
Love is not always beautiful. Especially if it is built on the debris of happiness of others.
Love does not always bring good. When you choose it without a clear mind and brain. Especially with a careless mind does not care even though many hearts are hurt.
Indeed, love is not wrong. Having love, it is a feeling that we cannot just leave aside.
Loving is not a sin.
But loving and wanting to have someone who already has a partner is foolish.
Wh why? Because in addition to scorn and also insults from outsiders, we also have to think about the happiness obtained in the future. Wouldn't that backfire on yourself?
Choosing a set heart should be with normal sense and a clear mind.
Choosing someone else's partner and still trying to get it, isn't that selfish?
What about the situation of his partner later? His descendants and his family? It's impossible to just sit back and take it for granted and forget all this commotion by moving on with life?
No. gabe.
Everything remains in the heart and heart.
Like glass, it has been crushed and cannot be as before even glued by super glue.
The stain remained in each other's hearts.
....
Andre Wiguna Dharma's. The man, who is 28 years old today, sits alone on the bed.
The cold, deserted hotel room bears a silent witness. A cake tart he accidentally bought last night at a pastry shop in the opposite mall.
Andre got out of bed.
Light a small candle of some seeds that are on top of the cake. Then close your eyes and pray for yourself.
This was her first birthday, perhaps her last. Andre never wanted to remember his birthday because he felt that he was a child who brought bad luck.
Her mother died after a few hours of giving birth to her.
From birth to adulthood, he never got birthday greetings from his father.
So Andre has been endocrine since childhood, there is no birthday celebration for him. Because it was a celebration of the sadness of the death of the mother.
Now he wants to do what he has always hated. Because I feel day by day more valuable.
It was as if the countdown to the day of death was so stressful. Tomorrow or the day after, God will take his life and he ends from this world.
"Puufffa!"
The blowing of small candles shines a burning light with great hope, loved ones are always overwhelmed with the happiness of the Creator.
Trings.
...Where are you, Ndre? Will you come to my house? We had breakfast together. Today Naysila and Mama are cooking collaborations....
soon his thumbs danced in reply to chattan Bianca, his former personal secretary at Ceramics Asia Tile.
...Thank ye. Sorry, I can't come...
Answer's short.
...Why nolak?...
Andre smiled again.
...There's a personal affair...
...This is your chance to get close to Naysila. Don't you like my sister? Nay's out of that motherfucker. She's free, a widow though hasn't disembarked her widow's letter....
Andre did not answer. Just a thin smile emoji and a palm emoji come together.
Now he leaves his phone on the bed. Andre enters the bathroom and soaks in a warm bathtub.
Today he wants to be alone.
Enjoy the solitude to the end.
There haru, happy and sad gathered in heart.
Haru, finally the pujaan again met his original family and came out of his bad neighborhood zone. Happy, because her puja has now given up the status of not the wife of people anymore. Sad, because he could not get close even though Naysila had been alone.
Andre is a candidate for a corpse, he thinks.
Very cruel if he seduced Naysila to be together while the rest of his life is only a matter of months.
Andre has given up on losing.
Not because of his diminished love.
Or because of his love that is now gone.
But Andre does not want to imitate happiness while he himself is not able to give.
Andre was afraid of hurting Naysila's heart. He does not want to play with destiny and use Naysila to make himself happy.
How could he leave the world with a happy heart while Naysila was sad because she had to accept the bitter reality later.
Naysila can be happy with other men who are healthier and stronger.
Nay is beautiful, still young. There must be a lot of established men who like it. For that matter, Andre believes very strongly in the advantages that God gave to his worship.
Andre didn't want to hurt Naysila by taking advantage of her illness.
Such is. His love was immense, and his heartfelt prayers went out for Naysila's happiness in the future.
...SERIATE...