite. He scooped up and did it slowly. He wanted Jihan to feel comfortable.

The Hand of the Scout pulled the nape of Jihan closer. He did not want this moment to end quickly. Warm murmurs continued to creep up on Jihan's body. Jihan just kept quiet following Pandu's treatment. Until Pandu realizes that he has made Jihan almost out of breath. Pandu removed their link. Still don't want to take your eyes off.

"I'm starting to love you, Jihan. Love you because of God. I believe and believe, God's plan is more beautiful."

The expression of Pandu's feelings was so happy in Jihan's heart. There are no lies in Pandu's eyes. Make Jihan ventured to reach for Pandu's face. And want to short-tap Pandu's cheeks.

Drtts....

The sound of the phone shakes shocked Jihan. Jihan looked at the eyes of Pandu who was currently smiling ignorantly at him.

"I'll pick up the phone first, honey."

Suddenly, Jihan felt embarrassed by her position which currently looks like crashing Pandu. He quickly changed positions and covered his entire body with a blanket.

'Jihan. I am so ashamed of you.'

"Hello, Ranti. Assalamualaikum...."

It turns out that Video Call from Ranti.

"Girishalive, A'. How are you doing, A'?"

"Good God."

"Which Jehan Tea, A'?"

Pandu pulled up the blanket and smiled looking at Jihan who was curled up and covering her face.

"Honey....Ranti kangen is with you. Now, have a chat!"

Jihan with a face that was still flushed glanced towards Pandu. Pandu's ignorant smile added a red tinge to his cheek.

"Tea Jihan, tea cheeks why is it red....?"

"Go....!!"

"Haha...." Pandu laughed at Jihan's frustration towards him.

A night that Jihan and Pandu will remember forever. A beautiful night that empowers them to be able to express each other's deepest feelings.

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Good Night guysss

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