
A wheelhouse in Dufan, so witness a serious conversation friendship between Andre and Naysila.
"Believe, Ndre! You're still stage one!"
Andre just smiled faintly.
His eyes looked blankly towards the front which should have been an amazingly beautiful thing.
In the past, being with Naysila like this was her dream.
Hope to be able to sit side by side, even to the wedding.
All hope is slowly being lost.
Andre has no more dreams about the future.
Even when Naysila asked him for regular treatment with a soft voice though. Andre no longer flinched.
"I..., it's destined to be like this, Nay!"
"Not fate, but fate! And fate can still be changed while the life is still contained body!"
"My life the doctor has determined! God has planted this disease in my body. The rest of my life is no more than a year!"
"Who said? The doctor? And you believe just what the doctor said? Oi, uh,... The doctor is not God! It is God who sets the limits of one's age and life!"
"I understand. But it's free to fight, if the results are the same! Die too! Out of billions, the result is still in the coffin and buried!"
Andre's reply deeply sliced Naysila's heart.
Miris.
When a person has resigned even tend to be apathetic to the circumstances that God thinks have been determined, only self and his own positive thoughts can help.
Andre, being positioned sank at the bottom of a vast and dark ocean.
Death seems to be his yardstick for silence, doing nothing. And lazy to do anything including making yourself happy with a positive path.
For Andre now, he just wants to have fun accepting the fate and destiny of death that doctors determine.
Andre forgot that his life and that of the doctor belonged to the Creator.
Today he is very happy. And will always remember this moment until he dies.
He and Naysila enjoyed the rides after rides with screams and joking laughter. After that meal together with sitting lesehan on a stretch of used newspaper, open the bushel that Naysila brought.
It pleased her heart.
Until suddenly, at that time he got an incoming chat from his lawyer.
...Boss... Doctor Gege has died. His heart stopped beating while he was exercising....
Like being struck by lightning.
Andre received news of grief that he did not expect.
Age is the true power of God. How is it possible, the 32-year-old specialist suddenly died when it was not detected to have a history of any disease. Even his body and heart are healthy. But with God's permission, the angel izroil managed to take his life in an instant. Hhh...
Andre could only breathe.
His mind glared as his eyes looked at the calm face of the angel beside him.
"Day!"
"Yes?"
"May I ask?"
"Hehehe...! For you, please ask anything. If I could, I would answer!"
"I want your answer, why did you leave without saying goodbye to me?"
"I don't know what to do at that time!"
"You don't believe I'm coming with 70 million in my hand?"
Nay looked into Andre's dim eyes.
"Should I trust a 17-year-old boy who will bring 70 million to pay off my father's debt?"
"I did it, Nay! And actually brought 70 million in at exactly two in the afternoon. In fact, I was two hours late. Said the landlord, you left before twelve o'clock."
"I, I. was afraid of being made a woman of the night by loan sharks who collect debts. Hhh... For two years hiding from their pursuits. Even I completely disappeared without a trace and went to my father's far-away village! To avoid that loan shark loan shark!"
Andre looked at Naysila's slowly dim eyes and began to glaze over.
"May I know, how did you feel about me?"
"I. I don't know. Sorry!..."
Andre.
"Our friendship was very short. Maybe God did it that way. What can I do. But I always remember you. Remembering the precious seconds and seconds we went through together. Above the height of the windmill ride in the market that night, was the most beautiful memory of my life. And I never forgot until now!"
"Was your love for me first?"
"I don't understand love. I don't know what it was like to love at the time. But I feel tight, when I have to leave as soon as the debt collectors come. And just a letter that I wrote to you through Cici's mom next door!"
Andre took his wallet. Opening and pulling a fold of shabby paper from one side.
"This letter..."
"You're still keeping it, Ndre?"
"Maybe you think I'm crazy! Or whatever it is, whatever it is. I liked you from first sight. Precisely, the first time we met each other in the intelligent race room meticulously. Your eyes look different to the other girls in looking at me. In fact, the impression of being ignorant tends to be cruel. Moreover, when we compete against each other to more quickly answer questions after questions of the jury at that time. I. I'm in love with your cynical face to me."
Andre knew, Nay seemed to not believe his words that sounded like a free essay of failed love poets.
"I, I was eager to be acquainted at that time, but fate was impartial. Until one day, God brought us back in a bad situation. I saw your grief at the death of my beloved father."
Nay looked increasingly down, and Andre could only swallow the saliva.
But his lips kept wanting to talk. Want to express everything it feels to Naysila so that there is no more burden on the soul.
Andre wants to express his pent-up love feelings to the end.
"I am like a soul waiting for its side to meet. Like a piece of heart that is missing half and can not leave let alone let go to fight with other people. To this day, I still hold onto that piece of hope. My love for you, Naysila Utami!"
"You..., really love me, Ndre?"
Andre smiled shyly.
"It feels good, after taking out everything that's here!" he answered, pointing to his left chest.
"You lied!"
"Hehehe...! At least, if I die tomorrow, I've told you all this heart, Nay! I hope you get happiness after this!"
"What do you mean, Ndre? Saying love without wanting something in return, or what? Just a confession to make my chest claustrophobic by your one-sided love? Then... What about me? Is my answer to your statement no longer important to you? Wicked you!"
Andre said nothing. Just her gentle gaze and palm rubbing gently rubbed the hair child Naysila.
"I always pray for happiness for you and Bilqis!"
"Can't I want you? Is it because I'm an ex-person, so no longer valuable in your eyes?"
Andre's face froze. A stark question from Naysila struck her blue heart out of love.
Do you love Naysila to me?
...SERIATE...