COUPLE OF CHOICES

Stupidity Dhira .

" aaaa ?? " i cried when I saw the face of the man before me.

I immediately pushed the athletic body that was still right in front of me that was floating on the bed.

I stood up from my sleep trying to run from the bed, but my efforts were in vain when the pain in my head resurfaced with a powerful throbbing that almost made me fall.

With a swift hand the man in my real dream caught me from behind.

" You should rest Dhir, don't move too much . Soon the doctor will be here to check on your health. " Mas Tama propped me up to go back to lying on the bed .

" Please me mas , don't touch me . " Say me while releasing Mas Tama's hand from my shoulder.

Mas Tama did not make a sound, he further tightened his hand on my shoulder to make sure that I did not fall back .

I, who had just realized that this was not my room, was again surprised and stared at Tama who was still beside me.

" this where ? did you kidnap me ? you deliberately kidnapped me so that I could marry you ? you are indeed cunning mas . " My eyes stared intently at Tama's eyes with a tone accusing me of throwing out the question that was on my mind at that time.

Mas Tama chuckled at my words which I felt were no cuteness at all in her . I frowned as I looked at Tama smiling at me, though her smile always made me melt and was too anxious to pinch her cheeks .

" Without kidnapping you you will still marry me . " Say Mas Tama with great confidence .

" so sure of you, don't be so confident of yourself . " My mouth is upset .

" so ? you refuse me, dear ? " Tama raised both eyebrows .

" don't ever call me sweetheart.I'm not who you are we're just business partners . " I'm getting annoyed at Tama who feels innocent .

" You are my beloved, without the need for your consent, until at any time you will still be mine . " Mas Tama approached his face right in front of me.

Instantly, Mas Tama's hand held the tip of my chin, making me hold my breath when I felt the breath and the smell of mint coming out of the mouth of mas Tama, making me hold my breath, now his gaze became more intense on me making me blink several times even my body as petrified as if it could not run from his presence.

" I'm sorry, dear . " So soon mas Tama kissed my lips slowly .

I can feel the softness of Tama's always warm lips, though, even though this is not the first time mas Tama did to me but my feelings are still the same when the first time mas Tama took away the purity of my lips.

I was still staring in front of Tama mas again and again my body did not do the slightest resistance to Tama mas. Mas Tama immediately hugged my body while gently stroking my beautiful hair.

I felt more comfort in Tama's arms, making me close my eyes for a moment before the end of my selfishness took over my mind again.

I immediately pushed firmly against Tama's chest, making her hug slip from my body.

Mas Tama frowned and looked at me as if confused by my words .

" What do you mean ? " say mas Tama wonder .

" Who is that woman ? the woman in the photo that is displayed in the family room ? " He's my first wife, right ? his face is very similar to Jasmin, why would you want to complain when the mas already have Jasmin . " Reluctantly I poured the question that was fixed on the Tama mas without giving a pause .

Mas Tama smiled cynically at me as if laughing at me with a vexation that dominated my pretty face.

" Correct ... She's Marissa Jasmin's real mother. She was one of the women I loved in my life besides my mother and before Jasmin was present in my life. " Said Mas Tama turned his gaze to the sky of the room.

" So, why would you marry me if you still love him ? do you have no feelings ? surely he will be hurt to hear this news . " Ask me in a tinge.

" He's been dead since Jasmin was two. " Say mas Tama lirih.

I was surprised when I heard the words of Tama , feeling a little guilty for having cornered mas Tama with questions that I could no longer bear.

Seemed a dam of tears in the corner of the eyes of Tama mas, as if feeling the old sadness came back to her, I no longer want to corner her more deeply.

I ventured closer to the body of Mas Tama who was still sitting at the end of the bed and hugged her warmly. I do not want to say what is currently just a form of apology indirectly because it has made her feel her sadness again.

Mas Tama responded, her hands are also coiled on my back. I know very well that my actions are a little crazier than my selfishness to resist the cold and forced attitude of Tama, but whatever my day cannot lie to my own feelings.

" Are you flirting with a mas, Dhira ? " Say mas Tama flat .

I was so shocked by Tama's question and soon realized. What was on my mind until I was this close to embracing Mas Tama.

Immediately I release my body from the arms of Tama mas, but again the hands of Tama mas hold my body to remain in his arms .

" It goes on like this Dhira . I'll make you Queen one in my heart. " Bisik mas Tama in my ears.

I'm getting nervous, my chest is pumping faster making me a little hot holding back the nervousness that's getting so.

" Lepasin mas ... freelance ! " My words pushed the chest of the field of Tama mas which was still wrapped in the same black suit when she was wearing it since I was last with her.

" Aren't you hugging me, baby ? did you forget ? " Say the Tama relaxed .

I paused for a moment, condemning the stupidity I had done to a forced man like Tama.

" Fuck, can I do something stupid like this, the bigger the head will be this arrogant guy. " My guman.